I'm losing my job. If I had a nickel where I needed a life altering surgery and it made my job performance suffer I'd have two miserable nickels

I'm feeling poorly again. Id like to go visit friends. I'm very ill right now and it's unrealistic. I have surgery in mere weeks.

Did a bit with so much gusto I got light headed

I haven't been up to a build thread proper but I'm going to try and document Jungle Pocket a bit

What I really am looking for in a partner is someone who will wake me up

They're friends

Twin Turbo has been load bearing these past few days

It's nap time Turbo

Turnt Turbo

Experimenting in doing my nails.

Didn't go to my family's this Xmas for my own mental health, only for my mother to ambush me with talking to someone I went no contact with over the phone. I am not exaggerating that my day is ruined

My sleep schedule is so fucked. I really hate being wide awake and alone.

I'm up late tonight bc I don't have to work tomorrow but I don't want to text anyone bc most people have to work tomorrow

I asked her to look at me and she was NOT having it

"that's the worst kind of incest"

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It's soooooo sloooooow at work today I'm dying

We made crimmus coasters at work and I made a seal

Today I wore my Uni shirt (:

I might be having a manic episode Lol

I got bad news at work and it didn't end me. I sewed, I started a book. I feel like I can talk to people again I am just SO RELIEVED

I sewed something!!!!

I felt like myself for the first time in a long time tonight. I don't think there was any formula. Just something mundane outside of my bedroom.

Oooo.......crimmus time (:

The thing about wanting to kill yourself is you'll distract yourself from that for awhile and then you'll want to kill yourself again

I haven't left the house all week and I have chores to do tomorrow for crimmus stuff (:

I want everyone to know the amount of restraint I withhold about seal posting. Bc I haven't told any of you about Django even though he's being SO brave

Waking up my bsky to post #lestat #iwtv Incredible photos by @andreafashodaphoto.bsky.social

A lot of really great Shalas today

I'm getting a hysterectomyyyyyyyyyyy

I know I've been sad posting a lot but I got to see friends two weekends in a row and I feel a lot better

I like seal

Bought a new dress

Big beer for a little guy

A little bit of luxury

Uma!!!

I finally started working on a mock up for Jungle Pocket today and it was WAY TOO BIG. I'm so annoyed to redo the sleeves 😭

I put up shelves for my Umas. I don't have much yet but I got a figure of all my favorites!

I put together my TouMaki corkboard today

everyone needs to grow the fuck up and start playing pretend with toys

Was doing very poorly today and considered self harm - but I looked at the tattoos on my cutting arm and didn't want to dismantle the art and well I'm glad it works

I HATE DAYLIGHT SAVINGS SO MUCH HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ANYTHING WHEN IT'S DARK AT 5

I was trying to shit out a debuff Tachyon for Leo cup and got my first A+ Uma??? I wish she was good

2026 Primary Woke Wave

Tamamo Cross really quickly became my favorite Uma I will look like dogshit cosplaying her and love every minute of it

There was a Tamamo Cross screen shot in the most recent Cin Grey that was ALMOST as good a face as my Reo pfp Almost

Someone I work with talks constantly about shopping at an Asian market which is like FINE but she treats it like this crazy life hack that people who aren't Asian are allowed to go inside and I'm so sick of hearing about it

I have pinched my rotator cuff again from very mundane activity and every time I think it's better I do the thing again and I hurt myself again

Out of breath bc I had to go on a mochi mochi mascot rescue mission

"you like tactical twinks, though"