worst funger1 ending achieved. sucks! 👍

can I get a break! can I get a break! can I get a break! can I get a break! can I get a break! can I get a break! can I get a break! can I get a break! can I get a break! can I get a break! can I get a break! can I get a break! can I get a break! can I get a break! can I get a break!

songs that scoop your organs out of your ribcage but they don't directly apply to your life or any of your The Characters so you can't do anything with them but blow up

every day the star app tells me normal things

walk-in autoclave...

the ramblings of a normalman

dedue going to enbarr during VW/SS

wip wmonday hey who wants disaster scientist + robot content from my og project

when I was a kid my friend and I would go up to her attic and pretend to be horses and build jumping courses out of pillows and we would run around and jump in the attic until her mom yelled at us for bringing the house down. my story today

job homework is to look at stuff under a microscope more. letsgooo

it's really hot out suddenly and I'm fighting the post-fun stuff crash and honestly kind of losing can someone either be nice to me or throw projectiles at my face and life thanks

beloveds. I bought art prints again. do you want to guess whether I have the wall space for them

apples juice in the boathouseeeee

me when I'm in a rock band I guess

ok i finished this! it's not much more than a meditation on some patho 3 stuff that i roll around in my head a lot archiveofourown.org/works/81499696

cousin: it's like when spotify wrapped comes out and you can listen to white noise me: hell yes finally nobody's gathering data I'm putting on TV STATIC

I hate tumblr search function I will die if I can't find the kid who love to sag their pirt not only to sag the jam lid but pirt it up what a waste

played some songs and suchlike, band was solid, only fucked up a little bit, even noticed a couple people laugh when I was trying to be funny. now to repeat it all tomorrow yeeeeeeehaw

"how was your friend's dog surgery themed birthday party" and other normal things to say at dinner

first performance with the band today. wearing my thanatology shirt for the occasion

cahara's limbs can come off like velcro

today it's telling me to move on from yesterday's mistakes (ie the random proposal it suggested, presumably) and hinting I should break up with my friend, who I am not and never was dating. app that sets you up to blow up your life if you put the SLIGHTEST stock in it oh my god

whistled at the cats and carson looked at me like dad what the FUCK was that sound

hello, pathologic fic offering in which daniil "i'll sleep when i'm dead and i don't plan to die" dankovsky is forced to pause, just for a moment. 1.4k, rated M #burakhovsky archiveofourown.org/works/81451006

star app is hinting I should ask them to marry me. my question is Who. The Fuck.

listen to my stupid little singing it's all I have going for me rn

baby it's surgery outside

fear and hunger is a comedy

I think I need this but for therapy

there's literally always some terrible fuckshit happening in my life in late march/early april. next year I think I don't want to have a late march/early april

alright who wants to actually kill me now 👍

false alarm it's back to telling me if I get nothing I want it's for my own good and accusing me of forcing my friendship on people I have not, in fact, spoken to at all today

Let’s get the hell out of here.

I never understood how "I wouldn't be caught dead there" correlates with how much you'd want to be seen somewhere in general. I'm frequently caught alive at the grocery store but I still think it would be pretty humiliating to be found sprawled out completely dead in the clearance bread aisle yknow

the fact that I've actually been trying to be more confident and outgoing for a while and the way that I am is actually me making an effort... lol lmao

actually what the fuck is up with sudoku. I'll open the number puzzle on a totally normal day and suddenly my brain is like "self-loathing is the rational response to being the person that you are" man what the hell other meditative activities don't do this

fashion 👍

or something <3 www.tumblr.com/xenonsdoodle...

recorded myself singing the song for when you're normal about gender and identity (i/me/myself will wood) but the audio quality is Not Good bc I am yelling in a car lmaoooooo does anyone still want to hear this nonsense

I commissioned this Byleth artwork from @anophiles.bsky.social featuring my cat and look what an amazing job they did! It look just like my baby!!

the star bullshit app is suddenly being nice to me today and telling me how much people love me, which is hilarious given how it has previously told me repeatedly and in detail how much the stars hate me in particular

Beast!

thinks about the multiple dreams I've had where a house my dad designed irl appears as a dizzyingly tall geometrically impossible superstructure with something Wrong happening on certain floors and how these dreams predate me knowing anything about pathologic

MY BABIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

can't even be the superior weird guy with concerning manic energy in this small city community theatre circle man what do I even have

son boy son baby

pathologic is a game

eggnog flavored chapstick found in my bag today. whose. Fucking idea was this