My Internet has been out since midnight. 😒 It's fine. I have other stuff to do without it. 📖📝🎨 But man I really wanna watch more Dimension 20. 😭

Just had a really nice talk with my support worker, where I admitted that I was in a place that I felt able to take my next steps without her. 😊 It feels good to be able to say I'm getting back on my feet. I'm managing emotions better and for longer and I haven't had a crisis moment in months. 🥹

We got snow finally! 🤩

I'm gonna be putting my streams stuff back together today so that we can play this on Thursday! I'm so excited!

I always take ages putting stuff together.

The fitness journey begins!

I've set up a couple of groups for my community in hopes of keeping us all on our different health goals. We have MyFitnessPal and Strava. My exercise bike arrived last night, so I'm putting it together today and I'm hoping to get started on my own journey to get active again and lose some weight.😊

Still thinking about buying the AYN Thor. But the Kobo Libra Colour is pretty cool too. But also it'd be pretty stuoid to drop £300+ on a purely impulse non-essential self-indulgent consumer electronic device when I'm unemployed. But also I wanna fix my sad with a distraction.

Building new homes with accessibility in mind means building actual forever homes.

I'm OK with this.

I love them so much! 🥰

Very excited to watch the UN and NATO and that ever-disgusting Rutte try to weakly explain why the US can freely invade a nation and kidnap the leader of a nation simply because it doesn't benefit the US that the sovereign leader doesn't like them.

Still thinking about her...

Hrmmm... 🤔🖱️🤔 ❓❔❓ #impulse #adhd #desire

Not sure how to take this honestly.

I bought a folding exercise bike! Hoping to get back into some kinda shape as part of my "Intentions" for the year. This will make it easier to start cos I can stay in my house and do it when I watch videos.

This is likely a waste of my time but I'm trying to research decent folding exercise bikes. I wanna get my body back into shape but I need to start with something manageable at home and I don't have the room for a proper bike unless I get rid of my second desk. 🤔

"I'm a Polar Bear" really fucking got me! 😂

Did you know? 👀 You don't have to tell anyone what your New Year's resolutions are. Did you also know? You don't even need to set one! 😱 Yep, it's another tradition that YOU can choose to participate in, or put in the bin. And we're proud of you either way. 💚

I don't drink anymore! Why do I have a fucking headache? This is unjust!

Happy New Year everyone! While 2025 had it's long period of pain for me, I think I'm still grateful for what it taught me. I needed way more support than I'm getting, and way more rest than I realised. In 2026 I hope to move forward with this knowledge and allow myself to go my own pace.

Got several captures now of Grok AI images of children. Some being changed out of school uniforms. Sending to relevant people but horrific. Just horrific. I haven't focused on the women but its rife. Start capturing if you have a stomach for it. Email your MPs.

I swapped my feeds around on Bluesky so I'm now met with just art and artists. This is a better way to experience social media. I have to actively move over to the reality feed, which I'm finding I don't feel the need to do very much when it's not immediately in my face.

Hey Bluesky music folx. I've just cancelled my Spotify. It's too expensive, I'm sick of their continued pushing of AI "music", and I want to actually pay artists. I'm moving away from streaming entirely and going back to owning music. Do you have any recommends for best sites to download directly?

please don't make me look at ai even for dunking purposes 🫠

Heck yea!

I haven't streamed since the 18th (except on Discord) and I haven't got any plans to start one yet either. I'm not sure how to get back into it, cos I stopped from lack of energy and I don't feel especially refreshed.

Thank you to everyone in my community that has made this possible! 🥰 I'm so excited to be able to stream Pokemon Pokopia next March! 😁 I've already put in the pre-order! 😉 #kofi #kofigoal #kofichallenge

I see you autistic friends.

Honestly could do with reminders about this every day since I lost my job. I haven't a bloody clue.

Thank you to everyone in my community that has made this possible! 🥰 I'm so excited to be able to stream Pokemon Pokopia next March! 😁 I've already put in the pre-order! 😉 #kofi #kofigoal #kofichallenge

Was having a fun day casually playing Bully for a bit of nostalgia. Came to a pause cos it crashed. The delights of a bad PC port. But I'm still enjoying it! Gonna make some snackies and maybe play some more!

Honestly considering doing similar as a project for the next year or so. Buying my music again will take me some time, but I'm fucking sick of all these services paying shit-all to artists, adding features I didn't ask for (or need) and raising the price while lowering their quality.

I think today was actually OK. I didn't feel rushed, being with the family was quiet, and I got my downtime with a task when I got home. I'm still overstimulated, but I can deal with that for the next couple of days. At least I'm not crying like I have the previous 4yrs. Things do get better.

Feliz Navidad everyone!

It's insane that this game has yet another update to add more to it cos it's genuinely one of the most jam packed games I've ever played. There's so fucking much to do!

Folx, I may have found an artist I really like the style of for future emotes! 👀 Their commissions aren't open right now, but this gives me time to draw up some sketches ready for when they are. Could be fun and exciting! But I'll get more of your feedback in the new year for stream plans first. 😉

IT IS NOW LEGALLY CLOSE ENOUGH TO CHRISTMAS THAT I DON'T HAVE TO JUSTIFY MY PLATE OF AUTISTIC FOODS TO ANYONE! BEIGE CRISPY FOOD! LET'S GOOOOOO!

Jesus Christ. RIP Zampella.

Heading into town in the next hour or so. Need some last second supplies for my fridge and food for Haru. 😻 I'm also heading to my ma's place with the Christmas gifts, so that I have less to travel with on Thursday. 🎁 Are we all prepared for the holidays (if you celebrate)? 🎄

Thank you so much for helping me feel some cheer during a difficult day. It's been nice to see support and that ya'll want to see me enjoy Dragon Quest and Pokopia too. 🤍

Therapy was rough today. We spoke about how this time 2yrs ago I had a reason to be excited and happy for Christmas. That changed very quickly. It still hurts. But I still move forward. I'm sure I'll have a good one some day.

My community is very kindly helping me to spread the cost of a few games that are coming out around the same time, so that I can afford them and still stream them around release. 🥹 If you'd like to see me play Pokémon Pokopia in March, you can also help by buying me a Cuppa Tea on Ko-fi! ☕

I've been working on some acrylic clip designs that I'll hopefully get made next year. Which set do you like the best? 👀✨️

I know I'm gonna regret saying these words on social media, but I've been considering getting new art done for the channel for ages. But everywhere I look, emotes are always so... Cute. I don't have an issue with this but I never feel like it suits my vibe. I feel like a scruffy/scrappy person.

Last market of the year lets goooooooo!! 20-21 December, Grand Playground 11.00-19.00

The #1 movie when you were 10 is how your 2026 is going to go. Well, fuck.

Missed a call from Morrisons to say they've had to substitute a few things, including my Xmas centrepiece. Thankfully it's barely any different and the only thing missing from the others that I really wanted was my yearly camembert treat. Which I can go find elsewhere. I've done pretty alright. 😁

I'm so fucking excited! I'm glad I saw this before heading to bed. This really cheered me up. Can't wait to stream the game this February!