my hammys hurt but also weirdly my shoulders/traps hurt? i did presser curls hammer curls and tricep push downs. maybe i slept weird, or maybe my form was bad w the hammer curls or push downs

smthn that’s rlly funny to me is my mom would absolutely tell me im not autistic if i told her i was dxd, but also we spent a while earlier of her explaining to me what different faces people made at me in different conversations likely meant and why they didn’t just say what was on their minds

with alt text !!

saw my mom today, she made comments asking why i don’t see her more but also slut shamed me for the fact that i slept w coworker guy the first night i met him, smthn she’s brought up every time ive seen her in person since that happened

i found the type of tree that the babies could survive on so i moved moth and as many of her eggs as i could over there. she’s still laying them tho i didn’t realize how long it takes for a moth to finish laying its clutch

“men just walk around wondering when’s the next time someone’s gonna touch their dick” ok and here i am doing the same thing, what’s the problem!?? gen z hates sex i swear. im down to be a misandrist but dont hate on high sex drives

i remember my ex used to tell me how hard it was for him to cry- the urge was there, but he just couldn’t. i then read that testosterone can literally shrink ur tear ducts. i’ve been wanting to cry a bit these last few days but just, can’t. changing birth control has made it waaaay harder to cry

sometimes i forget that shadow the hedgehog (2005) is a widely hated game by both sonic fans and the general gamer audience because i live in a bubble where it's the coolest game ever made

Shadow Rider The ultimate lifeform❗️ #shadowthehedgehog #sonicriders #art

uh ohhhhh i like this guy. i’m nervous about that, letting myself like him. i’ve been comfortable these last few weeks bc it’s felt like maybe he likes me more but now im starting to catch up and that scares me

sad abt that moth since she laid her eggs so that means she’s gonna die. but she fulfilled her purpose (except her eggs won’t make it bc she laid them on a trash can with no nearby leaves so they won’t be able to eat after hatching if they even do hatch)

(forgetting the word for antibiotics) do i need cancel culture

check out this sick ass moth that was on my trash can!!! i love her

guys DONT watch house MD and say “he’s just like me fr” or else you may lose feeling in your leg

single arm kneeling lat pull downs slay

controversial opinion: ik amy isn’t stronger than knuckles but fan art of them wrestling or her taking off her bracelets and denting the earth are so slay that idec! idc about canon i do what i want

Hope and Despair . #madokamagica #madohomu #madoka #homura

u thinkin what im thinkin?? 🐱💭🌈💭🐱

i’m so excited for this i NEED HERRR i just wish it was a two pack w ripley!!

oh i’m hungry. again, already. ok ill eat then do more calls

it’s too quiet in here so i wanna scream. guess what id also wanna do if it were too loud?

excited to try this single arm variation for lat pull downs later. i love hitting back and bi

i can’t believe i’m not currently wearing halloween nails what a shame. i think ill do my annual cat halloween set as shown attached next time i redo my nails (maybe sunday?) ik i wanna do glittery pink nails w ghosts for actual halloween since im gonna be rouge

the background on zohran's colbert appearance is jaw-droppingly disgusting

jeez i was so miserable from the time my pixie cut grew to collarbone-chest. that period of time in my life was baddd (ex had just cheated). i have so many pics of me crying and i rlly started performing femininity at that point. probably as some subconscious bid for validation from him

actually looking at old pics looks like my hair either used to grow faster than it currently does, or by january i might already have long hair again

i miss having long enough hair to braid. braiding my hair used to be like my go to hairstyle, and it would esp eat now w the baby bangs. honestly i think in a year time it’ll be long enough for me to braid again

ugh they came in AGAIN right as i was abt to do another call. are y’all rlly gonna make me sit in the solo office just bc you wanna show the space off to ppl? on the one day i could just do calls from my desk?

i was taking a call and my bosses and a whole group of ppl all busy on here. i was just sitting at my cubicle since nobody else is here but i had to scurry to the little room we have in the back. annoyingggg

i wish i could be long black hair but the bangs are baby/micro bangs girl slash they 😔 but unfortunately i am a ginger and would likely look insane w black hair. and ik black dye likes to really have its moment once you do use it so that’s a big commitment

just remembered that my ex hung out w my r*pist after the fact. how’d i manage to forget that

i think i’m gonna be all alone in my office today let’s gooo. other than feeling very helly r this isn’t so bad. and i have 0 meetings so im gonna do one million calls today

i actually hit abs today let’s go. i’ve had those on my chest day for forever but i rarely actually do them lol

omg girl gym. me and two other girls in here all hitting upper body (quad girl doing back and abs, other girl benching) im in heaven

Those were remembered recently, so let's post those originals here as well! #art #sonicthehedgehog

this diva in here is doing a circuit (please god no 🥀) and also doing bent single arm dumbbell rows with a weight that is CLEARLY too light she’s just throwing that shit around. but i’m not abt to be That Guy yknow?

love my apple watch tracking my heart rate for my workouts lol. my timer between sets just went off and i saw my heart rate increase at the thought of doing another fuckass set lmao

and that meeting ended when i leave for today. i literally emailed her back walking to my car thanking her for the info but told her if this needs done today, she needs to ask someone else since my shift ends at 3 and i just got out of a long meeting. but if this can be done tomorrow ill do it

bruh. this PI wanted me to consent someone who had been previously consented which is a whole process, i’ve never even consented someone for this study without all that additional shit, so ofc i message her a question and she responds an hour later. after my hour long meeting started.

omg wait just realized all the other PMs work until at least 6, which means they’re likely on the schedule that allows them to not work friday’s WHICH MESNS NOBODY ELSE WILL BE HERE TOMORROW YAAAA

just read thru an exchange w my ex where i was pleading w him to stop lying to me and hiding things from me, and he said i was controlling and keeping him on a leash. after he cheated. PAST ME GET UPPPPP the more i think/reflect/look at old shit the worse i realize he was

slower morning today. which is good, but also leaves me wondering if the other PMs in here judge me when they don’t hear me clacking away at my keyboard. sorry divas people generally don’t answer the phone when i call them at 10 am my time zone/7am theirs 🩷 but also maybe they’re not judging idk

i’m so excited to hit back and bi later. i hit quads/glutes on tues but i’ve had this numbness in my left quad that got soooo much worse after i finished my bulgarians on tues that i completely had to change my routine for that day. but today i get old reliable back and bi my beloved 🩷

i hate the saying “they’re so effortlessly funny!” no theyre NOTTTTTT everyone puts effort towards the things they say and how they say them that humor is a CULTIVATED CRAFT!!! acknowledge the effort!! the effort doesn’t detract from the resulting humor it ADDS!! they WANT to be funny!!!

>menace isn’t that pretty consumeristic of you? let an autistic them collect dolls damn!!! but yes. but it’s different for me ok

she still hasn’t been restocked which means on the 26th i’m gonna have to set an alarm to make sure i’m able to buy her the second she drops 🥀