It's 6 pm. I'm sleepy and I have an itch to go to sleep. I'm making coffee instead. I've got to get my sleep back in order. If I go to bed now then I'll be up in four hours on a wonky sleep schedule. If I have caffeine now I should be able to make it to at least 11 pm or midnight, all else constant.

😞

good morning. i gib u coffee. if u want.

Good night my beautiful, clingy, dark chocolate-covered almond biscotti princess.

Idk if I'd call what I have a "social life". Or maybe "social life", in quotes, is what I'd call it. I think a non-quoted social life requires meaningful relationships. It has been difficult to meaningfully connect with others.

“If you can have a social life you can work”… Oh ffs, yeah because meeting someone for an hour or two every so often is EXACTLY the same… Also, in a decent society, social life should come before work, not after, in priority. Ableist pieces of shit.

….you need to read and understand your contracts. You need to have your contracts read and understood by someone who a) understands the purpose of contracts & b) has *your* best interests at heart. Please, for the love of god, do not rely on some corporation's "AI" to "summaries" your contracts.

Women started science fiction.

Facebook showing me reels of a thick curvy woman in booty shorts, stirring a very tasty-looking homemade chicken vegetable soup, with her booty jiggling as she stirs it, and briefly showing how the soup was made. Sometimes the algorithm gets it right. Definitely beats the occasional AI slop I see.

Since it's getting colder out I can start walking outside again.

What is probably not attractive: Me, a grown-ass man, being a whiny baby about not having a gf 😆

Go Toronto Blue Jays. May the contingencies of the Universe be on your side in all the ways they could affect the game of baseball.

I didn't know La Cosa Nostra was still una cosa.

symtax uwrur in pythom

No more MediaWiki. It's all here now. If anyone cares, even. hyperreal.coffee

Was at the Taco Bell drive-thru. I says, "Can I get some fire sauce, please?" and the guy says, "Yeah I gotchu bro", and dumps a huge handful of them into the bag. Bro, I didn't need that many fire sauces. But thanks all the same.

I migrated by Bsky PDS to my own homelab machine. Don't really need to pay $6/month for a Vultr instance to host it.

I'm okay now, I think.

I've withdrawn into my head again. I'm going to visit my grandpa in a little bit, so that will give me an opportunity to get out of my head.

"My grasp of social tact is fleeting at the moment. Sorry if I come across as an asshole. The guilt from coming across as an asshole is also fleeting, so sorry not sorry."

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I'm kind of thinking it was a bad idea to have my web content in a MediaWiki. It's not as portable as markdown. It requires a database, JavaScript, and is probably overkill for the amount of content I share. Now to think of an alternative. And then to implement it.

Technical advisors to Bsky are pro-AI and are complicit in bullying people who are against AI. I don't want to leave this place because I have some friends here. I don't know what to do.

I hate that people are so emotionally invested in AI that they resort to schoolyard tactics when someone criticizes it or doesn't like it.

I'm not sure how, as a human, I expected not to have to deal with aggressive tribalism today. I've been in kind of a tribal echo chamber for a while, tho. I guess I kind of started thinking it was the norm.

Just use Linux Mint, Arch or if you want something more automated for Arch CachyOS

Dumb. Bye, Fedora.

Good morning, internet gangsta's.

Since this is from a German site, I think the most appropriate word for me to describe my feelings about this is: schadenfreude.

they are doing now fully blown race "science" but with llms

/me is listening on port hug

Just saw a news segment where they interviewed a woman whose disabled 15 yo son was detained at gun point by ICE. Mistaken identity and they are safe but deeply traumatized. I can even process atm how fucked up all this shit is.

Suddenly a sad. I think triggered by a few of my favorite softwares not working. But I feel like the sad was already there, and it took the bait from the software issues of late.

Another little walk, another little moment of beauty to help me remember that the world is so much bigger than any one of us.

I ordered this picky pad! www.etsy.com/listing/1715...

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She's *super* cute and awesome and I wanna be her bf but idk if she likes me or if i meet her bf standards and tbh we haven't interacted a whole lot and she lives far away and this just makes me sad bc people like her are hard to find IRL

Awesome

Am burnin' the midnight oil. I actually have quite a bit of midnight oil to burn, because I went to sleep at 8 pm. I'm wide awake four hours later because I have a goblin-ass sleep non-routine.

Yeah he blew off the last family gathering so he can stay home and hug strangers on the internet.

I just had an everything bagel and now my face smells like an everything bagel.

#actuallyautistic #neurodivergent #neurodivergence #stimming #fidget

Good night my beautiful, clingy, internet relay chat princess 😌

The scientists need to invent some sort of tablet I can chew on and my mouth would be instantly clean like I brushed my teeth. Stop wasting money on "AI" and invest in shit that actually makes life easier for people.

Oh this is epic.

I read the bio of someone online and learned that they became a grandfather at age 31. Wow.

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