just heard sophie in an advertisement not sure i’m cut out for 2026

2019

pharmacy gave me the wrong size syringes but they gave me a refund at least. only problem is i asked for the correct size syringe and they gave me.. just needles. i have extra so no big deal but omg i might as well buy them on amazon why is this so difficult

this was my phone background for years i actually totally cropped out and therefore forgot about their shadows

i let someone borrow a book i had about edvard munch and she stopped talking to me so i don’t think i’m getting it back

its interesting to look at this idea from 2022. it was before my diagnosis, but in retrospect the milkweed people are very schizotypal. who says i lack self awareness

painting from 2021 i showed to a shrink once (he asked)

部屋

yeah modern hardcore is great (i love it) but it will remix a hardcore song into another hardcore song. 90s hardcore will be like here’s a folk singer songwriter song in happy hardcore style. if anyone knows of ppl on soundcloud who are still doing this kind of thing lmk

the elitism of “logical thinking” is evidenced by the immediate dehumanization you receive the moment you question it. we don’t have to agree; why are you mad at me for simply (in your eyes) being wrong? why is it so threatening that it makes you jump right back into ur cocoon in disgust and denial?

how it feels

from 2022

2021, me

i’m just slowly giving up on being a subtle person. yknow how 50 yr olds lose their filter? i’m just tiring of speaking in codes and riddles. most of all i want to be able to talk about my experiences without people judging me as crazy or attention seeking

tbh i forgot i post art here and people follow me for that so sometimes i post very personal things forgetting that real people see it when in person no one knows a thing about me and there’s a conflict there i only just realized that’s made me very uncomfortable

weed made me gay & schizotypal

趣味の移り変わり感じる(2021→2026)

its right behind you!!

雪と友達

Article about the recent release of Haibane Renmei and interview with creator Yoshitoshi Abe (Serial Experiments Lain, Texnolyze, NieA Under 7) from Anime Insider Issue 9 (October 2003)

#doodle 塗鴉⋯⋯獅子魚之類的吧⋯⋯？？？ 想把覺得長得有意思的生物都畫過一輪擬人

u make me see traces

warm autumn

Osmosis

I was born in Philadelphia so I’m allowed to throw a temper tantrum whenever I want

why? my current gestalt of life

girl holding fish

soundcloud comments on ambient songs are like “yooooooooooooo” “this is crazy” and its a song with no drums

スマホでかいてみた絵

just forget it exists

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