OOC : // Just thought about the Chapter 5 Weird Route with this AU. I am now going to stop thinking about that

OOC : // Reminded of when I had Berdly infodump a bit about CRTs on my old Twitter for him... Sniffle. Berdita

T tghat's probably fine

[ NC ] I'm probably a girl but my best friend is dying in the hospital so Idrgaf about that right now

OOC : // I've never drawn this Berdly properly I don't think... I imagine his feathers are a lot messier and unkempt. Kind of dulled in color. And he's always hunched over. He also wears compression gloves on his wings bc acid halberd

I have no fear of anyone! I'm dumb and wild and free. I am a flightless bird, and there'll be no more after me.

I am relieved that I've left my room tidy, goodbye.

You're useless... less than useless. You're sick.

OOC : // Me: Man I haven't Berdlyed out in a hot minute *logs onto the most tormented version of him that I have*

- Are there memories from that night stand out for you? - I remember we had the porch light on. We still do, actually. Just in case. - And why is that? - ... Just in case she comes home, I guess.

And he was just shapes, too. Just lines someone wrote. Like, nothing in there. And I was so scared, and angry, and just... I dunno. Before I knew it, I was on top of him, smashing his face in with the bat. Just shapes. Red shapes all over the grass.

Like, all the stuff I felt about the tree was just in my head. And there was some guy walking by, and he was just shapes. Just like, this moving bulk of... stuff. And I cried. Because nothing was there for me, anymore. It was all just stuff. Stuff in the universe. Just... dead.

Ah... she left before I could... ....

Wh... What!? Hey, wait a second -- How'd you... How'd you solve it without me!?

OOC : // How did I not realize until now that I put this exchange in wrong. The last line is SUSIE'S, not Berdly's #FakeFan

[ Standing around with puffed up feathers, staring off wide-eyed at nothing in particular. ]

Ah... she left before I could... ....

Noelle!! This may hurt, but it's to help you!!

My... my allies are gone? Ha! They're probably just... Helping Queen search for me! Sh... shut up, Kris! Shut up! I don't care if you're not saying anything!

[ Shaking and wet sniffling ]

* I BET THEY'RE WAITING FOR ME ･:*:･ﾟ☆ 》》 ON THE PLAYER SELECT SCREEN ! 🎮 ・゜゜・．LISTENING TO STRANGELY ♬ GROOVY ♬ MUSIC!!! ☆ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ INDIE BERDLY — PENNED BY #MAGNETICDOG! 🖊️🌐 ⟬ #DELTARUNERP ÷ #MVRP ÷ #RPSKY ⟭

✱ 𝐒𝐇𝐄 was used up. ▹ #utrp / #drrp ▹ sfw only. ▹ spoilers ahead. ✎ : #angelicbutterflies

OOC : // Btw I loved this gift fic someone on Ao3 wrote for me base off the Magnitomb AU so much that it's canon to this account now. Ok? Ok ❤️ archiveofourown.org/works/67225342

OOC : // I never finished Level Up and don't really have any plans to but I'm suddenly remembering that one of my original ideas for the ending was Berdly physically attacking Kris or Susie in the Dark World...

OOC : // Taking your favorite muses and writing horribly fucked up and traumatized versions of them >>>>>>

. . .

... You know the funny part? None of it helped. I thought that if I really put my mind to it, I'd make it tangible. If I just tricked myself into believing she's okay. Maybe only at school, or out with friends, or just with you. But... Haha. I'm awful.

* That Flower? Noelle "SAID" it was a "get well soon" gift for me! * . . . p-please don't tell her I used the quotations . . . #DELTARUNERP - #MVRP - #RPSKY

Berdly city is in fucking flames

[ Hesitant nodding. ] She's... she's stable, yes.

Sh-she... [ He falters. ] ... She passed out. While we were studying. And... a-and she wouldn't wake up.

... Sh-she's... [ Dead. Dead. Dead. Dying. Dying. Dying. Sick and dying. And it's all his fault. ] ... She's in the hospital.

[ ... A very small sniffle. ] I-I... I miss Noelle.

[ After he says that, suddenly, the familiar smell of gingerbread hits his senses — tears start to prick his eyes. ] ... M-mhmm.

... A-ah. [ Wide-eyed, gingerly taking the sweater and pulling it over himself. ] Th-thank you.

So... cold.

do you feel ashamed when you hear my name?

We did everything right, everything that was asked of us and still it came to this.

That night I had a dream that felt like waking from a dream.

i turn around, its black hair in my face. it wants me to turn around, of course it does.

I WANT TO GO HOME DON'T CLOSE THE MENU I MISS YOU

i turned around and saw an angel

Final Words: "I don't want to go to heaven." May he rest in peace.