So two notes about the time since Monday: - one of the things I wanna do with the time off is figure out how to not anxiety lock myself into not doing the things I know I need to do to help myself so this spiral doesn't reoccur - holy shit I missed gposing, I've been doing it all week basically

not now quarter pounder with cheese

/gen might end up being his greatest contribution to society at large, 'cause they try to use socialism as a dirty word, he says "yea i am, whatever" and proceeds to charm their socks off witnessing in real time as socialism is being destigmatized in mainstream US political discourse

Stackoverflow, W3Schools and Reddit together carry the entire software industry on their backs.

yea so i'm gonna be on disability for the next couple months, doctor agreed that my brain is in fact fucked

not quite a full nervous breakdown, but i had quite the "jolt" after work yesterday that's ended up being the last straw of sorts. i have an appointment with a doctor tomorrow about going on short term disability.

managed to do a bit, hopefully i can keep it going and get back into the full groove

the lovely @juiposa.bsky.social surprised me with some luna gposes as an early birthday present… everyone pls perceive them!!! theyre very hot :3 #littleluna ⋆ #gposers

I'm really not sure I'm going to be able to make it thru this week without having a full breakdown.

Working on Monday is going to be extremely difficult.

gposing ranks very high on the list of things I'm most upset about having been robbed of by my current abysmal mental state. i miss it so much

My parents just got a vacuum packer, my dad seems to be going a little wild with it. I just found vacuum packed portions of lasagna in their freezer lol.

Silly

I tried playing War Thunder again after several months away from it and made it 15 min before I alt+F4'd. I think I may just be done with it permanently.

Me remembering some embarrassing shit I did 15 years ago

I need to find an excuse to use Rust because I really wanna give it a whirl.

Genuinely the best mod I've ever played in any game #factorio

yay more oomfs through q40!

This shit is pure gaming for me

Q40 is pretty good

Factorio mod got me relearning how to do vector math. That's how you know it's good shit.

I don't really have any illusions that a social democrat is going to accomplish any meaningful permanent change, esp. a mayor, but seeing the word "socialism" beginning to be normalized in US political discourse is nice to see.

when i nut but she still suckin

i think this is the most hostile manner the server tick has ever told me to fuck myself

Silly

Yea, so, Factorio K2SE is phenomenal

Good litmus test of how borked I am rn is that I haven't really made any attempt to clear Q40 yet.

The puppy

5 weeks into this 2 week break and I really don't miss it at all

The confluence of things that have prevented me from doing any Q40 so far is going to drive me mad.

I miss world prog

Glitch in the matrix

Tomorrow I'll be confronting my mortal fucking enemy for the first time in a few years.

bringing back a classic

I was recently exposed to the cognitohazard of the quote-unquote "frot dog", and because this cursed name will not leave my head, now you must be exposed to it too.

eepy to a degree that some might consider hazardous to my health

Damn near did it again ;w;