just finished one fic, i have another multi-chapter one & some one-shots i should finish, and instead i'm thinking of a gsr memento & manhunter inspired au where an fbi agent meets, falls in luv w, and runs away w a woman whose husband has amnesia

am, reflektor (i know, i know), modern vampires of the city, and days are gone all having been released the same year *really* spoiled me music-wise

the prettiest girl // her hot husband #CSI #SaraSidle #GilGrissom #GSR #AllShipsWeek

seeing NOTTING HILL and MEMENTO on the big screen next month :)))

watched five films this week!! a miracle!!

luv u, king <3

i thought PILLION was some drama, but it's actually laugh-out-loud funny? moving and heartbreaking, yes, but also hilarious. luved the four main actors so much, but harry melling is the star to me

i've been writing my entire life and yet i have NEVER written more than i have in the last few months and it's all because i got into *checks notes* fucking CSI fanfic sdfklsdjfkds

miss him so much :(

i HATE HATE HATE tc but i do like EYES WIDE SHUT and LUV LUV LUV todd field so i kindaaaaa wanna watch that film on the big screen at the start of november..................................

Sundance reveals Park City, Redford tributes for last Utah fest, along with 'Saw' and 'Little Miss Sunshine' restorations.

normal person who just paused her CSI experience after eight months and w more months to go because she is not ready to get into the grissom-less seasons (i am still on series eight btw)

another gsr song for my playlist, babeyyyyyyy

just watched THE WAY WE WERE in the cinema for the second time :( robert redford I LUV YOU SO MUCH

there's photos of me from my holiday from the day redford died where i look so depressed, my sister said she wants to cry when she looks at them sdjfkldsjf

can not believe i've been a fan of redford's for sixteen years and i only found out TODAY that he has a gigantic back scar in LITTLE FAUSS AND BIG HALSY omg

grinning like an idiot as if EYE got engaged, but no, just two fictional csis did (eighteen years ago, but i only just watched it last night) :))))

i luv you, gsr songs

SOBBINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

not one day has gone by when i haven't missed redford w my whole heart, god, i'm gonna carry this pain w me forever, idec that it's parasocial

grissom x sara both giving ecklie diff answers to the question 'since when you have guys been a thing?' was so insane... THESE PEOPLE ARE INSANE!!!!!!!!

*SCREAMS VIOLENTLY*

i luv that i HAVE written gsr smut and yet seeing them be domestic at home still fucked me up. how very me sdfjksldfjd

JUST STARTED CRYING JESUS CHRIST

been making myself insane thinking of how ‘at least have enough time to say goodbye to the people i luv’/‘i’m not ready to say goodbye’ in 6x24 and ‘well, i’m pretty sure i don’t make you sad’/‘no. you make me happy’ in 7x21 parallel each other so fucking well 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

*VIOLENT SCREAM*

haven't posted random caps of these two looking at each other in too long (days, it's been days) so... Hello

pressing play on a CSI ep like 'i wonder how will gsr make me spiral this time around'

two new holes shaped like these two are currently developing in my heart. fuck my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

insane how in 1x2, grissom describes sara as someone he trusts and in 7x17, when she asked him if he trusts her, he said 'intimately'... this ship is so insane, i LUV LUV LUV having the gsr gene

SEEING CARTOON STARS AS WE SPEAK, JESUS CHRIST NOW

HATEEEE when i finish all my work tasks in time w the clear intention to fuck around and then my boss gives me another task to do… leave me alone, i’m writing fic

new tsw*ft album this week and yet there's very lil noise on my social media feeds... yay!!!!

seeing people want nicole kidman to go back to her insane cult co-leader ex when he refused to attend the oscars as a nominee two years ago because she was presenting and is also just a horrible person all around… we’re in hell

this goddamn scene 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

me whenever i discover a great song that Fits gsr:

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It's not that I'm surprised by how many critics, fans, etc, have decided that the abuse allegations against Brian Jordan Alvarez aren't important enough for them to top watching English Teacher. But I do think many of us need to be reacquainted with the concept of shame.

this is easy work for someone who's been insane over this man for more than half her life, please

i luv developing two new holes in my heart. fuck my life!!!!!!!!!!

i’ve actually become more annoying about the fact that i share my birthday w redford ever since he died djdjdknd

read sooo much on my holiday and now i’m struggling to read ten min a day, oh my god, i’m hate ittttttt

they like each other so much, it's making me literally insane

the way grissom x sara fall in luv deeper w each case they work on together and also get turned on by the other figuring smth out........................................................

haven’t stopped thinking of sara telling grissom ‘i won’t wait up’ since last night… FUCKING MADNESS, LUV????

remembered that time catherine told sara 'lovers & coworkers. that never works' in series six when sara was already banging grissom sjfkjdfd

i'm glad that i've been so insane over redford for over half my life than my rewatching his films these days is nothing new. like. yeah. i'm back home sdflkkdsjf

tonight's redford film <3