thank you for teaching me what it’s like to be human. maybe i almost was.

Anyone else hear that ominous bell tolling???? 🤣🤣🤣 No?? Just me??????😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Why can’t I be proper for once without overthinking and not sleeping?

My biggest fear is abandonment. I can't imagine living a life not being needed by anyone.

these are sunflowers. they're called that because they always face towards the sun. that's how i want to be like... someone who always sees the bright side of things.

PART OF ME DIED IN ORDER TO SURVIVE. I MAY GROW AGAIN， BUT I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME.

i'm not a puppet anymore. i’ll take my life back， even for just a moment.

the world remains constant over the centuries. but human life is like the dew at dawn， or a bubble rising through water. transitory.

if i was gone. if i had just disappeared. i overheard， i found out how much i'm not needed.

i managed to change 'cause you were here helping me. i got you all wrapped up in this shit， but you stayed with me 'til the bitter end. you didn't abandon me. so... thanks， man.

it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， ——why can’t i dіe?

i will accompany you until the very end.

i’m not too gone to be healed， am i? i’m not too gone， am i?

you cannot make everyone think and feel as deeply as you do. this is your tragedy， because you understand them but they do not understand you.

۶ৎ I imagine death so much it feels like a memory ۶ৎ

۶ৎ I want this pain to go away to you who are happy ۶ৎ

I don’t feel like even my emotions can explain the situation I felt at that time.

۶ৎ LET'S GO GAMBLING!! ۶ৎ

I’ll remove myself before I allow anger to consume me ever again. I like to love. I like to laugh. I like to be happy. So I gotta distance myself to keep things that way, I will.

you are making me cry.

۶ৎ Sorrowful songs are the salvation of sorrow-filled hearts ۶ৎ

۶ৎ ABSOLUTE CINEMA ۶ৎ

i think i am going to cut my hair, because i cant get my hands on anything else

the unhappiness of a perpetual beginning.

I've left the past behind me. No one can tell me what to do now .ᐟ

Oh man 、life is just so beautiful. :) Still wish I wasn’t born though.

I have tried loving less, but that hurts just the same.

tell the sun and stars hello for me.

I'm sitting in the bathroom 、I'm crying citrus tears. Everything I usеd to love 、decayed ovеr the years.

I am a machine 、no longer living. Just a shell of what I dreamed.

Did they live happily ever after .ᐣ HAHAHAHAHAHAHA . no .

i quietly climb back upstairs because, as time passes and as i spot my parents doing young, lighthearted things, i’m overrun by some cruel and preoccupying sense that i’m watching the memory of them.

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I tried so hard. Nothing worked. Try again. Nothing. David and Norman are dead.

I lower my head into my hands and sob. Oh 、but how wretched are we 、the unloved. We wither like forgotten plants in the shadow 、always yearning 、always hungry--stretching our arms forever towards a light that is always moving farther and farther away.

I'm holding out for karma 、I'm holding out to watch you burn.

Sorry if the parodies are less active im feeling like shit again + having my motivation get locked up due to band camp I’ll try to find my motivation after band camp, but for now all the parodies im admin in is on an indefinite hiatus

So what if you can see the darkest side of me .ᐣ No one would ever change this ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME.

I'm gonna live 、I'm gonna fly. I'm gonna fail 、I'm gonna die.

How can I trust someone, if they just leave me behind, and forget about me?

I only wanted to be part of something. . .

Surrounded by madness 、surrounded by hunger 、surrounded by everything but death 、I knew death was our only way out.

I wanted him dead. I wanted him all to myself.

i wish the four of us could see the stars again.

We were supposed to leave together, I wanted to know more about you, you know .ᐣ

Please stick your fingers between the bars of my enclosure PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I promise I wont bite you again.

Don’t stop fighting. You must keep going 、even if you are the only one.

Am I a robot or a doll .ᐣ Am I anything at all .ᐣ Maybe a soul like me 、doesn't even deserve to know.

WHAT DO YOU SEE WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME .ᐣ