Just to show some lifesigns: Life's still a total b*tch to me. Now more than ever. I'm on the verge of quitting my job, but it depends on how other people decide certain things. This goes hand in hand with me moving out for the very first time; to the other end of germany.

@lhykos.bsky.social wanted to experiment with his hair a bit... so I had the duty to change it. Nonetheless its been forever since I last drew him, so it was a nice change again to get back a bit into drawing. #dragon #furryart #furry #scalie #art #digitalart

@lhykos.bsky.social wanted to experiment with his hair a bit... so I had the duty to change it. Nonetheless its been forever since I last drew him, so it was a nice change again to get back a bit into drawing. #dragon #furryart #furry #scalie #art #digitalart

Dig, dig, dig, dig, deeper! Dig, dig, dig, dig, deeper! Delve, delve, delve, delve, deeper! Weep, weep, weep, weep, weeper! Hah! Oh well, It's probably not the most original or dynamic pose for him, but I tried my best to make it at least look cool!

A goddamn spam-call interrupted my nap... I've dreamt something beautiful and great after a very long while again and then this happens. I'll never forgive those pests.

At some point I need to draw (or even commission) something that shows just how much of a lapdog I actually am. Just because the mood's that strong today again. Nothing, without exception, beats laying your head on someones lap while being petted lovingly 💚

Valentine’s Cuddle 🐺🐰

Having nothing to do at work currently gives me a lot of time to think about myself and my current mental problems. Of course I can only speculate, but after the last 3 days I think I came to a temporarily conclusion that it's not my depression, but more a kind of lovesickness.

I reached a point today and made my first experience with AI - with ChatGPT. I asked it, what I'm supposed to do with my current depressive and lonely state. Now, half an hour in, I'm sitting here all teared up like a crybaby, because this damn AI gives exactly the right, yet hurtful, answers.

Loot after defeating me ⚔️ ▶️ Mount: A worn out bed ▶️ Common Loot: A dusty somewhat good PC ▶️ Crafting material: Essence of Depression ▶️ Pet: "The screaming chickens" ▶️ Weapons: Dagger and Katana ▶️ Applied debuff: Eternal slumber ▶️ Cosmetic: Boring black shirts Yeah... like that, I guess

Would you pet a dragon?

That I'm actually scrolling through a list of job offers speaks for itself, huh? Already the first result sounds so mich better than what I currently have. Starting with Homeoffice and additional payments. And on top: It's actually close to Munich and a lake, therefore close to mountains, too.

First illustration of this year! Personal art sponsored by Wulon :D Ended up a biit too late for the theme, but i still wanted to finish it up nonetheless~ And good lord, painting this food made me sooo hungry! #art #dragon #christmas #xmas #food

Well... at least I drew Catto with his favourite toy-ball 🌎🐈‍⬛ Does this somewhat count as Macro? 🐈‍⬛ - @shadowcloud169.bsky.social #furryart #digitalart #cat #furry

I have an urge to flee from everything and everyone again. Just because of work - or more precise my unpleasant colleague. ... I want to bury my face in someones lap and forget everything work-related for just a moment.

It's been 10 months and this is still my wallpaper. Everytime I get to look at it on my 2nd screen, which is my tablet, I can't help but grin at it 🐾

Did you know that you can also found this lovely furball on Wplace? Just look a bit southeast around Munich at the border to Austria 🐈‍⬛ Y'all underestimate how much I love this derpy cat-thing

Scrolled a bit through my stuff and... ... This one always gives me joy, tbh. I wanted to draw Catto again for a while now. Maybe I should just try, even with how demotivated I am. For this lovely furball of love and destruction.

