repressed trauma memory resurfaced at work and now i’m just like

i am loved i am loved i am loved, even when i don’t immediately see or feel it.

One of the two producers Vox usurped via wires in Brighter 💙 [ #vox'sproducers #hazbinhotel ]

📻 #hazbinhotelalastor #alastor #hazbinhotel #humanAlastor

message that comes up when you want to close mobydick.exe

i feel like i’m permanently suppressed on twitter and im yelling into a void here too tbh o well

actually i kinda *do* think using genAI should be such a social faux pas that the user is marked as a pariah and no longer feels welcome in the community. "AI is bad" is no longer an abstract (it never was), my city has been under a boil water advisory for a week because of AI data centers

vincent’s ready to mansplain, manipulate and manwhore his way through everything

we live in a Society

man’s best friend 🦈 #hazbinhotel #hazbinhotelvox #hazbinhotelshokwav #hazbinhotelfanart #hellaverse

updates: - finally going to the dr to find out wtf is wrong with me (lab tests done!!) - wrote 2k today and LIKED THE WORDS!!! we are so fuckign back

last night a special little tiny husband arrived right before bedtime from @/ygoandchill.bsky.social !! i had the best sleep last night 🥰

i’m so sorry to anyone who followed me for writing i am having the worst case of writer’s block and everything is not working 😔 world’s most hack writer

he still hasn’t arrived 😭

pigeon stack! 🪶

crt box vox plushie has FINALLY been released from customs jail…at last…

Human Alastor Base Practice cuz my brain is dead right now. #HazbinHotel #HazbinHotelAlastor

ch 2 of “the walk of a dead man” out now!!! archiveofourown.org/works/84156251…#radiostatici#murdermediaia related picture summary:

Forgot to upload my addition to the ‘TIE’ art apocalypse 👔 #hazbinhotel

the second pre-order has begun! for those who missed the first one and the in-stock sale, now's your chance 🫶 PRE-ORDER HERE: 📍 xpersonatoy.com/products/2nd...

everyday i oscillate wildly between “i hope my writing resonates with people because community feedback is such a big part of fic writing because we exist in a fandom community” and “i shouldn’t need anyone i should just write for me”

manifesting that i can go home early from work today and publish this fic and then go tf to sleep

Once again making merch because I personally want one fghjhgfh Details are on product page in the link below :'3 <3 ➡️✨ ko-fi.com/s/c5915aa464 ✨

Vertical Hold, my current AU. It's a world where Vox never met Alastor when he came to Hell and never learned how to change his head. In this world, he ends up working for Valentino, not Angel Dust. It's called Vertical Hold because his head has issues with its "vertical hold" #radiostatic 1/7

⚡ ‖ - 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐏𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 - ‖⚡ ( ...I may have needed to make a Virus Vox standee for my health(?) and wellbeing(???) :'3 ) Details below if you too require a deadly ₍ ₛₑₓᵧ ₎ pathogen for your home 🥰✨ #Vox | #VoxHazbinHotel | #VirusVox

Can I Please Get My Canadian Bread Settlement Money

hm

That was not very Wild Geese by Mary Oliver of you, dude

sometimes i feel like i can never have a single original thought and i’m doomed to exist as a sad imitation of everything i’ve ever loved or admired.

not having an instagram or tiktok account is funny sometimes. my friends will send me things and i'm like thank you SO much for thinking of me. i am literally not allowed to see this

oh to be vox in his shark onesie 🤌🦈💤 #voxfanart #hazbinhotel #hazbinhotelfanart #vox #voxhazbinhotel

so i just got offered the HR role at my office

I actually need Vox to end up at the hotel 💔 this is me manifesting it (he would not have a good time) #hazbinhotel #hazbinhotelseason2 #hazbinhotelfanart #vox #voxfanart

text from my sister this morning informing me that my oldest nephew is currently obsessed with the muppet treasure island. i could not be prouder.

so today has been a complete write off LOL

Please comment on someone's fic if you enjoyed reading it. I've seen too many writer friends lately exclusively get b0t comments and it's actively killing morale. They all deserve the love!!

today doodle

one of my most annoying traits is that i literally want to talk to people all day all the time but sometimes i have nothing profound to say so i just start yapping about nothing so i am sorry to anyone who is on the receiving end of this. i just love chatting. feel free to tell me to shut up anytime

i don’t want to work i want to write i want to create i want to make meaning out of our flawed yet beautiful world

Came to a nice realization about my writing yesterday as I was drifting off to sleep. I don’t need to compete with anyone. I don’t need to have the same style or effect as anyone else. My writing is unique and maybe people will jive with it or maybe they won’t, but I can only write in my own way.

drew this human al for a tumblr ask!! #alastor #hazbinhotel

one of the most embarrassing things about why i like murdermedia so much is because i am extremely attracted to men in sharply fitted mid-century suits which is just alastor and vincent together so i get to enjoy dreaming about their tailoring whilst they beat each other up 💜

DA R0MAN Z0NE - dashare.zone ADMIN

i hate when things don’t line up nicely historically for a fic and then you have to choose between historical accuracy and just getting the plot moving like i know 99% of the readers will likely not notice or care. but i will know. it will bother me.

i think ppl on here and on twitter need to stop talking about things like “fave oomfs” i think this is a concept that will only cause more mental illness and insecurity

From my #murdermedia #radiostatic forest demon and emperor AU…a dream vision, subconscious thoughts of falling in love influencing Vincent

Tantrum

It is a truth universally acknowleged, that nobody trusts anybody now. And we are all very tired.