YouTube is down. NOW how am I supposed to drown out the voices???

A vergil gave this to me at the dmc meetup LMAO

Superman and Lois. I really don’t draw Superman enough and I am counting down till the weekend to see the new film. #superman

If the Tin Man always looked pissed off even when he felt very neutral, do you think they'd call that Rusting Bitch Face?

Y'know, I was debating getting up and actually doing the stream yesterday. I'm so glad I didn't back out, as easy as that would've been cause Date Everything fucking slaps. #vtuber #envtuber

Got reminded just now, but for ppl saying "Oh, Pride month is over, time to hide" NO we have disability pride as well!! Pls remember your comrades who struggle day to day. Either mentally, or physically, or BOTH #pride #disabilitypridemonth

writing this show

Probably not gonna stream tonight actually. My mental health keeps circling the drain and I think I gotta try getting to grips with that before jumping into Hades again. Still planning to do Date Everything on Monday so fingers crossed

Stream went great yesterday! I think the plan is gonna be another Hades 2 stream on Wednesday and Friday. Then next week, we Date Everything!!!

So I finally figured out the solution to my swamp cooler issue. Now that it's not 94 degrees in the house, I think a Livestream is in order tonight! I'll be on Twitch in around 3 and a half hours if I can help it!

Don't just say it's unconstitutional, remind people that the constitution is full of very good ideas designed to prevent authoritarianism, and most people who want to ignore it want that specifically because they are authoritarian.

I swear, developing feelings for someone is like a real life Eldritch horror. One day you just learn of this new emotion and suddenly your thoughts and dreams are inundated with their presence and you cannot escape the idea of them while feeling unavoidably fearful of disappointing this new entity.

That's Fan Fusion 2025 down! Didn't get too many pictures cause holy crap was it crowded this year. I think they said it was some kind of record cause honestly, Friday's crowd felt like a typical Saturday for this con.

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It's not much but maybe by the end of my next bulk we'll have SOMETHING that can be called a bicep.

Guys, this convention was so bittersweet and fun! I am gonna miss the friends who live so far away and I cannot wait to hopefully save up for more events going forward cause they are all my favorite people! #lvlupexpo #lvlup2025 #asmodeus #helluvaboss

We are all ready for #LVLUPExpo2025!!! Got the cosplay lineup and everything. #cosplay #castlevania #lvlupexpo

Not my dumb ass not realizing that there are TWO water valves that I was supposed to open up in order to fill the reservoir on my swamp cooler....Something the HVAC guy told me about not two months ago...Well, at least the house should be cooler now

Man...insurance really is just kind of a nuisance

I can't fucking wait for this convention. Only 3 weeks away!!!

Tomorrow is the start of convention season for me and I am starting things off on a strong foot! Wearing the @opheliavalentine.bsky.social cosplay out for the first time!!! #vtuber #cosplay #gameonexpo #saturdaycosplan

Not gonna lie, I'm really disappointed in myself for just how poorly this cut has gone. I really wanted to at least be able to say I had done my best and seen whether or not the bulk had actually been a success but it's looking like I'll be lucky to finish out this cycle at even the mid 190s.

Oh man, I am just itching to play Hades 2 again tonight. Gotta love just how much content Super Giant puts into even their early access titles! #streamer #vtuber #hades

Okay, had a bit of a mental health breakdown again on Wednesday, so I didn't stream. THAT SAID!!! Stream tonight for sure! I miss doing these things and I wanna play more Hades 2! #hades2 #vtuber #deathtocronos

Finally got a new cosplay done! I'm so ready for LVL UP Expo!!! #asmodeus #helluvaboss #ozzie #cosplay

Okay, looks like it's gonna be a busy weekend, but this month, I swear!!!

Tomorrow is the 1st of March, so if I am not completely mentally drained from this week, I should be able to stream again! Definitely gotta put off doing Monster Hunter till I have the money but I am definitely going to get it at some point down the line. #monsterhunterwilds #vtuber

The numbers are finally numbering on this cut! If there's one thing that annoys me about my body, it's how it almost never changes steadily over time. It'll just randomly raise or drop suddenly after a bunch of grinding at a stalemate. #cosplayfitness #weightloss

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Well fuck. Looks like we are in the house. Gonna probably give it till March before we start up on the streams again but we are absolutely starting those up again! I'm looking forward to getting back in the saddle on that!!!

Man, this is already a long week and it's what...Monday morning? It might be worth it to take either Friday or next Monday off cause I could use the mental recovery. Oof

What is it about leg day that makes me feel like I am gonna be sick immediately afterwards? Every single time!

3 was the first I ever used.

Gotta love having the mindset of "Anyone can and should cosplay whoever they want regardless of their body shape...EXCEPT ME! I absolutely need to be jacked and lean or else I am a failure!!!" I recognize it is super contradictory and self-defeating...but I need the muscles or else I will cry. lmao

I really can't wait to get back to streaming. I am thinking I am gonna go with my PNG model for a bit. Might switch between it, the 2D model and might even see if I can make a new 3D one. The possibilities are honestly endless! I've missed making content, honestly.

Holy fuck! It looks like I'm gonna be able to get the house! I just have to hear back about updates and then I will hopefully be able to move in sometime soon!!!

My ex if she was a wizard

I'm gonna need some better coping mechanism and fast. It's been one day. Goddamn.

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Workouts have officially hit the blood part of "blood, sweat and tears" so I mean...gains??? #cosplayfitness

Pleasepleasepleaseplease let this house be the one! Apparently my sister is likely to be coming back around the end of next month and my cats cannot handle her pug (Specifically my old cat). Plus I really really really wanna get back to streaming and making my cosplays!!!

Just remembered that Monster Hunter Wilds comes out a week or two after I should be moved into the new house. Guess I know what I am playing after I come back to streaming!!! #vtuber #monsterhunter

I love my cats but man, sometimes I miss having shirts without a buncha little claw holes from the boy snuggling too hard. lol

Not gonna lie, this whole "buying a house like a responsible adult" thing fuckin suuuucks

Whoever made that recipe for high protein edible cookie dough ought to be living the best life. This shit is a life saver in this cut and so gummy and dense that I don't get hungry for hours. lmao