also getting discouraging comments on FiSe, because I have not updated in some time, people are assuming/declaring it discontinued. Please do not decide this for me!! I have been struggling with both mental and physical health and my priorities have pivoted but never fully shifted😭

currently in phase "hoard my love all to myself" of enjoying Deltarune ever since ch 3-4 dropps (Gerson big fave. BIG fave. I have so many thoughts but again: I am sitting on my precious eggs because apparently I must wait until the halflife of a fandom is over 😆

HorrorFarm Soul Sex :3

one of the things i like about my drawings is that they are all objects that physically exist in the world 🥰 the investment of time and materials make the silly things even better for me. sometimes even makes up for having to draw the same thing repeatedly for comics. #kustard

Its ok! Let's try together again tomorrow!

Only a few more days to entre!

My illustration for Ch 1 of Firsts & Seconds by @skerbbie.bsky.social !! archiveofourown.org/works/26625826 Farm Sans finds something unexpected in the fields one late autumn evening... #UTMV #Horrortale #Farmtale #UndertaleAU

It was believed in medieval times that hedgehogs had spikes so they could roll over fruit to carry home to their children, which is not true but is a really cute idea

when one of the ytubers u follow releases a book you wanna read but it's incompatible with kindIe?! maybe I can gently bully him to upload it for us non-pad users 😶‍🌫️

kustard pillow nest 2 they're like tribbles

jsyk if you bookmark my fic with a quote from my fic, and that quote is "They are benevolent deities. I am the twisted demon who came first. My existence is a gaping wound humanity tore in the universe so that these simpering dipshits could enter it through me," we are friends.

the horror ❤️ boans and dog roses

Update! For!! Damage To Equipment archiveofourown.org/works/758214... I made sure ART wasn’t listening and swept the area for drones. “I wanted to make sure the talking did something to me first, because I think Three’s problem is a lot worse than mine. I don’t want to make it worse on accident.”

i would love it so much if Reggie learned to love forehead kisses. and maybe even headbutted my chin like Sherb does. i've been having rolling cry fits because i'm scared of the day it will be only Sherb and I will honestly miss his gentle persistant affection 🥺

fuck, i feel called out. currently on year 3, apparently 🤣 (for the most recent longfic sdkfjhgh)

it's been kind of hard to be online lately - not for any reason, just fell out of the habit (!?) but I do check occasionally, but I'm so bad for posting these days. I'm sorry to keep the people waiting for FiSe updates and other fics waiting 😭 what I would give for my old hyperfocus back hhhHH!!

archiveofourown.org/works/78981951 <- the long awaited sequel to the sybian fic! so thrilled that "masturbation interruptus" is a tag yall dont even know

More lost pics from tweeder! 2022(?) A piece of fanart for @skerbbie.bsky.social’s Firsts and Seconds’ Farmhorror!

A spin thru Paper Chrono Trigger Deconstruction of Time

I found bread

the unrepentant asshole who keeps trying to ingest alliums when my guard is down, which cost me $842 last week 😒 (he is doing fine)

negative: I gotta reread FiSe so I remember where I'm going with it positive: I reread FiSe 🥰🤲

PS FiSe is retirementAU where the judges are retired and on rotation and a multiverse ok. ilu thank u for the sweetness. I have so many wips, I gotta finish them hnnng.

mental illness is amazing, it'll be like ah yes here is 9.8 years of hyper focused fic writing for (media), and then shut it down when one (1) positive-presenting fan bitches & polices your work bc you "wrote the wrong names!!!!!!!1!1!1!11eleventy" in an AU-adjacent they gatekeep

I somehow managed to write over 1,5k today for AVFKW (new royaulAU oneshot i've been working on for...,,. mmblbm.,..,.., 1,5 years) trying to weanus my peanus from the great googly moogly drive and using scrivener and UGH MY BRAIN IS LIKE OH NO YOU LOVE CLOUD WRITING TOO MUCH

i keep thinking about murderbot lounging in positions that make humans wince or grimace and was trying to imagine some of those poses

I am doing a second print run of The Party and a print run of Book 2, which has 6 stories in it. The magic number I need to hit to keep costs low is 25. If I can get 25 orders of each book, the cost will be $10 CAD each.

It's been a while! I had my meds revised so I finally have energy to post some oldies! :O A "XGaster being weird to Cross" commission I drew a little bit ago! BARE BONES!?! XGaster being dodgy with Cross will forever be my favourite flavour of Cross angst,, 💜

why we're here lmao

speaking of writing - I got Scrivener for my bday (mumbles) 2 months ago and have yet to even load it up... I wanna wean myself off gdocs hnnngh. 🥺

If you're a writer, wondering why you should bother writing with the world on fire. It feels like it's not important, I need you to understand that it is. Even if it is just because it keeps you moving forward? Even if it only brings YOU joy, that gives you energy to fight & survive.

AN UPDATE! FOR!!! Wave Displacement (The Murderbot Diaries) Chapter 4 of 10! archiveofourown.org/works/759051... ART's private reflection on the subjective eternity of 4.82 seconds, its surprising new ability to screw the pooch, and the singular ultimate horror: being born.

Wave Displacement (M) archiveofourown.org/works/75905156 "Humans were screaming, I was sprinting toward the problem, and the sky was unleashing a chill, torrential rain that made me nostalgic for getting hosed off in the security ready room. It should have been the perfect day." A03 Placard

I managed to finish this chapter! :D New #Royaul! archiveofourown.org/works/77506846

A partial update for Shadows of Eclipse - this chapter was intended to be longer, but since updates are slow, I decided to put this part forward now <3 Please enjoy ✨ archiveofourown.org/works/416627...

I shared the video (and only the video, because it's safe) with my little brother and he laughed at me. Also it's free to buy again for the next two days! I saved my last two days for peak holiday time because nothing says ‘holiday spirit’ like FREE STUFF while you’re trying to digest pie.

七輪パタパタ👒🪓

Discorea Elephantipes, raised from seed June 2023!! and this lil guy is till working on its #caudex #plants

I didn't cheat by using my brith month to avoid duplicates with an obscure movie reference 😸

the #1 movie when you were ten years old is how your 2026 will go: hahahahaha

Deltarune newsletter spoilers Tenna is confirmed an ass man, I see, I see

rereading again 🥹

Hello! I made a spreadsheet to input the NSFW UT/DR/UTMV folks doing the Christmas trees this year! Please feel free to REPOST!! (Make separate posts on bsky/other social media) I have a lot of people blocked and they won't see this post, so please post the link 🔗🔗🔗 docs.google.com/spreadsheets...

colormytree.me/2025/01HJ6WM... leave me a msg if u want! i know i've not been active lately but my brain is still full of skeletons :3

It's the Dreamare Chapter we were all waiting for in this update of #Royaul archiveofourown.org/works/73932681

This one is a brain-to-paper screencap drawing inspired by @skerbbie.bsky.social’s #Royaul fic “The Swallowtail Arrow” as the scene played out like a movie in my head 👉 archiveofourown.org/works/60442330 ______ ※ #utmv ※ #hjworktag

Happy Halloween! 👻☠️💀🎃 Now let's see how Epic met Entity >:D Pls mind the tags archiveofourown.org/works/73433066

I don't need anything for my birthday this year (11/03) but if you have any loose change you can always toss @gildedpleasure.bsky.social a kofi for me since they need it more than I do and it would REALLY help!! 💟 ko-fi.com/gilded_pleas...

this is REALLY GONNA SUCK. SNAP is literally the only way I have food to eat right now