What is it called when you’ve been a “writer” your whole life but maybe, actually, you aren’t that good, and maybe, actually, you’ve never been good

My baby is so beautiful 🐈‍⬛

WE WON THE BTS TICKET WAR

Yuri on ice walked so heated rivalry could run

Thinking about how I have to fight for my life next week to get BTS tickets but if I don’t it’s ok because I got spat on by yoongi during the D-Day tour so I can die content regardless

Oh to be a sleepy cat

Marketplace makes me insane bc I want to buy so many things but I hate setting up shady pickups with complete strangers 💀

I like taking an edible before a writing sesh bc sometimes I write things like “dice are just bones pretending to be lucky” or “her fate would always pass between hands like a deck of cards” and then other times I write things like “she was annoyed. ‘I’m so annoyed,’ she said, annoyed”

My new favorite genre of video is 🧊 agents slipping and eating it

Left a gathering last night with a purse full of homemade pierogi. I love Chicago

When I can’t write something that sings on the first try and immediately think that’s reflective of my overall skill as a writer

Nothing like an MRI to wipe out half your deductible at the start of the year 🫩

I love using my great-grandmother’s dishes and fancy soaps and all the things I’m told to save for a special occasion. Every day is all we have

Strangers who see my cat always use the word “pretty” to describe her and I’m like yes she’s literally a model thank you for noticing 🐈‍⬛

Almost went a full day without thinking about the Yellowstone volcano 😩

I thought what I bought was a Japanese sweet potato, so I cooked it for as long as one would cook a Japanese sweet potato; lo and behold, it was not a Japanese sweet potato, and now my whole apartment smells like burnt red sweet potato 🫩🍠

Early Stranger Things was so much better because it was mysterious small-town horror vibes and now they’re like…fighting the military

2002 will finally be my year guys

My cat and I looking down from our warm apartment at people walking their dogs in the snow

Developing strong opinions on butter in my old age

celestial familiar 🌟

Fell and hurt my ankle for the second time in four months

My cat and my parents’ dog making eye contact

repost if you would give cheeses to the meeces.

I love darkness so the winter solstice for me is less of a welcoming of the light and more of a thankfulness for the dark, the permission to rest, the quiet it brings

This is how 🍊’s executive orders sound to me

A blessed winter solstice to everyone 🙏🕯️❄️🌒

Tall order #art

Switching from Google Docs to Ellipsus for writing bc fuck AI I’m SICK OF ITTTTTTT

I yearn for a job that actually slows down in December

Working at Barnes & Noble in the 2010s, when it was dark and chilly outside and the store smelled like espresso and hot chocolate, was truly undefeated. If I could’ve made a living working there, I probably would have, just for the joy of it (and the discounts 📖☕️)

Outsourcing critical thinking to AI is genuinely making people so fucking stupid

Please put Jonathan Bailey in a knives out film

I love carrying my cat to her bed like a toddler who fell asleep in the car

How December got me

Back on my sims bullshit 😔🤙

tis the season

I miss academia but I KNOW I’m waxing poetic in my mind. Do not let me research grad school. Do NOT

How am I supposed to meet my reading and writing goals for this month with Hades II and Outer Worlds 2 looming 😩

New research conducted by the Aldmeri Dominion actually suggests that health potions can cause Ataxia :/

Autumn is here 🍄‍🟫 #mushrooms #art

a blessed autumn equinox to everyone 🙏 the world is on fire but at least there’s tiny gourds

Me trying to do my new moon manifestations even though I’m desperately sad today

I fear the melancholy has won today

Mabon incense, cinnamon coffee, and the September issue of Le Petit 3 ☕️

I am so poisoned by hope. I am sick with it. Perpetually plagued by the belief that things will get better, because I simply cannot accept any alternative, any version of the universe where I feel this way forever

Jacked-o-lantern bones coffee with pumpkin spice creamer. Ignoring the high of 80 today 🎃

Violently swinging between “my writing is beautiful and my capabilities know no bounds” and “I have no idea what I’m doing, my writing style is too much for people, and everything I create is marinated in garbage juice”

just me and my singular ibc root beer against the world

Late Night Flower Picking