I grew up with these games, and they'll always hold a special place in my heart! ♥ Except Bubsy 3D. We don't talk about Bubsy 3D.

"NEW YORK CITY?!"

Day-Late-Affiliate Anniversary, let's gooooo! www.twitch.tv/ayasuvt #VTuber #VTuberEN #ENVTuber

Let's see if my brain lets me hang out with you guys this week. 😭 #VTuber #ENVtuber #VtuberEN

Ugh, I was doing so good for so long with trying to be consistent, but since FanFest my mood has just... absolutely been in the shitter. Like, getting sick is one thing, but like... Really need to find a way outta this state. I don't feel safe and happy here at all.

✧ CHIBI MODEL GIVE4WAY ✧ I mentioned doing this a while ago as a way of giving back for all the support I've had recently, and I finally have the time to make it happen! Thank you all so much! Good luck! Entry here: gleam.io/YuOKL/phlox-...

Happy Maid Day~! ♥ #メイドの日

I know I never *really* left here, but -- streams and clips coming back sooooon. REJOICE. THE CON CRUD HAS LEFT ME. #VTuber #ENVTuber #VTuberUprising

It's so wild to think that 19 years ago, I was getting ready to launch an end-game group in Final Fantasy XI, and that decision literally changed the direction of my life. May 15th, 2007, I posted the "welcome" post on our forums. May 15, next week, our community turns 19 years old.

My reaction at the new Star Fox announcement~ (Screw the haters, this game looks hella fun!)

They even tried saying that it would up dps or some bs, which, samurai vs a dancer that can’t do mechanics on weeping city and died like 3 times on the first (or second) boss….. like no ma’am. I’m good with my samurai as dance partner, thanks.

Had the absolute weirdest experience during alliance run yesterday where a dancer was asking me (also a dancer) to be their dance partner. And they insisted for most of the run until @ayasu.bsky.social (my partner and dance partner since she was a samurai) told them off. Very confused.

Yooo this flight has a phone holder! That’s so cool! Featuring @ayasu.bsky.social ‘s phone and red panda. lol

Looks like @/ADVANCEDgg is putting out a raspberry lemonade flavor for Mother's Day! Someone's mom's gotta be a raspberry fan, right? :3 Lookit that ~fancy tub~. advanced.gg/products/ras...

STARFOX 64 REMAKE!!!!! STARFOX 64 REMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! NEXT MONTH!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Y'ALL. I don't usually post about stuff like this, but if there are ANY Minecraft players who follow me, or you know any enjoyers of Environmental mod who could help make the Slabfish happen, check their campaign? Slabfish is like... my FAV THING from these mods. *pleaseplease*

Behold. My materia collection. Pay no mind to the light blue ones. :D #FFXIV

I wish I had local friends I could go see horror movies with. :< Flare doesn't do horror movies and I have literally zero local friends here. -.- Watching scary movies on Discord is nice, but man, I yearn for that sitting-in-the-theater experience.

An item on my Throne wishlist just got fully funded: a secret gift. Thank you! https://throne.com/ayasu #throne

I just received a contribution towards a secret gift from Anonymous via Throne. Thank you! https://throne.com/ayasu #throne

I just received a contribution towards a secret gift from Zero Doken via Throne. Thank you! https://throne.com/ayasu #throne

Thanks, Facebook, for letting me know that 15 years ago today was the day I upgraded from a giant CRT monitor to newer monitors.

I realized I hadn't yet shared this drawing Tataru with a gun on bluesky yet.

We like stuff. Also, suffering from con crud, please don't mind my voice. 😭 #ENVTuber #VTuberEN #VTuber

The amount of people who pronounce "draught" the same as "drought" makes me wanna scream sometimes. lol If you've got a "drought chocobo" - give the poor thing some water, goddamn. D: ("Draught" is pronounced like and is a variant spelling of "draft" - because you know FFXIV gotta be old-timey.)

"My throat is killing me from this weekend at FanFest still, I should grab a cough drop." Grab a cough drop. ...immediately accidentally swallow it. *sigh*

Shoutout to Hempknight from my old FFXI server, Phoenix, for getting us a cheese sammich. #FFXI #FFXIV #ENVTuber

Shakin' them hips for them seeeeeeds #VTuber #ENVTuber #VTuberEN

Geezus fuck I’m not even in LA anymore why is there a mobile dumpster back in GA.

I am so tired yall. Lmao And the flight is delayed x.x

Landed in Austin. 10 years ago, this would’ve been the home stop and we’d be home within an hour… Also, Austin Airport has NO Whataburger in it at all?! Insulting. Awful. The worst. In inconsolable. 😭😭 Cmon AUS, get one inside!

Had fun with the tsa dude trying to guess ffxiv races and classes XD got them wrong, but still fun!

Man the TSA folks at LAX have infinitely more of a sense of humor than the fuddy duddies at ATL, goddamn. Everyone was joking around with us and having a good time with their jobs. ATL was just a bunch of angry people

Buuuuh how do you approach someone who’s a larger creator with the intention of just wanting to be friends without seeming like a clout chaser? >< Like… genuinely wanna seek an actual friendship but I don’t wanna come off weird~ ><

impossible to explain the appeal of The Primals if you don't play XIV a bunch of 50-something uncs get up on stage and play video game music and for that small period of time, it's the coolest thing in the world.

I went to the ocean for a little bit and got to dip my feet in the water along with @ayasu.bsky.social and @bigbigtrouble.bsky.social . Water was cold but so nice. And I grabbed some sand and ocean water in a tiny bottle.

Me when Stealth Mission.

Film you've watched more than six times with a gif. Hard mode: no Star Trek, Star Wars, LOTR, DC, Marvel, Disney, Pixar, Spielberg, Cameron, Wachowskis, or Ghibli. (You owe yourself one cookie if you actually know this movie!)

I guess I have a dog now. Neat. #VTuber #VTuberEN #ENVTuber

And that’s another FanFest notch in the ol’ belt. #FFXIVFanFest2026 was a blast, I got to meet friends new and old, got to meet some folks I really look up to, and had good company the whole weekend. And I’m ready to do it again in 3 yrs!!

Give It All - www.youtube.com/watch?v=L7Tz... Sinister - www.youtube.com/watch?v=W9aW... Return to Oblivion - www.youtube.com/watch?v=Il2t...

Seeing a lot of hate for Koji on the timeline right now. For anyone who didn't watch the panel: He was very open that he was forced into including AI by the SE president. Your hate should be directed at the suits, and not Koji himself.

The 3 people I really wanna run into this weekend at Fanfest are @girldm.com , @mcstronghuge.bsky.social and @jessecox.bsky.social. Genuinely three people in super look up to - and have some cool stickers (and a card!) I’d like to trade with. :3 (Flare did the artwork for this and it’s SO CUTE)

I don't know what it is, and I'm kinda afraid to find out. #VTuber #ENVTuber #VTuberEN

This happened to us while we were waiting for our food at Jollibee for the FFXIV meal. Some dude came over and started talking to us about Flare’s bag, then brought up my Legacy Mark tattoo and then wandered away. Wasn’t until after he walked away that one of our group told us he took a pic of us.

Geezus fuck, DoorDash, I JUST GOT HERE.

Y’all, we just drove by the Square Enix building!! I got an amazing photo as we drove by! 😁 #FFXIV

I don’t understand fashion. I just saw a lady walk by who looked like she was wearing a dress made out of a green hospital blanket.

The Lizard only lulls you into complacency for the real attack. o.o #VTuber #ENVTuber #VTuberEN