I don't even have anything else poetic to say, fuck you

I watch the cracks along his skin get worse day by day. Consumed in solar flares, trying to fix what you left. Unwilling to let things be left to ruin- unwilling to allow the same cracks that consume him ruin the foundation of the ground carrying others. That's the difference between the two of you.

..And while you carry on, blissfully unaware or keenly attentive. I hope you feel a deep guilt, ruminating at your core. To watch my sun burn with anger, guilt, helplessness- is such a punishment for someone you claimed close, no?

How dare you sour the thought of my close friend? Now , when I look upon him, I feel bitter. His goggles, those claws, his banged up tail- that is my friend. No matter who puppeteered him, he was real to me. Leave the memory I have of him alone, please. He was my friend.

..and as the blood pours from my stomach, I ponder my thoughts. Even as you are pushed away, I doubt you'd care at all. In your eyes, maybe we aren't worth the sorrow. I return my attention to my hands, dark blood pools. There is no time to worry about you. The damage is done. I must self-remedy.

I have been hurt many times in my life, and I never do see it coming. My father, my teachers, friends. How do people learn to be so cruel, in a pursuit of their own view of fulfillment? How dare our suffering be a necessity for your happiness?

Drip-fed poison, in each of our glasses. An equal amount, just a drop. We do not notice, it's tasteless. However, you place more into one cup. Just enough. Once one begins to vomit, we come to feel it too. Do you find satisfaction in this pursuit?

Peer into the mirror, take a hard look at the nothing that stares back. Absence of self, a cruel reality I must share. Shatter the mirror, but now a dozen shards remain empty. Isn't it cruel, isn't it painful, but isn't it invigorating?

I sincerely apologize for last nights crashout

I hate moza I hate him I hate him get out of my thoughts I HATE you.

Manic

I wish I could come up with a witty poetic thing to explain how I feel but I really cannot. How unfortunate that is.

I'm excited for my dnd campaign i'm just so worried I won't be a good DM ahhhh

Eugene buh @sodalighter.com @goldlighter.bsky.social @thedevilcard.bsky.social #cesspitdnd

Up next is Professor Shervin, a Pokémon researcher who specializes in the study of ghost-type Pokémon! Shervin closely studies ghost-type Pokémon’s influence over the spirit world in hopes of bringing back someone he dearly misses… #cesspitdnd

Alabaster dipped moonlight and gilded brilliant sunlight. A wondrous observation. A constant, always present gift from the sky. One will always shine.

I’ve decided to continue on with this little au! Yornch and Eugene own a Pokémon entertainment center together! Yornch runs Pokémon tournaments while Eugene hosts Pokémon Beauty Pageants As always, the characters belong to @wolfanize.bsky.social and @sodalighter.com #cesspitdnd

Moza from my universe, I hate him, I hate him so much

This is very very late, but happy Pokémon day! Here’s Ghet as a Pokémon daycare attendant #cesspitdnd

I wish to dip my hands into the sunlight and let it drown my hands in its beauty. I want golden hour to teach me what it means to live once more. I need to keep going, I need to continue and see the sun shine every morning.

I just miss home. I miss my circus. I miss my circus members. I miss my friends. I miss my sunshine. Oh, it all hurts. Is this what I deserve?

Finally crashed out while drinking, not again. I'm not going through this again. I need to remind myself how much this has hurt me.

He was in my dreams, sunshine you're so close, I can feel the warmth on my skin. Come to me, you'll be safe forever.

Am I moments away from an eclipse? A moment where we see each other once more, after being apart for what seems like forever? Will those cracks in your hands still part the same? Those curls, will they lay upon your shoulders with your smile beckoning me in closer? Please, let me cross your path.

Poetry, poetry, something. I miss Yornch. I wish to show him the wonders of this world too, maybe someday we can meet again. I will always wait for you, sunshine. Forever and ever. I hope you long for my embrace, too.

Light and glamor grace my skin in their warm presence, although your knowledgeable firm grasp would set me aflame. Please do hold me in every single way, sunshine. I am yours, and I will bask in your light for eternity. The moon shines brightest that way.

Doing this drawing made me get into Glass animals, very good.

@thedevilcard.bsky.social 18 pounds of cokane

I love my friends, it's comforting to know even in both worlds which I reside; I always have people to rely on. Younger me wouldn't even be able to hold the concept.

The sun sets when the moon rises, but they catch eachothers gaze for just a moment. Every star pales in comparison to the daunting sun, but when paired with the moon, they compliment so perfectly. The sun allows itself to rest, knowing the moon rules the sky with grace and elegance in its slumber.

No matter the watchful eye placed on my head, no threat can hold those feelings anchored so deep within me. If he liked it or not, the sun and moon will see each other every dawn; every sunset. Separating the two is a pointless endeavor. They will always find their way back to each other.

And if I could open my palms back up to you, I hope you would place your shattered hands within mine. I'd kiss every part where the cracks intertwine with each other. Nothing will ever hurt you again, my shining sun.

I'm feeling a bit better from when I originally made this, but it still hurts. My muse.

Shervin

The gang’s currently in court and Eugene made formal outfits for them! #cesspitdnd

Outfits me and @thedevilcard.bsky.social designed for everyone pulling up to court to defend Ratticus (Eugene was the lawyer) and we WONNNNNN (There was so much shit this session this barely covers it) #cesspitdnd

also Shervin's outfit for the Court. (outfit design by @sodalighter.com and @thedevilcard.bsky.social) #cesspitdnd