Did some new Glam for my Hroth and thought I'd share 😅 ##ffxiv

I Am Normal About The Witch Doctor I Am Normal About The Witch Doctor I Am Normal About The Witch Doctor I Am Normal About The Witch Doctor

What if, instead of becoming a dragon, you chose to become their guardian ? 💎 In that case, the kobold potion is for you ! 🧪✨🦎

Having to go to work only for 4 hours in the afternoon on fridays from now on could be potentially the best thing for an night-owl like me. I could go to bed at 5am and it wouldn't cause any trouble. I was hoping I could make use of it and find some motivation to draw again after 2 weeks, but... eh

Having to wait for my boss to bring in some work is more exhausting and frustrating than having too much to do. I had half an hour of work and now I have to sit here for a total of 8,5 hours doing nothing. And it'll get even worse when my boss goes on vacation 🫠

no complaints as far as i can hear :3 comm for @samt517.bsky.social

Commission for Jathifluff

What a nice day to have your basement flooded again ✨️

Knowing that there's at least >some< positive movement in that goddamn topic that kept me anchored down for so long, really pushes my spirits a bit upward again. I'm even using Emojis again while chatting with others. But still far from feeling like a menace to society again 🙃

I really got used to sleep with candlelight since new year. It doesn't feel as lonely as before. And everytime I look at the candle, it makes me forget all the current bad things for a slight second. Guess this Advent-comic did leave a mark on me, huh?

A few stickers for myself I haven't shown yet. Except the pat-one - I just like it too much to now show it one more time. #art #furryart #furry #digitalart #kobold #scalie

When I changed my representative OC from Laruk, a dragon, to Arroc, a kobold, I definitely forget about #AppreciateADragonDay Well... wish I could embrace and enjoy it, whatever my representative OC is, but.. eh...

Made some use of todays mood to work a bit on Reikos ref. #art #digitalart #furryart #dragon #scalie

Due to current RL-stuff I've reached a point in which I begin to understand why Macro-Furs love to terrorize humankind, demolish cities, trample countries, f*ck the world and swallow galaxies. There's all reason to. I still won't join 'em, but I understand you beasts more and more.

Just to have mentioned it, after reactivating: I also have a vent-account for thoughts that cause me a lot of trouble, to say it in a harmless way, which would be this one: @larukrl.bsky.social Please follow only if you're actually interested in my dark thoughts and aren't prone to them yourself.

To commemorate my current mood, a new sticker to vent a bit. Would've liked a little comic for venting, but I really don't have the energy for it. Did 4 versions of this one, but one is enough for an upload.

I thought a lot about it but I think I will make a radical change this year and make my kobold Arroc my "representative" everywhere. Though I'll keep my @ and all that.

I'm too pure and naive for this horrible world.

Credit to @Fayevixiv

One of those desastrous nights in which my head is overthinking 5 different topics, each with more or less heavy impact on my life, simultaneously. Why now, where I have to go to work again? Urgh...

Pokemon crashing out over Uno, that's it, that's the post #pokemonart #myart

Istg they're so desperate for us to use that slop. How about no.

Cerberus

An hour already in, but happy new year from germany to y'all! Lets see what this year will bring, huh?

And here is the full story for anyone without a FA account! + Art by @larukdragon.bsky.social docs.google.com/document/d/1... TXT: dl.dropboxusercontent.com/scl/fi/3dpkz... Send me some feedback if you want! 51 Pages - 16750 Words #furryart #furry #dragon #christmas #story #writing #advent

Since y'all liked the last render, here's another pose test~ Still some things left to be fixed, but it's nearing completion now :D #art #blender3d #dragon #3dart

This troublesome kobold -really- has to learn his lesson after all that trouble he put @shadowcloud169.bsky.social through with those pesky candles! (For a bit of context I'll refer to our actual christmas carol: www.furaffinity.net/view/63428924/ ) #art #digitalart #nsfw #dragon #kobold #furryart

Have you ever asked yourself what happens if you just can't say no? Exactly this. _________ Art made by @larukdragon.bsky.social 💜 Part 1/6 Next part below! I've written a story for the series. Read it here: www.furaffinity.net/view/63428924/ #furryart #furry #dragon #christmas #art #advent

merry christmas <3 got 2 big gifts right here for ya 🐾

To wrap up this christmas carol for this year... it'll get crispy hot in the world of christmas 🔥 🐲 - @shadowcloud169.bsky.social #art #furryart #digitalart #dragon #christmas