i made two small meals today

Dimethyltryptamine

you feel like you failed at life

"arthritic changes in the lower back"

sorry. i'll be quiet.

maybe we'll cure covid when it gets so hot that we have to bunker down and quarantine for real this time

cant get up

i knew i was fucking worthless when i read the christmas card listing all my sisters' accomplishments and all that was said for me was "sawyers still working at cvs". i was destined for nothing. im a worthless retard. none of you will ever understand.

nothing is real. nothing is real. none of you even fucking know me. who the fuvk cares. fuck this. fuck.

i want to down a botttle of valium. i want to take every pill i got. im not fucking kidding. i cannot do this. i cannot keep going. i cannot fucking be here.

my whole life is through these shitty fucking rectangles. lived through others. im not real. im not a person. i have nothing. im fuvking worthless.

im alone im in pain i have fucking nothing in my life its only gotten worse and i just want to fucking end it because theres truly no fucking point anymore.

just. tired.

u ever just look at the 15 bottles of assorted medications and wonder, how fast can i down all of these

somewhere..

cant fucking live like this

probably better to starve anyways

i am not a good person. and i deserve everything i have been dealt. i am going to have a slow, painful, miserable death, and i will be alone in those final moments.

i struggle to stand, i struggle to swallow, i don't have much to cook, i need help, i don't know where to go or what to do or how to navigate this, i feel alone in these struggles, and truthfully, im scared to ask anybody directly for help. i don't know what im meant to do at this point.

"what if everything else about mechsploitation verbatim, except nicies to puppygirl :)" is just this but with a US college military recruiter instead of plamt-mommy

Seven Dollars feat Kasane Teto. A song for chronic freelancers.

literally listening to mud dauber wasps buzz inside my walls and maintenance tells me there's nothing to worry about. dawg. there are wasps GETTING INSIDE MY APARTMENT.

good news: my food stamp balance has been doubled bad news: that's double the balance AFTER my balance got divided by 10. $47 still can't last a whole month..

sneezing while your lower back AND your throat hurt is like. the worst thing in the world

no you see im actually boymoding in the hopes that another girl sees it and does something to me about it

why tyhe hell reign got 300mg caffeine thats absurd

YES

dreamt i got catcalled by a buncha clowns in a van coming from the combination gay clown club/clown car mechanics and im pretty sure it was a front for the clown mafia

i really can't keep going like this

everything hurts

Don't have anything new to post atm, so here's a quick WIP lol~ #deltarune #wip

i'd like to present my argument against digital-only

I don’t use walkthroughs in videogames so a lot of Dark Souls type games are me wondering why I got a bad ending and it’s always because I ate the Pie of Regret from the Profligate Pie Merchant 17 hours ago

Reviews are in for Rhythm Heaven Groove. IGN: FUUUUCK I HATE IT PC Gamer: FUUUUCK I HATE IT Kotaku: FUUUUCK I HATE IT Metacritic: FUUUUCK I HATE IT PeanutButterGamer: Hey everybody, Peebs here! OpenCritic: FUUUUCK I HATE IT GameSpot: FUUUUCK I HATE IT GameInformer: FUUUUCK I HATE IT

Throw her

gotta get those babies addicted to ipad brainrot as early as possible imo

im trying the thing with rhe five panel hat where u put the ponytail out the back

there has to be some logical reason as to why every corporation feels obligated to shoot themselves in the foot and gut all the functions they have on their sites or hardware

oh right. car's at the hospital still. ugh

swishes my fat fluffy $$$$ tail

throat is SO inflamed. this is so painful.

Crazy how this is the one of the coldest summers of the rest of our lives

i got a lot of xrays done today and i realized that it sounds exactly like Mettaton Undertale

god. it's so lame. ive been to the hospital for: sleeping weird and hurting myself. sitting too long and hurting myself. eating improperly and hurting myself. it really seems like im like. not good at this "functional human" thing.. i really feel incompetent. this really takes a toll on my psyche.

Microsoft this week: We're laying off half the industry. Sony: We're ending physical games. Nintendo: have u seen this splatoon weapon we call it the bloblobber