note to self books

Magic is fun. We're dead.

Spouse turns 38 tomorrow and my heart is in pieces that I haven't been able to make him a dad by now

Insane that the one Dowton Abbey actor I've spotted in Fackham Hall is fucking DENKER

My dog had a complete work up about 5 weeks ago and had high protein in her urine so we checked again last week and it was lower but still on the high side of normal. We sent another sample out for more data and won't know results until Monday. I'm freaking out. Genuinely have a pit in my stomach.

i have been enjoying kobo personally

Man Who Threw Molotov Cocktail At Sam Altman’s Home Claims He Was Following ChatGPT Recipe For Risotto https://theonion.com/man-who-threw-molotov-cocktail-at-sam-altmans-home-claims-he-was-following-chatgpt-recipe-for-risotto/

Spouse called our usual plumber for a problem. He missed a call from them, asked me to call back. I call, they have no idea what I'm talking about. I explain, they say they'll get someone out. Spouse then checks voicemail. He called a completely different plumber. Dueling plumbers at my house?

I am in the worst pain I have ever felt in my life

I wonder if growing up in the shadow of a murder counts as generational trauma

Stunning. What a view.

Current status.

Michael Grant and I have concerns that the project is under-resourced. But one of the producers, Sev Ohanian, is a friend, as well as a genuine Animorphs fan. If anyone can make it work, he can. Fingers crossed. variety.com/2026/tv/news...

This image of home just came down from the Artemis II crew. Taken after their translunar injection burn, there are aurorae at top right and lower left, and zodiacal light at lower right. Credit: NASA/Reid Wiseman

pain has its hooks back in me which erases any hope i had that this procedure might have worked why even get up in the morning

Today is #TransDayOfVisibility, & I wanted to share this great reading list that @slj.com put together last year. It features 14 books for middle grade & teen readers by trans creators or about trans characters. Add some to your list or your library! ❤️🏳️‍⚧️

I was slipping into depression before my surgery and I thought it was just kind of a pre-surgery anxiety thing but now I'm post-surgery and it's getting WORSE everything feels pointless and I'm sitting at work experiencing crushing sadness and all I want to do is be in bed

The only thing I ever want to do is be in bed

I really can't put this more clearly. If you watch the new Harry Potter series, you are directly funding the genocide of trans people, because that's what Rowling gleefully spends HP revenue on. There's no "death of the author" here, no "there's lots of awful creators." You are funding genocide.

I'm sexualizing a bald man again

Having another medical procedure on Monday and the recovery might be ROUGH and I am so scared tbqh

Here's this Slow Horses piece I made

Thrilled that my latest western is tearing up the Film Festival circuit, winning at The Wild Bunch Film Fest & at Prison City Film Fest! At last, here is the trailer for SIX GUNS FOR HIRE, starring Colm Feore, Carlo Rota, Maurice Dean Wint & so many more amazing talents! youtu.be/vCd0BUNL89M

Sleep inertia has been kicking my ass every day of my life I swear to god every single morning is a fucking crisis and idk what to do about it

Time to go get condescended to by my PCP during this pre-op physical :)

I really. Really. Need to make a therapy appointment.

We spoke to Black women who started the Target boycott & who sustained it for a yr+. They'll likely never go back. Teacher Laverne Mickens put it like this: “[Black women] will say if & when it’s over. And I can tell you right now: That will be the 15th of never ever.” 19thnews.org/2026/03/targ...

This week sucks. One of my best friends had to admit her wife to the hospital for an unidentified mass in her lung, my dog went in for a normally routine teeth cleaning and had SEVEN teeth pulled, and a big news outlet announced a true crime special on my murdered aunt without contacting my family.

My very good friend who lives around the corner took her wife to the ER last night because she started coughing up tablespoons of blood and a chest CT revealed a 3cm mass that could be a fungal infection or could be fucking cancer so they're waiting on a biopsy and admitting her to pulmonology

Correctly diagnosed the intermittent ovarian torsion on The Pitt before spouse did Wonder why

I think Santos is gonna be a pediatrician, I really do

I am being so normal I am being SO normal youtu.be/2lVfztHg0L4?...

I've spent the last two days sporadically bursting into tears for no discernable reason that's probably fine right

Is anybody even on this site anymore

Going to the dentist please pray I don't get covid

King of the Hill just made me go from zero to sobbing in no time flat

Just called my dad to chat on my 15 minute break and ended up sitting down at a picnic table while he explained his estate plans in case he dies soon

Finally got my hands on the Lonesome Dove audiobook so apologies if my Will Patton disease comes out of remission

There's another new podcast about my aunt's unsolved murder 🫠

Coworker mentioned that since she had covid eighteen months ago, everything smells like rotting sewage. Have I seen her in a mask since 2022? Not once.

We got Netflix access back so finally watching Dark Winds

Back here just in time

My laptop won't turn on and is hot to the touch

Do you guys think Gator Tillman found Ole Munch on Taskrabbit?

Welp there wasn't a single soul in the 5:15 Midwinter Break so here I am

I started sobbing when the patient put her feet in the stirrups on The Pitt I really maybe should call my therapist

Well I was right once again about what I thought was wrong with me

Seeing my doctor about an incredibly embarrassing thing tomorrow! everybody send me strength please

My mom and I were really excited to drive to a small town nearby to try this restaurant with outdoor seating. Turns out the owner is a major PoS who actually flies the tr*mp flag SOOOOO we won't be going there