wish I could be one of those dolls working in tech so I had money instead of a girl working in a terrible field with none I need my face hacked up!

failed transition in perfect style. I can either go out as a boy and get "man" and "sir'd" all day or I can go out as a woman at get screamed at because oh wait I still look like a disgusting 35 year old man Hormones do less than nothing Someone blow my head off and end this please

one of my friends keeps inviting me to lesbian/queer events and it's very appreciated but given the rate I am harassed in public i clearly look WAY too masc to go anywhere near those spaces

It's wild how much better my life would be if I could get surgery next month instead of *maybe 2027* I am sick of being screamed at in public What if FFS doesn't let me pass? Ooooooh buddy no don't even think about that

they dont like to admit this but most plumbers get into the game because of the right of first shit

Also helps you withstand the tear gas clouds on the way to 7/11

"I'm poly, but I can't date you right now." "But you're polyamorous?" "No, I'm polybetical. I can only have one paramour for each letter of the alphabet." "What?" "If Sock and I break up, you're in, but until then I'm locked out, sorry. Unless you changed your name?"

Don't DM me, I'm not dying and or/dead

I used to matter (just a little bit) and I used to make okay money How do I explain to my therapist that if I wind up working at a coffee shop, that would be a fate worse than death I should not have to live this life Being trans is a fucking curse if you can't make yourself look good Kill me

This is the real geopolitical situation you need to be paying attention to

"mommy"? yes please muscle mommy? ehhhhh maybe a woman who has children? eww no thank you no way

how much abuse should I expect to receive as a trans woman in public the amount i'm getting lately makes me feel like transition has failed and I need to go back in the closet

i think there's a truth we all need to be more willing to acknowledge. being horny makes people go insane. there's no shame in that! being horny is also why i'm insane! but we need to talk about it more 'cause the alternative is that people get all "hide your zombie bite" about how horny they are

I feel like being trans is a death sentence for me. 60% of times I leave the house, I get harassed. in a progressive area! I can't go out for more than 20 minutes without someone starting shit. I can't even think of using a public bathroom. Didn't think I was that ugly but the world loathes me.

today's crashout was probably my worst ever, but I made it through nice people on the internet that helped me through, I thank you

FFS is still a year or two away, I don't know how i'm going to survive that long Why do other people get to pass for free and I have to look like a disgusting ugly fuck

if anyone truly loved me they would kill me I should not have to live looking like an ugly middle aged man when every other trans girl gets to look feminine

at what point do i get to stop being trans and just be a normal person? this shit is taking over my life and I hate it

maybe my problem is i hang out with cis people so I set my standards that way You know, I expect to live without getting screamed at on the street and not have to go through needle torture on the regular If I hung out with trans women they'd be like "Oh yeah, Needle Torture Wednesdays, of course"

"Hi i'm trans but still look like a man and the hormones don't work and the procedures are all painful" "You need to keep doing hormones and more painful procedures and hope that you'll look okay in five years when everyone else passed in under two" "...okay..."

I'm not denying i am trans at heart but I swear to fucking god I do not understand any of you that say this is good We are having wildly different experiences This has truly ruined my life.

I used to have hobbies. Dreams. Goals. Now my whole life is searching a million variations of "how do I look like a woman" and "how do I look less like an ugly fucking man" and torturing myself and spending the little money I have on painful and expensive procedures Love being trans, it's so fun

I honestly feel like if my friends loved me they would put me out of my misery

"You've spent two years transitioning and you still look like a disgusting heap of shit. How does another 3 years of hot needle torture sound? We could upgrade you to a mildly disgusting heap of shit!"

every time i dare to think i could make some progress That life could get better That i could look even remotely fem I am slammed HARD into the concrete and any lingering hope is stomped out of me until my teeth shatter on the sidewalk

Just got the news that I'm going to be an ugly piece of shit for another 3 years because I'm too much of a little bitch to handle more than 1 hour of electrolysis at a time Fuck my life. Seriously, it will be a mercy if I get run over on the way home.

cis people will invite their trans woman friend to their bachelor party where they intend to run around in a dress all weekend in a classic humiliation ritual rooted in toxic masculinity and will wonder why she didn't accept the invite

I have friends going this year and I'm just like, what the fuck are you thinking

girl who forgot the name for scrambled eggs: "Yeah I'm making eggslop"

Like any trans woman whom hormones couldn't save, I avoid mirrors like the plague Imagine my misery as I walked naked down the stairs, to see the light casting my shadow on the wall... wide shoulders, slim waist... undeniably male Good things do not happen to me

I take it back, that's too sharp, he's completely lucid

I came out as trans to some people but I never got the invite to the big sex parties that apparently every other trans person on earth is going to

Had a chat the other day where I realized if I'd grown up in theatre spaces instead of STEM i might have transitioned a decade earlier

i think you have the list backwards cause suicide is a lot more attractive than being stuck in the apple ecosystem

the main issue i have with the "just switch to linux" thing is that it has become like veganism, or electric cars shifting the burden of "not participating in evil" from the corporation to the consumer and adding more friction to your daily life

Honestly British paps are unmatched when it comes to devastating photos targeted to forever destroy your public image

When they hit you with that fluoride stare

AT THE NASHVILLE AIRPORT GUY to gate agent: I’m on this flight… do you think I have enough time to change my guitar strings before boarding closes? AGENT: It’s not a twelve-string, right? GUY: Yeah, six strings AGENT: You should be ok if you start right now

I'd post my two year transition timeline but you'd all just be like "this is the same man but with slightly longer hair"

Me and who

When you force feminize a boy, you can't just give him a feminine version of his name every time. Sometimes Steven shouldn't become Stephanie, I can't stress that enough.

really wanna change my name to my dumb original idea butttt my partner thinks it's too unprofessional for her tastes (as in SHE wouldn't wear such a name) so i'm like damn am I doing something silly

I have an i7 laptop that occasionally has a full system hang if you open the Win11 calendar in the system tray Performance is so bad my friend took my laptop off me, assuming I was dumb, and started explaining how to use Task Manager, as if I was a little baby

windows 11 update: for the first time in my life, simply right clicking a file has a load time. unreal

@moderation.bsky.app seeing a tgirl belly button and labeling suggestive speaks so much to the minds that made it. Every Bluesky moderator is an irredeemable pervert

lol y'all are so fucked (and the rest of us shortly thereafter because Hitlers never just stay home and read)

Stopped taking cyproterone acetate two weeks ago and the suicidal ideation has reduced DRAMATICALLY

this is such an intuitive way of looking at it your landlord should be getting a shitty Chinese strat knock off at most

Do you know what it's costing to keep me in raspberries these days

Being a utility fountain is no way to live