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over 1 year ago
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Every day is a next piece a fuckryyyyyy.
14 days ago
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Yea, I'm not supposed to be around anyone I know moving forward.
about 2 months ago
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nai THEE Black Rapunzel π¦
about 2 months ago
hot take: If my mind isn't turned on by you, my body won't be turned on either. Men who say that we weren't wet enough during sex, it is because you haven't gained access to our body due to us not feeling safe with you. All it takes is for you to stimulate our minds and the groundwork is laid.
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Guess not, I'm so dramatic when I'm in pain. My gosh.
about 2 months ago
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I wanna fall in love again but I don't wanna feel caged and I don't wanna get hurt.
4 months ago
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Anyways, fuck my rule about not posting about people or my personal situations anymore cause I realize other ppl dont gaf about I feel when dem do tings. Everybody can guh suck dem muma honestly.
5 months ago
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To be falling asleep and immediately wake up cause water start drip on you. Yeah man, this roof is gonna cave in by next week if this nuh fix soon.
5 months ago
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To see someone posting about suicide prevention and checking on loved ones knowing damn well they commit certain acts that make me contemplate it weekly is INSANE to me. Because when I was fucking struggling they told me to my face that nothing was fucking wrong with me and I should stop acting up.
5 months ago
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I finally fell asleep only to be woken up AGAIN.
5 months ago
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First thing I'ma ask God is why he'd allow me to me born knowing I'd spend more than half my life wanting to die.
5 months ago
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Every time shellfish or nuts are brought into this house I see it as a plot to kill me.
5 months ago
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Why would you feed this woman LOBSTER knowing you're leaving and I CANNOT wash the dishes or touch her tray until someone comes tmrw π
5 months ago
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Mi really haffi ask the man why the fuck him come back home.
6 months ago
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My discomfort has started again. Who the fuck pops into the residence they've been missing from for almost 3 weeks at 12:58am without warning, wakes ppl up to open the door and starts to wake up the entire house with complaints instead of just being calm and listening to solutions or finding them.
6 months ago
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I should be sleeping rn if ima be up at 5 to walk π
6 months ago
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Need help creating a new twitter account name. I think I'm ready to be active again.
6 months ago
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E.E. Knight
6 months ago
This movie is a vibe and an aesthetic.
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I walked another couple miles a couple days after and ima walk again tomorrow lol βΊοΈ Im dreading tomorrow but ima do it and survive.
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6 months ago
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Idk how many miles I walked yesterday but my legs have been sore all day π
6 months ago
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Was reminded tonight seh mi not even important to ppl weh claim to love mi. Lmfaoooo bredda. I fear I'm about to become the wickedest bitch on the planet.
6 months ago
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Another day, another night of no fucks given.
6 months ago
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I must get my license soon. I cant keep going through this π I wanna drive down to the beach and drink a bottle of wine by myself.
6 months ago
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Hookcity - π«βWar Planβ DMs Please ππ»πΊπΈπ₯ π«£
6 months ago
When I'm reincarnated, there will be signs
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Brushed my teeth and took magnesium only to start drinking whisky tpc. π
6 months ago
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If you gon stress me out this much the least you can do is send me money.
6 months ago
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πK.R.E.A.M.π
6 months ago
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I keep thinking I've just been high functioning or low support needs and turns out since this mask fucking cracked I am unable to function if I am triggered or even slightly dysregulated. What is coming out of my mouth prob makes sense to you but I cant even think str8 anymore. I cant do this.
6 months ago
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Mi neva just hear "nothing beats a jet 2 holiday" at a dance up di road from mi yaad tpc π
6 months ago
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Chicken of Vermont
6 months ago
"Don't change your sleeping routine on the weekend or while on vacation so you don't disrupt your sleep pattern," They say. Me: "Pattern? There is supposed to be a pattern?"
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@zhoex.bsky.social
told me to hol di faith and not pay premium for gpt but Im doing a project and not getting anymore answers because Ive used it so much π
6 months ago
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The Ghost of NoNutNovember is Judging Youπ€¨
6 months ago
Stupid questions. And not a "I dont know/have never been exposed to this" question. The "i do this regularly but not turning my brain on so im asking you" stupid question
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Lona Pie π
6 months ago
If you canβt show love to me out loud, please stay away.
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WAKE ME UP, wake me up insiiiiiiiiide
6 months ago
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One-on-one convos or dm convos give me so much anxiety. I feel like there are rules to it and idk how to reply to messages or idk what's socially acceptable to end one and then my adhd kicks in or I get emotionally flooded and ppl think I'm just ghosting them until I pop up again. π«
6 months ago
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The married men are checking on the well-being of the single girlies more than the men who say that they want to be with them. What in the entire fuck πππ
6 months ago
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And I'm supposed to not treat men like leggo beasts??? ππππ
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6 months ago
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And this is why Delta is the best.
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6 months ago
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My fucking dog was just killed and the bumbohole carrying a next dog into the yard so quickly and he isnt the one taking care of them. I am PISSED off.
6 months ago
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Pain, whether sharp pains or aching randomly. That fatigue + pain combo is a silent killer.
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6 months ago
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Someone raising their voice at me in a negative manner.
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6 months ago
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Posting on socials or even being social.
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6 months ago
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"You're the reason I started _______." In regards to ppl who are now experts in that field and are intl now.
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6 months ago
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ERβK
6 months ago
Willful ignorance. It is one reason I don't enjoy social media. I see it mostly with younger people coming into their own on platforms. With all the tools and knowledge, there is a choice to cherry pick instead of gaining context about what is being said and shared and planting bad ideas
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Issa bumboclaat SCAM badman.
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6 months ago
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PMDD really is fucking terrible enuh because why is there such intense rage, need to switch up and ideations a week before my period like clockwork.
6 months ago
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What in the Fire Country... call Bode.
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6 months ago
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Anything I don't wanna be around or see I'm removing from my presence. Idc who this upsets anymore.
6 months ago
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I have to accept the fact but God knowssssss I am breaking on the fucking inside.
6 months ago
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Animals usually bring me relief but this stray bitch we adopted has now cost me two dogs & I've never been fueled with more anger. Because if she didnt wander in and out my dogs wouldnt have followed her out the yard and never came back.
6 months ago
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