I always manage to have hypoglycemia during my exams, where my brain throws out all math/numbers/general coherence, from which it takes my brain at least 1 hour to recover, because I was awful in a past life and must suffer in this one

Just to share what I've been doing: - was auto-accepted into my master's program - scheduled my thesis defense a mere three weeks from now - took a break from swordriding pending repairs - mostly existed as furniture and food dispenser to these two noisy, clingy, absolute dorks:

take back what is yours #PrideMonth

Between my scooter still not being fixed and still having to troubleshoot CSP, I have officially accomplished nothing this spring break

So far, my favorite part of CSP 5.0 is Studio constantly crashing, that the performance bottleneck still hasn’t been removed, that it’s the only art program that leaves the GPU untouched, and the strange choice to implement “recent materials” and not “recent brushes”

I’m sorry, it was actually 10+ minutes to start the program. jesus wept.

Going to hazard a guess based on the 5+ minutes CSP still needs to load that they did not, in fact, update their Windows 7 era ass one-core bottleneck, nor implemented broader GPU use. Because what sense would that make

Lately my brain has been on its “here’s another day-ruining thought to consider” bullshit more than usual, and I’d love to know if we’ve found a way to automagically end intrusive thoughts yet

This chart also applies to writing fiction, FYI.

I don’t disagree with the criticisms of “sapiosexual,” but there has got to be a word for those of us who will never know love because we 1) are only attracted to people who clear an intellectual/competency kink threshold, but 2) live in the United States of America

I had it perfectly fixed. Then the obnoxious construction next door knocked something into the same part I just disassembled and replaced. Now if I try using it, the wheel grinds in a way that feels like a fire hazard

Why any algorithm thinks I'd be interested in forever-harris dems is beyond me. I have seen the same talking points trotted out ad nauseum with increasingly self-unaware justifications, and now we're down to "well leftists are smug," "well there are lots of genocides, why was THIS one important"--

Without constant debilitating pain to distract me, I have become increasingly aware of how I look 100% feminine despite nine years of testosterone and, as such, am increasingly bitter about it

Transphobia is an astroturfed moral panic invented from whole cloth by people on the Epstein list

It Only Tuesday https://theonion.com/it-only-tuesday-1819569397/

A reminder to fic writers that if you think it’s too late to update something, it isn’t. I follow a years-old fic that is updated maybe once every harvest moon after having no expectations it would be finished and I am thrilled every time I see it

My scooter, whose tire I just replaced, to me on my way out the door this morning

It’s all fun and games until the atmospheric pressure changes and one side of your face blows up

So… all this time (~1+) my SSRI was inhibiting dopamine signaling in my brain and creating severe executive dysfunction that could not be overcome through any other means but chemical. I got SNRIs. I also got Wellbutrin and I love her.

My mother listening to me describe executive dysfunction and saying “yeah, I’ve felt that way before” is up there with “what do you mean OCD has racing and intrusive thoughts? I have those all the time”

"That drug shouldn't cause that side effect" ... and I probably shouldn't have had serotonin syndrome or had euglycemic DKA on Jardiance. And Yet,

So this turned out to be a much bigger issue than expected

So… what do we think the chances are of CSP 5.0 fixing the one CPU core bottleneck and/or using GPU acceleration (I am begging. I am pleading. Please god let me have this one thing)

so I'm just finding out that high SSRI doses can dampen dopamine signaling

Someone please tell me why, despite 200 mg of Zoloft and ~35 mg adderall daily, I still feel like a slug whose only interest is rotting

I messaged my endocrine last night knowing there was a 99% chance there’s nothing to be done regarding my ovaries, but I always ask in case I’ve crossed over into ~concerning~ symptoms. He told me my period is harmless, which is adorable. I was thinking neuroendocrine tumor

LRT (last… repost? LRP?) is me right now. pleasantly intoxicated. unbothered. drank out of a gusu lan cup. not in the arms of my soulmate, granted, but I’m a realist and I’ll take what I can get

#cql #theuntamed #lanwangji / #LanZhan #weiwuxian / #WeiYing

happy birthday lan wangji 🌸💌 #MDZS #Wangxian #蓝忘机0123生日快乐

Happy birthday to lovely Lan Zhan~!🐰🎂💙 #LanWangji #LanZhan #MDZS #Wangxian #蓝忘机0123生日快乐 #蓝湛0123生日快乐 #含光君0123生日快乐

#TarlaPBunnies Lwj got smashed because je thought that wwx was dating another person. Wwx didn't even know that lwj was in the same bar, he just saw him and went to say hi. Really surprised that he looked so gone. He tried to wake him up and when he does, lwj says:

2026 life changes so far: finding out the verapamil I need for CHs was also what was making me feel lazy/unmotivated/depressed, and having a full period for the first time in years despite >1500 ng/dL serum t while also on Provera. Can we just throw this one out and start over

I was really hoping my ovaries could be normal until the end of the semester when I could schedule their removal. They are now being the least normal they’ve been in a minute, presumably because they are capable of spite

anyway I would like to order one (1) wei yimg please. he is hot and I like him

I could swear I used to have incredible alcohol tolerance, but I just took a few sips of a premixed cocktail and I'm like. Oh. That's Nice.

For non-German speakers: “Dear media, I can’t stand the headline "No agreement between the US and Denmark” any longer. If an armed man storms a bank, you don't run the headline: "Robber and cashier can't reach an agreement on money transfer." Stop framing imperial aggression as normal diplomacy.”

People are still objecting to acab in the year of our light-bearing lord 2026 because they're related to one. Meanwhile, my uncle was one for a brief stint and is every stereotype that exists, and even if he wasn't, every other cop I've known has been the exact same

White supremacy explains many apparent contradictions. Conservative calls for free speech were always about freedom to use slurs without sanction. Calls for small government were always about denying Black folks rights and state protections. This is conservatives achieving their goals.

"If someone is an addict versus a dealer, that is not my obligation," GOP state Sen. Wendy Rogers said when one person testified that her proposal would sweep up addicts who would benefit from treatment instead of prison story via @jerodmacevoy.com

Listening to the Riley interviews. Somehow the level of disgust and visceral hatred I felt before feels naive. The world does not hate this "man" enough by half. I could understand believing in literal demons if they were this subhuman shitstain and his pedo rape/murder cabal.

Since it's Lan Sizhui's birthday...🥲🥲🥲

Mdzs comm wip

I hate being too anxious to open messages/emails, then becoming increasingly anxious as I avoid doing this, then anxious about answering at all because of the time passed, and then once I finally read it, I find it was the least big deal in the history of deals and situations

No matter where you are, I hope you are in a safe and warm place. Happy New Year 🎆 #MDZS x #WhereWindsMeet Wei Wuxian from Raging Tides Lan Wangji from Lone Cloud

Once again my love of queer media is held in check by one insurmountable barrier: my sincerely held, religious disinterest in sports. That I am tweeting this from an ice hockey game is immaterial

His address has been posted on threads. I never thought my self-described “tree-hugging liberal” mother would ever have a conversation with me about what form of dismemberment would be the best course of action.

If that video is real: I want him drawn and quartered. Bare minimum. Ideally far more. Put me on a government watch list I simply do not give a single solitary shit.

True sign of the times was I mentioned this to my mother, who needed years of convincing to allow a (very safe) competition rifle into her house and kept under lock and key, and she didn’t even blink

I actually just heard about the organizations sounding the alarm for possible first steps to genocide for people such as myself and, while I’m not surprised, cool cool that’s fine this is fine. But now I’m even more furious