another pony bogie job: driving a train very slowly on the equivalent of roller skates to some where it can be repaired

To be 100% clear, my survival does not depend on my book income. It helps, but I’m pretty safe. A lot of trans authors are one stroke of bad luck away from the street. One bad law away from prison. Pay them directly if you can! Buy their books! Commission their art! Boost their crowdfund!

hate my stupid life right now still grinding on though

galah in tree beside rail corridor

shot day and raining and nose pressed up against the candy store window blues

“I knew a boy, I heard he died, upon the needle she was transmogrified”

sometimes it really feels i am stupidly loyal and hardworking to an org that doesn’t give a fuck about me

i just want to finish and curl up in a ball the last time i made a mistake (and we are talking an incident that took place over the distance of two sheets of a4 paper over a speed of under 0.05km/hr) i was not allowed to drive trains for 30 days while they decided i was fit to drive again

actually pretty angry mr deadname is okay mr frith is an abomination

so so so close railways

happy little lizard on some woodchips

wake up, it's been a known problem for like 15+ years now. valve dropped lootboxes in TF2 in 2010 and it was always a form of gambling. then in 2013 they added them to counter-strike global offensive and an entire industry popped up allowing kids to bet skins on the outcomes of esports matches.

So when I went "hey, we need to go to couples counselling like you've been promising" and my ex went "nah, let's just break up", they assured me they'd still help with some of my medical costs inc. today's psychiatrist appointment. Now they're ghosting me. Hate to ask but I need $350 to cover it 🙏

asking two women holding hands: “so… umm… which one is the uke?” 💀💀💀

baby magpie outside my train cab looking pleadingly i opened the door but she didn’t hop in 🥺

i remember back at university just the difference between the medical and legal definitions of pedophila to explain why a 21 year old gay man wasn’t really a pedophile having sex with a 20 year old gay man because we had wildly divergent ages of consent for straight v queer sex at the time 1/2

I'm just out here preachin' truth.

Mankind Cactus Jack Dude Love Mick Foley

little splinters in my brain best to have a nap they aren’t worth my time or thoughts

magical war crimes? here is the most horrific things you can do with each school of magic in DnD.

electoral commission details updated and i’m somehow back in our prime minister’s electorate that explains the birthday and christmas cards from him i guess 😑

tired and achy after driving trains and far from my loves 🥺

having to work instead of daydreaming about girls 😣

i’ve stopped take the morning anti-anxiety medication—whose purpose was to stop me vomiting by dinner time through stress—based on the hypothesis that it was me being in the closet in various place producing the stress (and with that gone, so should that anxiety) so far it seems to be correct

I drove trains today, sure but I also made some girls happier which one do I treasure more? (the non-train girls one of course)

"Women adopt AI at rates 25% lower than men. This isn’t a guess. It’s the finding of a Harvard Business School meta-analysis examining eighteen studies, over 140,000 participants, across multiple countries." "Every AI Company Is Building a Different Wife" abiawomosu.substack.com/p/they-built...

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Me "helping" @ciricegray.itch.io with House of the Underworld: So in this scene, Cedalion impregnates Mada. Cirice: But Mada's trans... Me: That's not very WOKE of you!

where is the spider lady with hrt eggs? 🥺🥺🥺

Tangaras: i love my girls but gosh they have such dirty greasy cocks

also if you are one, please consider whether estrogen may be right for you ♥️ 🔔

women not having interiority is not a fringe belief: men who think women have a complex internal life are probably the outlier (if you are one, congratulations)

*watching g-witch with my dad* dad: what font do you think suletta likes? me: i dunno. what a weird ques— dad: arial me: ...

Thinking particularly about the history of wheat agriculture in Europe, which is defined by successive waves of adopting different wheat subspecies and cultivars after they were developed in the Middle East, lol First Einkorn, then Emmer and Spelt, then Durum and Breadwheat...

"Okay, but how does your magic system work?" Me:

Blood offered to the Morrigu for watching and guarding ailem Blood offered to the Morrigu for watching and guarding the sweet girls who make my life so much better 🩸🙏

magpies at work keeping me company while magpie girlfriend is asleep

if an instinctual subconscious response to this is "but can i trust trans women to depict themselves Accurately and not in an idealized way?" do you hold this standard for anyone else, including yourself? this is a form of paternalistic misogyny. sorry to be harsh. you are not the arbiter here

there's no shortage of trans women artists drawing trans women in beautiful and dynamic ways. once again failing to represent trans women with love and care in your heart is a skill issue

sad girl hours

anyway restating that there's no good/bad distinction in being a trans woman to me~ a woman is a woman is a woman and is always attractive to me

Maybe should start calling TME produced transmisogynistic art "clockworks"

And to be clear I'm not saying that trans women should always be depicted as indistinguishable from cis women But if you start your sketch from the idea that trans women MUST be read as separate You're gonna do a transmisogyny

thank you reben wolf for being the sexiest nastiest girl ever

period? maybe 😣 i want my wife and hugs and kisses for real instead of texts 🥺🥺🥺 and i have to go back to sleep

fried fritz and sauce with eggy bread

I hate to break this to you guys but the mass enstupidifiction is being done on purpose because it turns out that modernity being correlated to an increased access to information and generally increased intelligence makes it harder for the parasite class to rule over us

the great replacement theory

Knight of Earth — was my old signifier way back when — time to work and plan and get stuff done uh huh understood 🫡

My entire marketing strategy.