My quest to expand my music horizons has put a number of artists in front of it I really like, but I'm still a little fucked up over TheOrionExperience, so do I need to be worried about sex crimes or transphobia from these? * Madelline * PEGGY * Ella Red * Marina * Lilith Max * Josie Edwards * Xana

“zohran mamdani and his wife” excuse you that’s rama duwaji and her husband

You know, I'm starting to suspect this writing thing serves as an outlet for energies I am at present unable to resolve in a satisfactory way These lesbians are getting a little frisky

What a roller coaster of a day: * Work was nice, and got to have a video call with my favorite person * Supreme Court fuckers * Kaiser called to schedule my FFS consult and have an opening for Friday next week, instead of Jan 30th

Oh cool, the US Supreme Court has fucked over trans people yet again in the shadow docket. The TRO stopping passport fuckery was lifted, citing that "listing date of birth causes no more harm than country of origin" Very cool, I finally scrape together the funds to do all the shit and now this.

Hey guess what? My WIP about girls who love girls who also pilot and/or repair chonky dieselpunk mechs with wheeled feet is back in business! Now the first 8 completed chapters are on on Scribblehub www.scribblehub.com/series/19579... #WIPSnips

I am happy to report that my hardcover of Name Her Holy has arrived with postcard and stickers, all of which are gorgeous Now I have to actually get around to reading the story 🤭

My identical twin children

I must be doing some things right, because I went in for my covid and flu shots today and the woman doing them for me Looks at my arms as she pinches my shoulder for the first one and goes, "I really should get back into the gym to work on my arms more"

A few years late to the party but any sad lesbians really going through it wanna have a song and music video so far and beautiful you bawl your eyes out in the parking lot of the pharmacy you're supposed to go pick up your meds from? No? Well unrelated, surely but here's: youtu.be/UiWMwec67zY

Mel needs whatever help we can give in light of the state she lives in forcing a rug pull on her medical procedure coverage

ACAB: Assigned Complicit At Badge Send skeet

I need a dysphoria dress... for Rousons reasons... For.. [hits floor, nose hemorrhaging]

PRE-ORDERS ARE LIVE! magicariot.com/fullbloom

It's almost time for the next song.

Highly productive day so far! * Ordered meds refills * hair wash plus mask * squat day(225 lbs for 3x5) * some clients * uploaded and edited my WIP to scribblehub * looked cute Many things, lol Also King Mala continues to be so good, holy shit

OH NO

I have decided to start posting my WIP on Scribblehub. Takeaways thus far: 1. I immediately miss indented paragraphs 2. I found and corrected a number of missed errors 3. I really should sort out a cover art 4. Gerty is even raunchier than I remember writing her, and I love that for me

It had to be Misery Business after my brain was reminded it exists and I still put my whole ass into it The sumo pulls were mostly fine in the heels, it was the walking lunges that were spoopy Also one of my coworkers gushed about my costume and 🥺👉👈

Anyone in the south bay of California happen to have experience in getting a lawyer to handle all the name and gender marker stuff? I just reached out to a local lawyer who showed up specifically when looking for this and she wanted $3500, which is about 2000 dollars higher than web searching said

So I did the math on this. I took a little over 2600 photos in 2024 about 65% of which were selfies/photos of me So roughly 4.5 selfies per day for last year

So leading up to me joining in on another transition then and now kinda deal, I was going through my archived photos from me getting 349gb of pictures and videos out of google's grubby mitts. In the months leading up to my egg cracking I took literally one selfie. I take DOZENS a month, usually 😳

Estrogen is powerful

It took a shitload of steps with learning how to add a bunch of stuff to Wine, but I have Scrivener 3 working in my arch linux setup finally. Dropbox is being a pain in the ass and only wants to give me access via browser, but this is a start. My dieselpunk mech pilots can continue

All of us Yes, you too *Especially* you, holy shit 🥺👉👈

Transition before and afters be like

Had to refresh my lipstick before going back into work and decided to play with my Black Radiance kind of electric violet shade... how do we feel versus that denim blue from the other day/earlier this morning?

Spoilers for the full version later, but uh I may be a menace 😈

Gonna try doing my workout in these heels What could possibly go wrong?

Apropos of nothing, but in a very normal conversation with my cis gay bestie during his workout, we this we've concluded that the all-transfemme equivalent of a spitroast might be a rotisserie chicken... or shawarma

I finally remembered to finish my editing! A mix of stuff from Tuesday's and Wednesday's workouts! Also a song from Emei, 'That Girl'

I really like these. 😊

Oh shit I like all these people! 🥹

By the power vested in me by adding a little hat to some stuff I got from Torrid over the past year, I think I have my first Halloween costume in years sorted out

It's tremendous horseshit that we have to wait 84 fucking years to get things done and that can get the plug pulled on it for any number of reasons Insurance simply no longer covering a variety of treatments because political opposition should be a criminal act Mel this fucking sucks I'm so sorry😭

Whoever at Discord thought that hard walling you from the app when an update is available when the updated package isn't actually in the pipeline deserves to trip and spill their lunch

Everyone always cites "How did you feel to Shania saying Let's Go Girls" but I think the other musical clue I was never a straight cis boy is how much I put my whole ass and soul into Paramore's Misery Business

Low bar butt sitting! Plus some of the accessory work I didn't show from bench day

Pigtails is hard 😅

the quest for a blue lipstick continues! This time it's a Mac satin lipstick called Denim. It's a lighter shade than I was hoping for, but I like it, and Mac's satin formula always feels really good and make me wanna leave marks on someone's neck and other places

I'm gonna need the bsky girlies to put the transition timeline discourse in this bag. Yes people have visible changes at different rates based on a number of factors like genetics, diet, etc. We also do not process the changes in real-time. Our brain is really slow to refresh the "reflection" file

My toxic trait is I watched Rocky Horror Picture Show last night and went, "lmao even on estrogen my arms are bigger than his" Also I have never related to Susan Sarandon more in my life. 'Toucha toucha toucha touch me' may as well be the "oh hey my prog is metabolizing" anthem

I mean what I say when I share any iteration of "it's not too late to transition" I figured out what I was missing in my mid-thirties and am only a little over 2.5 years on hormones. I look like my mother, now, and am somehow more jacked than I was before hormones 🤭

So with two hours to put together *something* to wear for my workplace hosting a Rocky Horror movie night I scrounged this together. 1. This is the closest to goth outfit I have ever worn with feeling like it was trying to push me out 2. I need hornier clothing 3. the size 12 boots are drowning me

S'mores 🤍

t4t friendships are so funny "so we met and within three hours were having the most mindblowing sex of my life. I have a bit of a crush on her but feel weird because I don;t know if she has one on me?"

BENCH BENCH BENCH ALSO ONE SMUSHING THE CUPCAKES

We do a little accidental blood play in our weekly estrogen shot... as a treat?