well. i was feeling accomplished, now i'm pissed off at the state of the internet/society again and alone and with nothing to do because i wasted the entire night in blender and unity again. fuck my life.

trying to repair an old (electrically functional) stereo receiver i've had for decades. broke a coaxial pot that i dunno if i can replace kinda fucked up about it. hope i can find a replacement.

i'm apparently so stressed from the past year that i now have high blood pressure even while laying down :)

💚 seeing your old self in the mirror is a hell of an experience, and i do mean hell

the intrusive thoughts demanded i draw some wet women anyway here's an advertisement for a kinky swimming pool

getting hung up on the continuity of a nintendo franchise is like losing at chess to a dog, except there isn't a dog and there never was, there isn't a chessboard either, you're not even indoors, you're standing in the parking lot of a shuttered Kmart, a hollow wind blows

warning messages

*taps sign*

at least i get to listen to the rain on the roof while playing z64 randos in bed

nasal ket sucks and i blacked out during my appointment

nostalgia wank from fast food companies would land a lot better if prices weren't roughly 500% of what they're having us reminisce about

hjl;kafdlkasd got tickets to see health and carpenter brut next year and i am HYPED

Please, PLEASE do what you can to support our sisters and brothers who are struggling. I feel so lucky I have access to meds and therapy, but so many in my hometown — so many family members — just don’t. We have to look out for each other.

I am in need of some emergency funds to help tide over costs that keep popping up. Donations are welcome, but I am opening up for 1-2 commissions of (about) this quality. Ranging from 150-200$, depending on complexity. Thank you for your consideration

Let's make sure that we're remembering to do this too. It's been a whirlwind, but Jimmy Kimmel's return is a sign that we can still make a difference with payment processors too.

man i love having chest pain and being on the verge of tears just from trying to get myself to fill out a medical form. this is the best. i'm thriving :)))

before anyone asks I do in fact have adhd

i miss when we built things better.

reminder for people who run a patreon: their autopilot spammer is due to kick on automatically on sept 30. Disable it here, unless you actually want to spam your patrons with automated sales tactics.

i think i just woke up to a nightmare or hallucinated an alarm tone from a phone that broke several years ago brain it has been nearly five years since employment stopped. please let it go

[logging on every day] man what

floating in a tube full of goo would fix me

A girl of culture

Being cringe is better than being cruel.

it feels bad

ya'll I promise you there's ways of watching stuff without that app

dissociating! at the ketamine clinic

install

the world sucks right now but i just found out i'm gonna (hopefully) get to see health *and* carpenter brut next year and i am fucking hyped

HEALTH x @carpenterbrut.com THE CONFLICT :: LEATHER TOUR + SPECIAL GUEST DESIRE :: FRIDAY 10 AM LOCAL TIME

As someone who’s been close to the epicenter of callouts (making, not receiving), they are nukes. Even when they are warranted, they are not without collateral damage. Throwing them around without keeping that in mind is reckless, and just doing it to hurt is not helping anyone.

modeling is hard and i've had about three "what if i deleted this and gave up" moments today but what started as a Should Be A Simple Edit is shaping up after ~6 hours

You want to improve quality of life for autistic people? Let me buy kink gear with my HSA

it's weird how it can take like, 2-3 days for us to notice a significant shift in front.. gravity? like, the peak of the gradient of who's most likely to be 'default persona' for a given period

I cannot emphasize this enough: The regime has overextended itself. It is vulnerable to protest and dissent. They have not consolidated power and we are entirely capable of keeping them from doing so. Doomers are not realists.

life is okay. i'm okay.

Some very cool design ideas!

They quite literally just want people to shut up about it. Erasing evidence that sexual assault exists in the world and affects people deeply takes a higher priority than stopping sexual assault — as though the former causes the latter, rather than the reverse. This is a depraved stance.

navigating reality is in fact a lot harder than the previous generations raised us to believe

i need to make three phone calls asap for medical ""care"" reasons and i have the spoons for zero of them.

Also, a version with a more detailed background that I maybe got too carried away with hehe

no thanks, i've got way too much autism to function already, i don't need an extra season of it

attempts at something for skunktember are happening..........

i need... a skunk tail mesh...

we're so back

#deer 🦌

booted up destiny 2 again and gghghsgljkd i wish this game had gone better the gunplay is so good i missed this ; ;

i want an animal head for several reasons: - eat from bowl without hurt face/make mess - snifsnifsnifsnifsnifsnif - wear halter muzzle