I have so much respect for my past self for surviving, so that I could get to exit. He's dead and gone now, but I get to live a brilliant life.

In psych at midnight. Can't sleep. Therapy doesn't work, meds don't work, ECT fucks with my brain. And if never do it again. Where is my secret 4th option. Can't stop crying. Bipolar is killing me by degrees.

I am physically incapable of enjoying anything. Hospital on Monday.

Time is a flat circle. I'm going back to psych ward. My internal self simply cannot be contained. The centre cannot hold.

I have an agreement with George that Star Wars gets May 4th but today is just for meeee

Annnd my flight has been delayed. Truly wonderful. I sure do love waiting .

When I think about highschool I like to think I majored in chair throwing

Oh the places went

Feeling this hard right now

Bad news everyone I realised something dreadful , you see my parents are fucking loaded due to a lifetime of exploiting workers and working in advertising. The sad news is that because of this I'm secretly a nonpractising leftist. Trust fund kids got no legs to stand on, just the shoulders of others

My plane companion. ROG Ally Z1E running Bazzite. Steam deck wasn't out in Australia when I bought it and I was impatient. Ditched the windows install right away.

Packing spare ssds and tools in my luggage like a normal person.

All packed and ready to fly, now I guess I just wait. Wish upon a star. Jetstar. That's the plane I'm going on. I am so damn cringe.

You all seem interested in who I am? Ask me some questions, I might just answer.

I talk big about computing but really I'm just girl with too much ewaste and a very patient wife.

6 days in Melbourne, 6 Days of using HaikuOS every day. It's either gonna go great or be absolutely fantastic. Imagine an os where social media was nearly impossible, where there are very limited game access. Going back to the core of computing. Multimedia and limited internet. Im excited already

Useful thing to use here

Evening 1 , haiku. Spent the night on irc chatting to lovely folks. FTPd my file server to watch some flicks in bed. No socials , just chill desktop computing. Listening to music I downloaded from band camp using Audacious. Movie was Hunt for Red October. This is how computing should be.

HaikuOS only for a week. Here we go

I can play the riff from Seven Nation Army. I guess that will fix me

It's 1am in Perth. I cannot sleep. Tell me your most unhinged tech problem

New favourite board game

I built a Guard themed box dread. Feat kitbash heavy lascannon

Hey kids here's some hacked OS9 running on. G4 1.42ghz Mac Mini

Also I'm home from pscyh ward. downside now is that my ankle is fckd and i need an x-ray. Fun and engaging. Atl least i played in a 40k tournament this week and got abosutely wrecked by Death Guard. Bloody hell it was a wash. I knew from the start that I was gonna lose. Then 3 hours later I did. :D

PIcked up a G4 Mac mini without a powersupply...opened her up to have a look, eerything seems well..only time will tell if she boots. Gotta wait for the PSU to arrive...in may.

Today’s our February company meeting. It’s time to catch up with what the company’s been up to and what’s coming up next for IG.

EMERGENCY BROADCAST: Pronouns update, shit i was like a fuckin girl this whole time wtf. She/Her

I BOUGHT MORE eWASTE with permission from my wife and also my psychiatrist. It'll be a nice surprise for when I get out. We're building a dedicated testing machine for distros. Fuck yeah.

Hey Followers: TELL ME YOUR FAVOURITE DEVICE YOU OWN!

The duality of psych ward life.

PROOF #GNUSTEP is possible in grippy sock jail. UNHINGED LINUX POSTING.

I can't believe I've resorted to trying to get #GNUSTEP running in a VM to stay sane in PSYCH WARD. Fuck this place, I wanna go home and work on bare metal already.

Sorry everyone, still in psych ward.

Sorry for the lack of posts: I'm in grippy sock jail. :(

It is simply logical to celebrate Halloween

My project for this week!

Its a Star Trek uniform kind of day

How many grams of eWaste did you come home with last night. Well certainly more than I arrived with. Debian is a drug people.

Some images from the Perth Amiga Users Group meet. So many cool computers happening. Met so many great people. Not many other ladies around, but it didn't matter. Everyone lovely to talk to. Quite a few people were interested in Haiku and had many questions. 10/10 GOTY

Heading to the Perth Amiga Users Group meet!

Finally my Aptiva dream is coming together

Todays failed project

I'm defragmenting my windows 98 VM like a Normal Person

Open Morrowind 0.50.0 RC1 came out tod. Big highlight is full controller support! I can play MW on my ROG Ally (running SteamOS) and it's super neat, great for in bed relaxing gaming.

I'm in shamles over a monitor.

Got a new fit!

My longstanding wish (and demands) have been answered!! Forget Pacman Fever, that's old news, this new album release is where it's at. If you haven't seen them in play live at a VCF near you, you should! Thank you @tayloramyshow.bsky.social @vkc.sh @actionretro.bsky.social for making it happen.