won’t be able to see a doc til next friday 🙃 zoloft withdrawals ur my friend now..

American healthcare system goes crazy fr fr (gun to my head )

i am once again unmedicated

i cant sleep

if ur like me and feeling like shit cause u can't be on the front lines of the protests for any number of reasons (work/income, health, safety, distance) just remember queer joy is a protest loving your neighbor is action participating in community strengthens us shit sucks, but we will win

genuinely don’t even feel like an artist anymore at this point been struggling all year with this and feel like i have gotten nowhere basically it sucks but ill keep trying as long as im able bc art is everything to me never work urself into burnout if you can avoid it folks :’)

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Apparently a lot of ppl needs to hear this #bskycensorship

Bluesky's review aggregate on the play store in my region is down to 1.1. Absolutely bonkers. Definitely continue sending feedback and yelling about the TOS!

bc i dont wanna add ‘i consent’ stickers to my art bc it ruins the mood n atmosphere i think ill jus put those ‘characters depicted are consenting adults’ disclaimers in the text of each post jus gonna tag only series, characters and ship name from now on as well pls remember to send bsky feedback

every time a kink art harasser goes on about "harm", i think of the many hours of crisis support I & others gave back in ~2018. (eg, kradeelav.com/cancelled-resources.html) i'm glad more people are changing minds, but ill always think of the artists who are no longer with us due to this harassment.

zzz changing its new female chara’s design last minute to give her big boobs vs the small ones she had is probably one of the worst things ive seen from a game company in awhile her outfit change is ugly too but the boob thing leaves an especially bad taste as its been labeled ‘an improvement’

suffocation via kissing is so good idk if there’s a kink name for it but it’s great we need more of it

just wanted to say bc the current ba with bsky— i do have a baraag as another place for my art, outside of my substar, if censorship gets worse here i also have a misskey but ill have to dust that off lmao baraag.net/@CremeCatty

wink wink

i want to stress: i firmly believe that we, just us normal people, can push back against this global wave of censorship. we CAN do this. there may be temporary setbacks, lost battles, but i do firmly believe that with sustained action, we can make our futures better for art and human expression.

We have momentum and we're trying to pull other parties into the pushback against bsky's new censorship rules, so I don't recommend participating in a blackout. Mine and other comments on the TOS post are getting shadowbanned so I think, while I understand the spirit, it would hurt our cause.

super rich furries you have the chance to do something SO funny

genuinely wish so bad someone else would buy tumblr again and fix it up so that there could be nsfw there again

"How badly a cartoon character gets treated isn't the problem, the problem is that people might be jacking off to impure thoughts" literally who gives a shit you insufferable god-fearing fucking wimp go back to the kids' table

“Don’t you know? Everything in the Fortress belongs to me” ( #wrionette , wriothesley/lynette, wrio/lynette, potentially noncon, nsfw)

They have this button on the right hand column that in addition to public shaming, lets you shame them in other useful ways

i mean, obviously the point is that there is no objective way to determine whether A Cartoon is consenting to sex. the ambiguity is the point. it means if you post Sex Cartoons, there is now an excuse to ban you whenever it becomes convenient to do so (read: someone w/ money complains about you)

all these companies claiming to care abt victims of sexual abuse, women in particular, are so funny when a rapist is America’s president AND his campaign received millions from many of these companies or through these companies but ya its victims coping w art we need to deplatform and silence

deleted any of my art w the noncon tag in the future ill just have to not post the art entirely or post it without warnings besides the general ‘explicit content’ warning sorry yall

you can spin literally any sexual image as noncon or dubcon if someone dislikes you enough and wants your account banned. that will only be used as another tool ppl can use for harassment, not keeping blsky a sexually safe space

sex itself is not abt high-fiving and everyone cheering and looking at the camera and nodding enthusiastically, especially not in the erotic imagination. idk a rly troubling update especially since it specifically attacks illustrations and art instead of irl exploitation content. fandom ass website.

I asked all my very fake super fictional and overall not real characters and they said they super duper consent to all the weird shit that happens to them.

im so angry i legit dunno what to do or say anymore

all this is gonna result in is no artists tagging/content warning anything anymore bc they don’t wanna get banned which will expose folks to content that could trigger them how will bsky tell what’s noncon? ah right, its gonna rely on ppl reporting shit— which is never taken advantage of

yall ignored the actual feedback hundreds of artists gave you about censorship & doubled down on it instead next time just tell us all to go fuck ourselves instead of wasting our time

i love being a survivor of SA and CSA in this era bc the ppl that claim to care abt people like me are readily stifling/cutting off one of the only ways to safely cope with and work through what i went thru without feeling disgusting and wrong for it 10/10 decisions all around

gotta delete half my art here now lmao this era of the internet is such a fucking joke

endometriosis flare up is killing me the past few days just finished my period a week ago too like come ON bro i get maybe 1 week a month where im not in awful pain hate it here lmfao

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did you know i post most of my art exclusively on patreon/subscribestar? also there's backlog of all my art starting from 2017!! :3 check out my website sukka.pink for links 💖

actually so frustrated and disheartened all this shit just makes one wanna stop drawing nsfw entirely it feels so dangerous and not worth the struggle and stress but also fuck these people

this censorship push is nefarious in every way but it’s screwing victims over despite claiming to exist to “protect”them folks are afraid to tag their content out of fear of being banned for it but bc of this, people that are triggered by said content cant blacklist/avoid it & end up hurt

Think its stupid that VISA and Mastercard think something as innocent as Cat Ear accessories are a bannable offense? Then heres something you can do about it. Complain to visa and MC, call your representatives. Advocate for porn, whole heartedly.

lrp genuinely dunno what to do if substar is going to start getting as kink censorship heavy as Patreon bc fanbox isn’t an option for most people + the censorship of genitalia & the fact that they’re gonna be charging extra to nsfw creators soon

i dont know how else to drill it into people's heads but you are going to see this happen to more and more creators until there's no one left, or at least until the infrastructure that allowed us all to share our work as a community and create careers out of it is completely gone you have to act

payment processors are assaulting people on so many fronts right now, harming many creators so much more than me, and threatening to shut down more every day. remember that the fight is ongoing, and if you can, call your reps, badger the payment processors. stop-paypros.neocities.org

how did my ass stay up til 6:50 rendering a pic when I’ve been tired all day fldndnd god bro focusing on something rly jus erases my ability to perceive time at all somedays

genuinely can’t believe rya will be illegal soon for the crime of being a cat girl

today has good news but also rly bad news can’t have shit without someone in that group souring it payment processors RLY need to taken to court abt this already bc this is ridiculous

In just a couple weeks, censorship against adult creators went from "oh yeah, we're just banning the icky problematic stuff" to "Yeah, so cat ears and fairies aren't allowed now". DO NOT GIVE CENSORSHIP A SINGLE INCH REGARDLESS OF WHAT IT IS, OR WE'RE ALL FUCKED

See Cunnilingus, Post Cunnilingus #art #cunnilingus #pussyeating #lewd #smut #nsfw