Small intro for pinned -They/them -17 years old -Autistic -System - Lifestyle jirai #jiraisky #地雷系 -I post vents, rants, things related to my interests, irl outfit photos, art, #everskies and #lovenikki avatars, and #vrchat avatar photos -Basic dni + dni fashion jirai Feel free to add me on line

WE FINALLY GOT THE SNOW MIKU x KUROMI DESIGN AND DAMN 😭💫

I think the worst part about all this is that I'm still at the beginning. I'm only 16. This will only get worse as I get older. And there is still so much time left for it to get worse. I'm this bad already, and I'm not even an adult yet

MY BODY: Do you wanna have a flare up? ME: No. MY BODY (repeats 1,000 times): pleaseeeeeee ME: Fine. Just shut up.

I think I speak for all of us collectively when I say: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When you stand up and black out for a few seconds, that's just your next symptom loading up.

My pain is so bad I had to leave VC really early ughh it hurts so much I hate it

Does anyone know any good apps for documenting symptoms of chronic illness?

Uhhhh shout-out to @my-daisy.bsky.social and @needygirlsyndrome.bsky.social because that's the only two people liking my posts anymore

Current mood

My entire body hurts rn but especially my knees. My knees really feel awful right now

My computer broke and I have so little to do now. I feel as dead as the computer

Mmmm pumpkin spice candle smell so good

keep this in mind today

You are under no obligation to mourn the death of people who would’ve celebrated yours.

People don't realize how cool and down-to-earth I am when I'm not fighting for my life

Being dragged back into genshin again after years

I'm debating whether I should ask about pots and eds at the doctor's because I have an appointment today and I'm like. Very sure those are at least some of the problems I have. But my mom is very convinced I'm not physically disabled at all so idk if I want to.

New jirai anthem youtu.be/ecRRxehRIDo?... #jiraisky #jiraiposting

School is already draining me to the point I can barely do anything and it's been 2 days Genuinely I think I deserve to be able to drop out because it IS that bad

Boycott this, boycott that. Can we just boycott all social media and go back to personal websites, forums, etc. Even Tumblr gives me popup ads now, has anyone else been getting these? It's annoying as hell.

Some recent photos of outfits

Great idea. More brain injuries.

These were the "ada seating" of the (seatless) concert I was at last night. No backs, not shaped for people. Literal cement blocks that I had to sit on. I was in so much pain and didn't have anywhere to put my back against, and so now today I am in pain too! They hate the disabled.

He left me, he lleft me, I feel so sick

Sometimes, it isn't in the best interest to read my Tumblr, I keep most of my extreme thoughts to there for a very good reason

I support this 100%

Ah, mama has discovered the ideal position to keep an eye on her babies while not having to deal with their nonsense.

Pretty sure this was one of yours that you saved for a rainy day.

Anyways if anyone has any diy ideas that don't require buying more things to do that would be great <3

I constantly have the urge to diy random stuff but it sucks because I can't. People say oh just use old stuff you have!! Hey. I don't. Have old stuff. The only option I have is to go to a thrift store. But I can barely get out of the house and so I can't. And mercari is insanely overpriced.

Uh...phrasing

I saw this thing and I'm curious @sentimentbot.bsky.social idk does just tagging it work

OCのみるるちゃんです❕

I saw an infographic a couple years ago about how to remove source identifiers from links and why it's important, but I can't find it again and too many people I know are sending me links with them so here's an infographic straight from the oven

Also. Can't sleep. Couldn't sleep yesterday. Feel weird. This Might be a hypomanic episode. Perhaps. And somehow I am still shitty at getting anything done, very disappointing

I guess I'll put this here too bc I'm bored

Or just ignore it too that's all people do anymore

If anyone wanna schedule a big jirai group hangout in Vrchat tell me and I'll figure some shit out bc Vrchat is fun