lots of things not going great in life but I'm two and a half years sober from alcohol :)

My heart is drenched in wine But you'll be on my mind Forever

Be quiet. Big boys don't cry. Big boys don't cry. Big boys don't cry. Big boys don't cry. Big boys don't cry. Big boys don't cry.

It's never too late to be young and in love.

and the talking leads to touching and the touching leads to sex and then there is no mystery left and it's bad news, baby I'm bad news

Being alive is like soccer. My mom signed me up without asking and it sucks

All in good time, and that's what it was.

Life is a mystery. Everyone must stand alone.

being a fascist is easy. being anti-fascist is hard. it will always be hard. and it will always be worthwhile.

I guess this is growing up

Don't say what you are, just be it.

vulnerability time I'd been losing weight and slimming down and then my diet boomeranged and I'm right back where I was :(

and then I walked away

Be quiet. Big boys don't cry. Big boys don't cry. Big boys don't cry. Big boys don't cry. Big boys don't cry. Big boys don't cry.

Every time I have to get up and be productive in the morning: This is the worst feeling in the world. I can't believe how hostile the world is to me because I prefer to get up later. I should walk into a damn lake

I will get a new job. I will get back to streaming. I will find a new place to live. I will be happy.

well I feel so broke up I wanna go home

I'm still doing my best to do better. I don't always succeed.

passive suicidality is really wild like what do you mean I wasn't envisioning success for myself because I didn't even want to be alive

I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with every day And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away

tis better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

Baby when you wake up and it wasn't a dream And you’re tired of crying, you're too broken to scream Shake your fist at the city, let it rip at the seams Be human

the void

thinking about the three weeks I was on Lexapro and blew up my life

melatonin so good wdym I can't just take this every night

I hope you get the life you want I really hope you get the life you want.

I hope you get the life you want I really hope you get the life you want.

my cat gives me reason to keep going 🥲

and the talking leads to touching and the touching leads to sex and then there is no mystery left and it's bad news, baby I'm bad news

Standin' on your mama's porch You told me that you'd wait forever Oh, and when you held my hand I knew that it was now or never Those were the best days of my life

I'm glad Lexapro works for some people but I see people online talking about it like it's a magic cure and for me personally being on Lexapro was the worst three weeks of my life

I might be too much of a romantic for one night stands.

invisible string

I can make $1000 a week driving for Uber the only cost is my sanity

Baby when you wake up and it wasn't a dream And you’re tired of crying, you're too broken to scream Shake your fist at the city, let it rip at the seams Be human

new phone who this

getting a Pixel 10 PRO -and- I didn't even have to trade my 6a in, so now it's going to be my webcam!

eligible for a free phone upgrade if I trade mine in time to go from a Pixel 6a to a Pixel 10a

I am not my own god. I am my own mommy and daddy.

really disheartening to be through two multi-round interview processes and still be without a new job.

serving looks while I donate plasma 🤙

wtf is in chocolate that makes it so addictive

i literally hate every person who voted for donald trump and do not have forgiveness in my heart for them

Jack Dorsey just made 4000 people unemployed

Got what it takes, my wife. Got friends round. Got roast pork for lunch! Plenty of taste, British pork. REAL value for money. Fred's got plenty! Mm, Arthur's got plenty. We've all got plenty. Plenty to go round. My wife's G o t w h a t i t t a k e s.

I laugh when I'm with friends but I'm sad when I'm alone and I be alone :(

don't waste your time on me you're already a voice inside my head

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I have to tell my boss tomorrow that I have to stop working for them until they pay me what I'm owed :/