Man. Seeing people retweet these scammers using the genocide to steal feels bad. Their pictures aren't even consistent. And their story doesn't stand up to even the smallest bit of thought. I wish people weren't so fucking soulless.

Trying some hydrocortisol shit on my rashes. Because they refuse to tell my sister to fucking leave and solve my problem.

Fruggy frund~ 🥰

No, you're right, Dad. The nazi plans to deport all the Jewish citizens turning into violence and paving the way for atrocities has absolutely zero parallels with today. Choke on JD Vance's dick already.

What if today's the day I meet someone nice, somehow. :333

Me: "Why am I hungry again already?! It's only been... 14 hours..." I am having a hell of a time keeping up with things right now.

Forearms are so fucking itchy and they're the most scratchable area on the body. Must. Not. Hurt. Self.

Resource drop chance booster and blessing stacked and still can't get Tellurium to drop at all. So cool they removed the one viable farm for it. Thanks, DE. Warframe is sooooo much better now that you removed that "lore inconsistency" and replaced it with nothing.

Itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy

In Warframe's Steel Path, why do the Acolytes think we're helping Alad V? We kill him no less than three times. As a human, as a Corpus/Sentient Amalgam, then as an Infested Mutalist. But the Acolytes are like, "We're hunting the Orokin Alad V! He's using you!" And I don't get it.

Somebody left the toilet running because they can't flush without slamming the handle and fucking up the chain. Because they're animals. And it's been pumping in ice cold water for long enough the entire toilet was /cold/. So I had to fix that. And then saw a phobia thing heading straight for my--

Itchy nipple. 😩

Isn't it interesting that the queer woman getting murdered is being squeezed out of view for the man who was murdered. Wonder why that is.

Babies Forever becoming vanilla Minecraft is cool. Who knew the guy I knew making mods for Linkzzey would become obsolete. :p

Rash is spreading again. All up my back. Inside both elbows. Seems to have receded from my ankles for the moment, at least.

Giant bruise on the back of my right forearm. No idea how it got here. It's gross. Wonder if I hurt myself in my sleep or something. Stress can do weird shit to people and I am especially susceptible.

Ja, buns an' thighs.

Wish I had someone here I could trust. I would like someone to see if the stress rash is all up and down my back like it feels. I don't want to have to look at myself in the mirror rn. I don't have the energy required for the emotional defenses.

7 Requiem relics opened. 0 runes so far. So glad they're changing this awful, awful system. 35 minutes in a mission for nothing with nothing I can do about it. I suspect I will still have issues getting the ones I need when the new system drops... but at least I'll be able to trade more easily.

People digging through Marvel movies in an attempt to prove, "Well, THAT happened!" isn't there are really missing the point, huh.

830/400p for Vauban Heirloom. I can get the Hydroid bundle with the octopus Diriga skin, now. Or the Nyx one i wanted. I did it! We are comfortable!

Watching a let's play of Cross Code. It has a lot of bouncing puzzles because the main character throws balls, right? But this let's player is 100% blind to the basic C-shaped ricochets every one of those puzzles has had since 1985. She keeps talking about "trial and error" when there are flat--

Fell asleep with a heating pad on my chest and it almost felt like Maddie was back with me.

Anyways. Thinking about her lips again. 🥴

You can buy me a new RPG before I play FF9 for the 12th time.

Aw. Facebook memory of the ex-friend telling me, actually, I'm not dissociating. Because my trauma isn't the same as hers. She then proceeded to explain to me, like I'm an idiot, that dissociation is [exactly what I experience]. And when I told her that, she was still super resistant.

What if this is just my life now. What am I going to do.

Well. Brain has started dehumanizing the monsters hurting me every day. I woke up and had to scrub two dog shits, two giant pisses, and unclog a toilet. While they went at it with their door open like the selfish garbage people they are. Also, the reason they're not leaving is that they got in--

Can't stop pacing

Random blood inside my clothes. That's neat to see. My body is cool, man.

Did you know. Rings of Power s2 has a credits song as a tribute for a hill troll. It's screamo.

This DS9 episode where someone kills members of Kira's resistance cell. One of them using a transporter scrambler that microwaves someone as they rematerialize. I would never feel okay being transported knowing that technology exists. 😭

I need to escape this stress so I can capture beautiful moments again.

Cool. Shit. Because we need to remember the good parts of the world right now.

Unconscious all day. I feel bad. 🙃

What if I wasn't so fucking itchy.

Nerves in my back, under my left shoulder blade, are doing laps with sensation. Weirdest shit. Above where the new pain is by quite a bit. Not sure if they're connected. Must be, right?

Itchy itchy itchy ya ya ow ow

I've thought I was "too old" since I was 20. I started at 35, 41 now. It's always worth it to start now.

Does Switch's online have FF6. I never played it all the way through. I could do that if I still have access, I guess.

If they are doing this to white people in broad daylight imagine what they are doing to non-white people in detention facilities.

Felt a new pain in my back while crouched down cleaning dog mess this morning. I... may have permanently damaged it... again...

It should be illegal for stress rashes to form on the soles of your feet. 😩

You can buy me a new RPG before I play FF9 for the 12th time.

Anyways. In happier news Symbalily continues to be a very sweet let's player that makes me wish I had cool people in my life instead of endless stress and torture. Her blindish Minecraft playthrough has been very nice so far.

Jesus fucking christ. YouTube running ai ads from Israel going, "Look! They misidentified the body of this child the IOF murdered! They're lying about everything!" "Breaking news!" This world makes me sick.

So restless.

What if I could hold onto the positive emotions I felt yesterday. What if I could find my way to that place.

Trying to pick up Rings of Power where I left off. S2e3, 18 minutes in. We'll see if it pisses me off with its dumb shit still or if I'm over it.