hey E can you and your mixed origin alters stop (self admittedly) stalking my page. you are acting like a scorned ex when we were passive friends at best.

i love when foreigners block americans for calling them stupid as fuck for sticking their nose in politics that does not threaten their life

i love when foreigners act stupid as fuck and act like all the millions of americans are out here killing people because our dictator is batshit

E if you are stalking my page we were never even close to begin with and you are acting really weird about defending people roleplaying a serious mental health condition ☝️

suddenly having weird trauma brain..the 4 am curse

anons are getting less and less creative with their insults by the day ---- #oc #ocsky #art #artsky

sorry that scars make you squeamish. hey did you know real people in real life have scars

dom and i were talking about watching house because i have not seen it since i was 14 and they have never seen it. and i am just accepting the fact traits of gregory house are going to end up in seth

woke up to my period starting so that explains everything

there is a world where I was loved and cared for as a child. and that may not be the one i am living in. but i am loved and cared for NOW. and i have to remember this

my apolocheese to all my mutuals who are going to wake up to my spam btw

i need to go lay down. even if i do not sleep yet i feel like i do not need to be sitting in a quiet office thinking about my trauma.

thinking about ish. thinking about how he is 100% alienkin

we should all make roleplay accounts for our ocs and post like our ocs

seven foot frame. rats along his back. when he calls your name it all fades to black. yeah, he sees your dreams and feasts on your screams

i have never expoerienced anything bad in my life ever btw

also i feel the need to clarify given the everything i write about with my ocs: yes i have underwent ritual abuse. yes i have been part of rituals and ceremonies within an evangelical cult. yes i had a prophecy. yes i was meant to be a prophet. yes i worked in a church. yes i hate christians.

and here we go. i circle back to my crashout from the other day. more an explanation of it. rapture / rapturetok bullshit, cults, ritual abuse, delusions, magical thinking. if the evangelical church does it, expect it to be mentioned

i like to pretend i was not severely abused but i know if i lived a singular state further north my childhood would have been legally classified as torture. virginia does not have a legal precident for child torture that i have been able to find, so i would never have been given help for that

sometimes i say things casually that are like. actually major signs of abuse in my childhood. and i just sit there like oh wow! child abuse / CPS discussion / suicidal ideation (passing ment) / emotional neglect / a lot. this is a lot

"got a soft spot for a bev & a boy that's fruity," 💋 #ocsky #artsky

it would have been funnier if vivziepop had decided to release the homestuck pilot on the 23rd because then they could have used the rapturetok bullshit as free marketing by likening it to sburb. i would have been livid but it would have been funny as fuck and true to form for homestuck humor 🥀

hm i wonder whats going on w/ tiktok now *sees hella titties* hm ok i don't think that's why it's trending

i love when insane shit happens in the USA and people online are like "🤓☝️ACKSHUALLY this is illegal" like.... yeah. the US is rapidly becoming a christofascist dictatorship. where have you been

i liek it when cat eat corn off cob

sometimes i realize Just How Mentally Ill i am and it makes me feel embarassed

i miss dom

am i gonna have to find a bootleg of tbom to get the 4 second audio clip of elder mckinley saying "you had the hell dream didnt you :)"

imagine that your brain is made of tiny boxes. then find the box thats gay and 👊 CRUSH IT 👊

TWO BY TWO WE'RE MARCHING DOOR TO DOOR, CAUSE GOD LOVES MORMONS AND HE WANTS SOME MORE 👏 A TWO YEAR MISSION IS OUR SACRIFICE, WE ARE THE ARMY OF THE CHURCH OF JESUS CHRIST. OF LATTER DAY SAINTS. 👏

i should go back to kinning elder price that was really funny of me i think

my favorite musicals are so fucking stupid

i guess today is my monthly "i forgot i like musicals a lot" day. heathers soundtrack here i come 🥀

can youtube stop suggesting me videos about rapturetok.

not to be spam posting about tangled at 7 am. i am so sorry

songs that hit 10x harder when you have literally lived shit like this

🗣️📢 THEN AFTER LUNCH IT'S PUZZLES AND DARTS AND BAKING. PAPER MACHE, A BIT OF BALLET, AND CHESS. POTTERY AND VENTRILOQUY. CANDLEMAKING. THEN ILL STRETCH, MAYBE SKETCH, TAKE A CLIMB, SEW A DRESS THEN ILL REREAD THE BOOKS IF I HAVE TIME TO SPARE, ILL PAINT THE WALLS SOME MORE, IM SURE THERES ROOM SOME

i am just saying like. tangled came out at such an important time for me and the plot being "girl stuck in her house because of abuse until someone comes and saves her" is literally. like. exactly what happened to me. so

if you are following me on lastfm ignore me okay. i am having a disney soundtrack morning.

will wood fandom should have latched onto we dont talk about bruno more than they did btw

say what you will about lin manuel miranda but that man is a fantastic composer

not to be like. predictable or anything. but bruno is probably my favorite modern disney character

thinking about ish. canot wait to finish the drawing of him i starded