thinking about horses...

Byleth: Ashen Nightmare

me: well. I'm always doing some bullshit. (flips the cat tunnel on its end and tosses it in the air back onto its side) obsidian: (runs through it) me: exactly. roommate: fucking catboy??

Every time I open Bluesky,

last one to wake up from the group nightmare is gay

one thing that brings me so much joy is solidarity in the trans community. every single individual trans person experiences trans joy and even transphobia and dysphoria differently and it's wonderful when we can support each other even when we face different obstacles in life

you can sing edgelord sadboy songs for fun if you commit to sounding completely honestly worryingly fucking unhinged the entire time that's the secret they don't tell you

really my problem with a lot of shitty trans/queer discourse is the insistence on restrictively defining other people's experiences for them. like is that not specifically what being queer is Not about

aghhhh my neighbor might finally be able to get our street cat matriarch (my cats' grandmother) and her newest babies safely inside soon... she's had a rough life out there I want pampered cat luxury for her so bad :')

I'm fortunate enough not to encounter especially many cat haters but if I ever do run into someone who actually believes cats are mean unfeeling bastards my honest immediate thought is "you are a bad person"

(thinks about a childhood friend) huh. wonder what she's up to these days. (thinks again more carefully) ...wonder if she's still a she.

2021 lol

imo the entire concept of "gendered socialization" becomes muddied to the point of incoherence pretty much the instant it leaves the realm of a specific person talking about their own specific experiences. complete joke of a framework to impose on other people

I'm reluctant to speak up on trans topics these days because it's often not worth the pain caused, so I'm probably going to regret this, but disappointingly a lot of people need to hear this. Accusing trans women of "male socialization" is an astonishingly cruel, callous, and spiteful thing to say.

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hey what's up I drew something I don't like

there's an element of performance art in maneuvering around a bunch of drivers who don't seem to understand dying in a car kills you in real life while soulfully singing if a ten ton truck crashes into us to die by your side-

I love my cats so much...

lrp so I was on the fencing team in college and it was mostly Exactly as fun as you'd think but one time I was fencing someone and their blade slipped and hit me in the throat pinning me in place momentarily and second only to the fear was the disappointment at how EXTREMELY NOT SEXY it was

Shipping anything in a fantasy setting is great because of the sexual tension goldmine that is Sparring

something cool about me is that I seem to have some kind of shrimp colors perception of flavors that only exists to make certain things bad

characters I don't necessarily like but I don't want to be associated with their haters 🤝 characters I don't necessarily dislike but I don't want to be associated with their fans

every morning when I give the cats their wet food carson headbutts my hands AGGRESSIVELY like dad ‼️💥💥 you have my breakfast ‼️💥 I love you ‼️💥‼️💥‼️

a while ago my boss gave me a pair of pink work boots she got in the wrong size and I only have them as backup bc I prefer the purple ones I've worn my entire professional life, but next time someone points out that my purple boots are purple and therefore gay I have the option to do something funny

did I tell y'all that my therapist was like "haha you could be a furry" in response to something I said last week and I was like "so that's been discussed at length, actually,"

me for the past year: wow I'm having so much fun learning all these cheap creative and nutritious new recipes :) this is easier than I thought :) my bitch constitution for the past 2 weeks: do you want french fries again or do you want to go to hell before you die

ok so can god pick a different chew toy for like a minute or is it just gonna keep being me for the time being

my alarm goes off and instead of thinking coherently about whether to get up or hit snooze again my half-asleep brain vividly imagines a tumblr user explaining at length that in their specific culture, notably and uniquely, it's considered good to sleep

is it insecure of me to softblock a person who I was halfway to being friends with when they asked me about my aromanticism situation and then ghosted in the middle of that conversation and never returned... maybe... nevertheless,

performing strange alchemies to piece together a passable meal from a random fast food place

one time my friend said of a drawing of my ocs that she appreciated "their different boytypes" meaning bodytypes and now every time I draw male characters with different builds to each other I think "different boytypes 👍"

every time I hang out with @reflektion.bsky.social irl I become this

excuse my absence i have been touching grass with @mcmissiles.bsky.social

Stages of Decomposition

Faerghus lads hit each other with chair #fe3h #dimivain

I couldn't decide which version of this joke I thought was funnier so you're getting both

PEPSI bottle... in a coca cola gläæhhssszzh... I don't give a damn 😌

people like "ughhhh we'll never see another triple crown :(((" bc golden tempo is skipping the preakness are Spoiled As Hell. there are TWO living winners TODAY!!! I've seen it happen TWO TIMES! the last one was in NINETEEN SEVENTY EIGHT you don't understand anything grow up

have had noticeably fewer odd and vaguely concerning brainwaves than usual while I've been sick. feeling much better today and almost immediately I'm like Somebody Just Grab The Back Of My Neck And Pull My Head Offffffff :/. what the fuck

as my two ex-stray kids approach a year in my care I have to say that is not a given, star app

the thing about horse racing for me is that one of my defining childhood obsessions was not just racing, but specifically racing disasters and tragedies. so while I do enjoy watching a race now and then I am always watching with one eye closed until I know everyone finished safe

it's really cute what certain manufacturers seem to think is "a reasonably sized pill" but honestly can some of you fuck off with that

briefly indulging my ethically dubious interest in horse racing here... I was busy Dying And Being Dead at the actual race time but DAMN that kentucky derby

left my jacket on the floor bc I could not be bothered to find a better place and the cats have taken it to their corner. it's theirs now. I'm down a jacket permanently

not feeling work today but on the bright side my orchestral villainous entrance music cut off at the exact moment I arrived so I've got that going for me

i keep forgetting to post here... something about the inherent childishness of having a dream #pathologic