The past year and a half has been probably the worst time for me. I wanted to enter a new career field and without doing any research I carelessly ended up spending over 12K in money for schooling, an amount that I haven't been able to pay back due to not finding any employment.

World name: The Forgotten Bloom By: Lilly the cat Platform: PC & Quest #VRChat #VRChat_world紹介

I wish I could be better at socializing. It's one of those things I really enjoy doing but my social awkwardness gets in the way and it's difficult going past small talk without embarrassing myself and being called out for it. It sucks. 💔

Since pride month is right around the corner I wanted to share one my favourite pieces of pride artwork from last year. I'm hoping to get some more this year but for now enjoy this lovely piece by @yorialu.bsky.social 💚 #furryart

Good morning lovelies. 💚😘

Who wants to cuddle the gryphon? 🥺

A tremendous loneliness comes over you. Everybody in the world is doing something without you.

I look up at the night sky and it's always a good time to reflective on the previous day's events. What could I be doing better or am I good enough for everyone? It's a mystery that not even I can figure out. It's a whole world of possibilities and new memories to be made. #furry #vrchat

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Good morning friends. 💚😘

Good riddance to those who simply never cared for my feelings. It saves me the trouble of not having to deal with people like that again.

Pomegranate tree 🌱❣️ #gryphon #griffin #art #artist #digitalart #mythical #fantasy #fantasyart #furry #pomegranate #bobcat #pyrrhuloxia

I sit in the nice hot tub contemplating life. I wish there could be others with me but I guess that's a luxury which is earned and not given. #furry #vrchat

Good morning cuties. 💚🫂

Looks like I'll be super busy this week so unfortunately another week of no streams from me since I need to prepare for an aptitude test that I need to complete before the end of next week. I'll do the best I can to still be around but for now I need the time to focus on this.

Good morning friends. 💚😘

I did not get the job unfortunately so might as well keep looking.

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Good morning lovelies and happy Friday! Today's stream may be a bit shorter since I have a job interview this afternoon so I'll need time to prepare. 💚🫂

Good morning cuties. 💚😘

I'm curious to know if there's anyone who feels indifferent about me. Does my presence make people happy?

Trying out some of the new classes in Diablo IV. Come watch a gryphon have some fun. #furrylive www.twitch.tv/rukeygryphon

Good morning friends and happy Wednesday! 💚🫂

I love my friends so much and I want to give everyone some lovely cuddles. Never stop being your amazing selves. 💚

Good morning lovelies. 💚🥰

Maybe I do deserve the harassment I get for not getting a good understanding of the English language. It was something I had struggled with all throughout my years in school and is still apparent today.

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What if GTA but more silly and cartoony? Let's revisit a classic. #furrylive www.twitch.tv/rukeygryphon

Nothing hurts more than being denied a chance to have fun with friends at a virtual furry con to be with family after losing a loved one. Dealing with thoughts of wanting to be closer to others and events like these are great for doing that but as always family comes first.

The likelihood of being sat on by a gryphon increases exponentially with the cuteness of your face🤫❣️

Good morning lovelies. 💚😘

I mentioned it during yesterday's stream but unfortunately I've chosen not to attend this year's Furality event. A family member of mine passed away earlier this year and we are doing an event celebrating their life during the same weekend. I'll miss everyone while I'm away but it's for the best. 💔

Some chill Lunars on this Monday evening. #furrylive www.twitch.tv/rukeygryphon

Here's this weeks stream schedule. I'm changing my schedule up slightly to accommodate doing morning streams more often since doing consecutive stream days exhausts me mentally. Retro Thursdays have ended but retro games will appear from time to time going forward. I hope to see you all there. 💚

Good morning cuties and happy Monday! 💚😘

I love my friends so much. 💚

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Me finding out that friendship betrayal can be as traumatic as a divorce because it shatters your sense of trust and safety

I've been a little extra clingy lately and I just want to say if I ever make people uncomfortable please let me know. I could go for some love and affectionate right now. 🥺

Here's how my first morning stream went: - raided by @hirocorgi.tv - 7 new followers - 78 peak viewers and 43 average viewers. - 14 unique chatters It's safe to say that morning streams are here to stay plus it's a time of the day that works better for me.

Diablo 4 and chill. Continuing through Lord of Hatred. First morning stream is a go. #furrylive www.twitch.tv/rukeygryphon

I am looking into possibly pushing for more morning and afternoon streams if tomorrow goes well. After what happened last night I don't think I'll ever see any growth if everyone streams at the same time as I do. It's time to break from the norm and try something different.

FFXIV patch 7.5 is here plus new alliance raid. #furrylive www.twitch.tv/rukeygryphon

Here's this week's stream schedule. Wednesday will be a morning stream as I start testing out a new time of the day to stream. Going forward my choice of games to stream will be limited as I have quite some catching up to do on existing games. I look forward to seeing you all there. 💚

Good morning cuties. 💚😘

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Another stream forced to end early since the game I was playing was started to get me frustrated and I try not to show any of that kind of emotion on stream to prevent me from looking bad. Sorry for the inconvenience.

New content you say? Let's explore the latest Diablo 4 expansion. #furrylive www.twitch.tv/rukeygryphon