just fucked my bangs up so bad all I can do is laugh. this is what I get for trying to be responsible and trying to actually follow a tutorial

ASKED FOR A RESCHEDULE AND GOT A WAY EARLIER RHEUMATOLOGY APPT YIPPEE

opening quick n cheap pwyw comms on ko-fi :3 ko-fi.com/carnivoyeur/...

if u dont like me at my [1st pic] u dont deserve me at my [2nd pic] [ #carnivoyeurocs | #oc | #dnd ]

dod ost streaming released an official dod mention in 2025 I fear this is the year guys……I’m watching tgs like a HAWK (if no dod mention at tgs I’ll crack in half like an egg (negative))

I got a rheumatology appt that isn’t a billion miles away!!!! :D for january ._.

first time being able to draw in months and I Felt It. it feels like I’m looking at an off brand version of my characters

Happy drakengard day! I can’t wait for drakengard 4 to come out this year! 🥰

the hospital told me to park at the south wing so had to walk from the lot to the building but I guess I needed to be checked in at the west wing so had to walk to the other side of the building then had to walk to the east side to get to the appt so they know my legs are fucked haha 🧍‍♂️

My illustration for @noahsark.bsky.social last issue!

#アナログはいいぞ ペン画はいいぞ✒️ #illustration #art #oc

update got a cheap cane for now. I’m slowly lydia-fying everything

the universe heard me because he came out of retirement today

baby’s first mobility aid :D will be doing my best to actually use it and not constantly think I’m a fraud and not fucked up enough to use it (I am fucked up enough I think my feet are getting nerve damage haha 🧍‍♂️)

one of my regulars made banana bread and saved me a slice abd that’s why I have the will to somehow make it through this shift

I need my fellow disabled comfort streamer back please come out of the retirement closet already I’m in my hour of need

if anyone knows any cheap sites or places to get basic rollators or wheelchairs please share 🥹 I’m on the hunt now and have no insurance so it’s all up to me and my 4 nickels in my pocket

body may be crumbling but He (glitter car sasuke) always brings me good fortune (got my car title she’s legally mine) 🙏

all it took was me paying a shit ton of money to get my genes scanned to get a heds confirmation 😀 they really said technically we can’t say yes because there’s not enough research connected to genes however you match….40+ genes with other people who have it so we’re kinda sure you’re golden 😀

YAYAYAYAY

been thinking about cutting bangs again. I’m losing all my hair so probably not the best idea but also whatever I’m tired of men looking at me. I can’t have a side part they think I look homely and inviting when in reality I’m violent and barred closed

Happy 12 birthday to the love of my life rory 🥰💜✨

I haven’t done this in forever and need motivation to draw again 🥹 can’t guarantee it’ll get done in a timely manner

this took longer than anticipated but im done!! #martmoogles

dr contacting me back saying all labs are fine nothing is of concern as I’m staring directly at 3 values that were Insanely not normal and still having crazy symptoms. man I’m tired and broke I actually don’t care anymore just put me down like an old dog

⚪🔴⚫ #nier

idk anything abt homestuck and this trend will continue for the foreseeable future

man 🐴 don’t recommend bleeding an insane amount at work it’s not all that fun

I say okay I think I figured out how to somewhat manage these symptoms until the next appt. And then the next day I get a new problem and another symptom flares up for who knows what reason. What if I exploded

Meet the artist ✨️🐱🌹 Ive been wanting to do this for a while now and I'm testing out a simpler style for other projects. Lemme know what you think 🙏🫡 #art #meettheartist

first ever entry for #artfight! Lady Pupuna for Cidate #TeamFossil #martmoogles #ffxiv

I dont "NETWORK", I do not "keep a consistent schedule", I don't try to make my art "stand out" on people's feeds. I POST MY ART. And if it flops, I DON'T CARE.

Would anyone be interested in a sealed, brand new copy of Kamijo's Symbol of the Dragon for like 5€ + shippings ? I bought 2 cause I'm dumb

I’m so pitiful at this med appt that the dr keeps saying “I’m so sorry you’ve had to deal with that your whole life” every time I say yes to a symptom or add a different one GSKSSHSJDHJD 🤪

JUST MADE MY LAST CAR PAYMENT SHES MINE FOR REAL NOW 💜 I gotta give her a new name because her of wine does Not fit her anymore she’s grown up. that’s her legal name now she needs a christening family name

new gay agenda on my walls

I beat lies of p what am I supposed to do with my time now what’s left

coerced my manager into buying the love of my life

wretched little starving victorian child begging for just a morsel of gruel

game so oof I have to save my favs by taking them under my wing

old dod3 zero art #dod3 #drakengard3

nothing like getting fucked over by the american healthcare system yay (crying in my living room sfx)

I want to play barbie wild horse rescue for the ps2 again so badly but I’m cursed with not owning it anymore

Got really sick and lost two days of work 🥹 got Moth but if you want a bit of other writing for a bit less I also have some zines (with art from adán and me!!) for sale 💖 linktr.ee/kota_trilogy

I love making art #liesofp

she lies on my p till I ergo (I’m delirious)

so many apologies to my neighbors who most definitely hear me bark coughing through the walls 🧍‍♂️I just know they want me to blow up