I wanna fall in love again but I don't wanna feel caged and I don't wanna get hurt.

Anyways, fuck my rule about not posting about people or my personal situations anymore cause I realize other ppl dont gaf about I feel when dem do tings. Everybody can guh suck dem muma honestly.

To be falling asleep and immediately wake up cause water start drip on you. Yeah man, this roof is gonna cave in by next week if this nuh fix soon.

To see someone posting about suicide prevention and checking on loved ones knowing damn well they commit certain acts that make me contemplate it weekly is INSANE to me. Because when I was fucking struggling they told me to my face that nothing was fucking wrong with me and I should stop acting up.

I finally fell asleep only to be woken up AGAIN.

First thing I'ma ask God is why he'd allow me to me born knowing I'd spend more than half my life wanting to die.

Every time shellfish or nuts are brought into this house I see it as a plot to kill me.

Why would you feed this woman LOBSTER knowing you're leaving and I CANNOT wash the dishes or touch her tray until someone comes tmrw 😭

Mi really haffi ask the man why the fuck him come back home.

My discomfort has started again. Who the fuck pops into the residence they've been missing from for almost 3 weeks at 12:58am without warning, wakes ppl up to open the door and starts to wake up the entire house with complaints instead of just being calm and listening to solutions or finding them.

I should be sleeping rn if ima be up at 5 to walk 😭

Need help creating a new twitter account name. I think I'm ready to be active again.

This movie is a vibe and an aesthetic.

I walked another couple miles a couple days after and ima walk again tomorrow lol ☺️ Im dreading tomorrow but ima do it and survive.

I want to move away to a small coastal village. Live in a cottage by the sea. Listen to the waves while the cool ocean breeze softly touches my face. My soul belongs by the water.

Idk how many miles I walked yesterday but my legs have been sore all day 😭

Was reminded tonight seh mi not even important to ppl weh claim to love mi. Lmfaoooo bredda. I fear I'm about to become the wickedest bitch on the planet.

Another day, another night of no fucks given.

I must get my license soon. I cant keep going through this 😭 I wanna drive down to the beach and drink a bottle of wine by myself.

When I'm reincarnated, there will be signs

Brushed my teeth and took magnesium only to start drinking whisky tpc. 🙃

If you gon stress me out this much the least you can do is send me money.

I keep thinking I've just been high functioning or low support needs and turns out since this mask fucking cracked I am unable to function if I am triggered or even slightly dysregulated. What is coming out of my mouth prob makes sense to you but I cant even think str8 anymore. I cant do this.

Mi neva just hear "nothing beats a jet 2 holiday" at a dance up di road from mi yaad tpc 😭

"Don't change your sleeping routine on the weekend or while on vacation so you don't disrupt your sleep pattern," They say. Me: "Pattern? There is supposed to be a pattern?"

@zhoex.bsky.social told me to hol di faith and not pay premium for gpt but Im doing a project and not getting anymore answers because Ive used it so much 😭

Stupid questions. And not a "I dont know/have never been exposed to this" question. The "i do this regularly but not turning my brain on so im asking you" stupid question

If you can’t show love to me out loud, please stay away.

WAKE ME UP, wake me up insiiiiiiiiide

One-on-one convos or dm convos give me so much anxiety. I feel like there are rules to it and idk how to reply to messages or idk what's socially acceptable to end one and then my adhd kicks in or I get emotionally flooded and ppl think I'm just ghosting them until I pop up again. 🫠

The married men are checking on the well-being of the single girlies more than the men who say that they want to be with them. What in the entire fuck 😭😭😭

And I'm supposed to not treat men like leggo beasts??? 😭😭😭😭

And this is why Delta is the best.

My fucking dog was just killed and the bumbohole carrying a next dog into the yard so quickly and he isnt the one taking care of them. I am PISSED off.

Pain, whether sharp pains or aching randomly. That fatigue + pain combo is a silent killer.

Someone raising their voice at me in a negative manner.

Posting on socials or even being social.

"You're the reason I started _______." In regards to ppl who are now experts in that field and are intl now.

Willful ignorance. It is one reason I don't enjoy social media. I see it mostly with younger people coming into their own on platforms. With all the tools and knowledge, there is a choice to cherry pick instead of gaining context about what is being said and shared and planting bad ideas

Issa bumboclaat SCAM badman.

PMDD really is fucking terrible enuh because why is there such intense rage, need to switch up and ideations a week before my period like clockwork.

What in the Fire Country... call Bode.

Anything I don't wanna be around or see I'm removing from my presence. Idc who this upsets anymore.

I have to accept the fact but God knowssssss I am breaking on the fucking inside.

Animals usually bring me relief but this stray bitch we adopted has now cost me two dogs & I've never been fueled with more anger. Because if she didnt wander in and out my dogs wouldnt have followed her out the yard and never came back.

Must make a bag of money between now and next year so I can go back to getting weekly massages. Why do I have a moral compass? I could be selling feet pics.

If you ever see me in public & I'm not talking, it's most likely because I'm having an internal meltdown and I wanna cry or might start crying. The tension in my back & shoulders from stress is killing me slowly. One day I might randomly drop dead & this isnt an exaggeration. Something feels WRONG.

Convos TERRIFY me esp over text because the fear of being misinterpreted even after explaining and potentially being gaslit in the process is 🤬☠️

Skill regression is a bbc wake-up call enuh. I realized it started like 2 years ago but oh my goshhhhh. A betta mi neva grow up tpc.