Struggling quietly is exhausting. So here’s me being honest: I’ve been finding things extremely difficult recently. Physically, mentally, emotionally. If you’re reading this, a kind word or a “hello” would mean the world.

When he’s gone, I know there will be a lot to do, but can we make sure the living rose garden gets restored? Started. Going.

My application for ssdi was rejected. My mother, always empathetic, told me “I’better get a job” and that she is no longer going to help support me during this difficult time. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do.

I am having a terrible time emotionally and mentally and having some vague suicidal thought. Please think of me or pray for me. I'm so very alone.

Oh my god. Marjorie Taylor Greene is quitting congress. Beautiful news. Psycho.

Tonight is the conclusion of the American Revolution documentary on PBS Part 6. It has been so dreary & depressing. I had no idea the war dragged on for so long and people were eating dogs & grilling their shoes for food just to name a couple highlights it’s got to be better tonight, right? We win.

Anyone else out there watching The American Revolution on pbs. Dang it is slow.

Breaking: Mike Johnson just announced that he'll swear in Rep.-elect Adelita Grijalva on Wednesday at 4pm ET.

My my my, there are many slightly pissed off repulsicans on x today. I love it.

So I have an update on Lola the dianetic cat: after week one of twice daily insulin shots, she gained a quarter of a pound and her blood glucose came down slightly. She also got a stem cell shot in an attempt to eradicate the diabetes altogether. It’s a longshot but I had to try.❤️

Where is Steve kornacky?

Why oh WHY is Kamala Harris crying crocodile tears for cheney. It makes me sick. Kamala you’re better than this. At least, you were.

Is dick cheney dead yet? I used to ask every morning. I'm happy to say the war criminal is, at long last, DEAD.

Who is watching the World Series with me?

Halloween tradition… listening to War of the Worlds, Orson wells’ original 1938 broadcast.

If you make 130% of the federal poverty level, you qualify for SNAP. A family of four, making $40,560, qualifies for SNAP benefits meaning thousands of Missouri teachers qualify. I’m tired of the bullshit. Most of the people who receive snap benefits work.

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Are there any good scary movies on cable tonight?

Alexa songs for tonight: Pale shelter— tears for fears Legal tender— the B52s Love untold—paul westerfeld Cruel to be kind— nick Lowe Pumped up kicks— foster the people Goodbye girl—squeeze Oh Atlanta—alison kraus Make it go away— holly cole Mean—taylor swift (don't judge me) The sound—the 1975

@snarkysteff.bsky.social your cat is gorgeous. I just lost my black cat a month ago. They are the best.

cat update: I have some good news for a change. Lola‘s bloodwork was normal except for her AB blood cells. I think I’m saying that right? Anyway, they were a bit low, which she said is normal and to be expected with a chronic disease. she may be eligible for stem cell treatments for the diabetes.

Blu jays making this look easy.

Go BJs Go!

Okay I just ordered all my Halloween Twix from Walmart. The force is too strong.

I'm tired and depressed and I want to eat a whole bag of fun size Twix. luckily I haven’t bought any Halloween candy yet.

I invented a fun new game. Post the most vile anti-SNAP recipients posts you might’ve seen on x. Here’s my delightful contribution.

I would take the pro-life movement a lot more seriously if they were marching in the streets to demand full funding for SNAP and WIC like they march to protest against abortion.

Guys don't dick around, give money to Feeding America to help support people getting to eat. They have a great track record of donations going TOWARD FOOD. They can stretch your dollar further. They are everywhere in the US. I've been donating there about 15 years. www.feedingamerica.org

When I see “that totally hunky NYC mayoral candidate whose name I can’t remember,” I think of my anti-nausea medicine zofran. But that’s not right is it.

Man. I wish I had taken Before and After photos of my refrigerator and the incredible transformation thanks to my housrcleaner Roma who worked her ass off for 4 hours. Roma is Ukrainian and speaks fluent English, Polish, Russian and Ukranian. She is amazing. Roma I love you!!

Trump's Milei bailout is $40 billion. SNAP cost the federal government $100 billion last year. Trump is spending enough money to fund several months of federal food subsidies in order to do a favor for one of his authoritarian buddies.

Tim Walz: "People are gonna be lined up out here to get food, and we're talking about a damn ballroom. Don't lose the plot."

Okay there is SO MUCH HATRED on X right now about SNAP recipients! Horrible horrible things. It’s like all the MAGAs just have zero compunction about letting it show online anymore. I knew there was a lot of hate but it is still very distressing to actually see it. Ugh

Cat update: My Lola girl has diabetes. Her blood sugar was 410 and she weighs only 3 pounds. We are starting insulin shots tonight. Praying it’s not too late to save her. Thanks to all who left kind messages and ❤️’s. It helps.

H-E-B just donated millions of dollars to Meals on Wheels and Texas food banks. Imagine if the companies paying for that golden ballroom did that instead.

I am virtually certain I am losing another cat tonight, this time my precious Lola who is only 6. She has gone downhill very quickly this weekend. Please god if you're out there, take away her suffering. I cannot stand it. She’s such a good girl.

ACTIVE DUTY!!!!!!

Dear My Beloved Obama, I am on my hands begging and pleading for you to wear an Obama 2028 hat. He might well have an aneurism if he sees one. On you. You started this at the correspondents dinner. End it by coming back and fixing this nightmare. Thank you, Every decent human being. #resist #Obama

I worked up the guts to watch the new horror movie Weapons on hbo max and I would love to talk to anybody who has seen it about your opinions— don't want to ruin it for anybody else…

Have i mentioned I don't like the dodgers lately?

Here comes the Ronald Reagan tariffs ad again! I love it! Thank you, Canada! 🇨🇦

I hate the dodgers so fucking much. And I want chicken. #bluejays #worldseries

Let’s go Blue Jays! Smoosh those stupid Dodgers again!

BLUE JAYS WIN! BLUE JAYS WIN! BLUE JAYS WIN! BLUE JAYS WIN! BLUE JAYS WIN! BLUE JAYS WIN! Thank you for your attention to this matter, DJT!!!!!

Do I have the guts to watch the movie #weapons tonight? No. No, I don’t. Too scared.