spider facts! spiders usually try to prevent birds from crashing into their webs through various techniques such as creating barrier webs, but larger spiders will sometimes catch small birds and keep them and give them names and stuff

toxic yuri between the part of your brain that wants to find reasons to live, and the part of your brain desperate to die (neither are sure which is which)

Dark ageplay: we're doing ageplay, but we can't see anything, because it's too dark. could someojne please turn on a light

When a heroine goes missing, her roommate (and girlfriend?) is thrust into a world of mind controlling psychics, monstrous women, and dubious morals to find her. ft. art every chapter, bonus content, and what-if bad ends! corruptivespirit.itch.io/gxg-omnibus-...

i love having a small following and only posting art when i wanna. it's so chill.

idk.

i'm open for PWYW comms !! i need to cover vet expenses and bills. pay what you want, starting at $20 for a sketch, including custom designs. nsfw/kink and/or gore prefered. DM me if interested ! 💜

one of my favorite pictures of me, from two halloweens ago

it's almost Halloween, time to think about her

the narrative

[giddily tormenting the character i based on my younger self with distorted reflections of my own turmoil]

sentiments my eighth grade self would flame me for: i was getting scary levels of sad so i flossed and went for a walk, now im normal levels of sad.

i hope nothing bad happens to them

Y'all. I'm just seeing the new Bluesky content guidelines and I can tell you with 100% certainty this is them preparing to monetize because these are the guidelines that banks and credit cards impose on companies/sites. Yelling at Bluesky is not as helpful as yelling at paypros here. yellat.money

tbh i don't care how brillig it was in the wabe, gyreing and gimbling are completely unnatural for toves regardless of how slithy they happen to be, to say nothing of the epidemic of mimsiness in borogoves, though I suppose it is fine for mome raths to outgrabe as long as they keep it to themselves

demons lulled by songs

strange romance

wire mother bequest– pale scartissue tracery, lessons in sharpness

ooo let's do some steamy rp! i'll be...hm...the severely neglected matted guinea pig trembling in my pen? and YOU can be the benevolent giant whose eyes fill with tears upon seeing my suffering, whose gentle hands lift me from my confines and promise me that i'll never, ever have to go back!

it's a beautiful thing, when a girl simply needs Rules. so often, it's like a missing piece. or like a key in a lock - you tell her The Rules, and unlock something special in her. something bright and sharp and eager and joyful and so very, very grateful to you for providing her with what she craves

when i got back inside i froze up for two hours >.< i do not take my terror seriously enough. i forget how it pins me in place.

Read Gears x Gems: corruptivespirit.itch.io/gxg-omnibus-...

two phobias faced today, even if on accident. even if i needed help. even if i cried. - agoraphobic who locked themself out during prime wasp season

learning how to do something new is as simple as taking that fascination you have with that new thing and asking questions until you find the rabbit hole

ah, i think integrity is like a tool you use so you can Trust yourself. i'm not sure it has much to do with others. the "moral" value of honesty applied to the self allows a Trust within the self that is unshakeable. i know what i'll do, and what i won't.

i love my annotated alice books because they have "how doth the little crocodile" and the original text it parodies on the same page, so i can compare them line by line

wake up, spit blood, continue. it isn't anything except necessary.

aaaaaaaaaaaAA

idk how to be a good friend but with permission i will be very, very indignant on your behalf. ideally cathartically so.

i do not have an abundance of external love from which to draw, and i never have. so, i owe it to myself to learn to love me.

could you use a lullaby? youtu.be/OmGaj1K484k?...

in the universe immediately to the left, i am probably a trans man. i hope he's doing well. i hope he's kind, and treated with gentle care.

Old Sphinx trade for a friend <3

secondhand bookstore finds :>

i really really REALLY like being a lesbian

if you're able-bodied and have abled friends to help you move your stuff, do that. if you have neither of those things, pay movers large sums of money to break all of your furniture. i guess.

lot nearby has melanistic squirrels AND squirrels with albinism! 🖤🤍 there was a leucistic squirrel in my old neighborhood, but this one had red eyes.

there's a surplus store within walking distance of me >:] today i found: - a rlly nice backpack (real leather trim!!) - BIG shiny silver string-snipping scissors - chapstick that smells like those scented erasers at the scholastic book fair

it used to be sharper but all blades dull over time. hard to grind something that grew so much.

i weep for the neighbor's cat i had to leave behind, just as i cackle with glee on a swing for the first time since childhood. the heights of my joy are equivalent to the depths of my sorrow. all in a day's worth.

this is my home. this is where the trees know me best. this is where the cicadas in summertime sound like the sun, where the aspen leaves shimmer in my dreams at night, where the water opens her mouth wide to swallow my song.

a dragonfly landed on my arm today as i sat looking for four leaf clovers :)

i got my new library card today :D

Alright. I'm calling my website update complete. Which means I now get to post that I've written the last two parts of Demon Eusociality, everyone's favorite epistolary-formatted story in which someone who's terrible at writing about her sexual encounters proceeds to do so anyway. Part 3 here!

said goodbye to the ocean today. she shaped me. she held me. she listened. she spoke. she was the first to ever do my hair right. i said goodbye, goodbye, thank you, i love you, and salt water came out of my eyes. she was everything a mom should have been to me. i will be back one day.