I once knew a “certain ships/kinks get me Big Mad” type irl. Most obnoxious human I ever met. Sex tears=rape. Writing about SA meant you liked it. Got SO upset I liked Storm of Swords they created a bizarrely specific list of OCs I needed to kill off if I wanted to “be like that”

my wrath of khan spirk art 👍 #art #startrek

I spent a week sleeping off viral pharyngitis only to have the psychic damage of catching up on things I missed to make me feel like I need to sleep another week

Being in my early 30s after growing up thinking 35 came with looking like George Costanza has been one of the more surreal experiences in my life so far. A gen z coworker older than my brother asked if my nearsightedness was “middle aged sight”

it's so nice to see what a functioning judiciary looks like "A transgender woman in the East African nation of Kenya has won a landmark court victory in which the judge not only found in her favour, but ordered the government to pass a Transgender Protection Rights Act." fuck yeah

“Yeah, we’re not allowed to use the word ‘female’ in research anymore, so we have to say ‘individual with ovaries’” is quite the boomerang effect I should have seen coming

“I pretty much read most of the paper but still don’t understand it”

In all seriousness, please do not stop taking Tylenol/acetaminophen for fever reduction. Especially while pregnant. Even if the risk of autism existed, there’s far worse you can do by letting a high fever run unchecked, denaturing your fetus’s proteins (it needs those)

I can’t believe this administration has me defending the most useless “painkiller” in existence because somebody threw a dart and now Dr. Oz gets a payout

Meanwhile, back home: my godson has claimed my room for himself once more

Finally heard from my presentation partner re: the presentation we’re giving Tuesday and I needed to explain the assignment to them. 🧍🏻

I can finally talk and eat/drink again. I love how my mother said "wow, you got over that quickly" because yes, that is true, but definitely doesn't feel like it when all you've done since Tuesday is sleep and eat popsicles

good news: both of my midterms are being rescheduled bad news: this is owing to the fact I am on the “fever and glass shards” stage of pharyngitis. It’s only been a few days and I miss my ability to swallow

My new shirt design is a very serious PSA that I was asked to make, because apparently a lot of people don't know. roryblank.bigcartel.com

Developed a cough today, so obviously my brain is now spinning a roulette wheel with options like Covid, measles, and “the bubonic plague, because why not”

the tailor #guolduart #originalart

Putting a robot in bondage for its mental health call that cable management and strain relief

I am once again asking the universe to smite Huntington Beach so it crumbles into the harbor and entombs all of its Nazis in the ruins of the homes they inherited from their parents with property taxes they couldn't afford

Amazingly, the one attendance-required class I did have decided to forego attendance today, so I will take this to mean my decision was cosmically endorsed

They’re holding a fascist vigil at my school tomorrow, in an open carry state, after the TP chapter here has already tried to stir shit and claim the university canceled them when nothing of the sort happened. I am undecided yet if attendance is worth it

The rank and inescapable fascist apologia has taken me from “this is poetic justice” to “every time someone eulogizes that human thumb as anything less than the Nazi he was, I watch his carotid artery transition to a fountain and his pronouns become was/were”

Friendly reminder that the Valhalla mention wasn’t just some weird thing to say, it’s a dog whistle. Norse paganism is so frequently co-opted by Nazis that someone calling themselves a Norse pagan is, in itself, a glaring red flag.

My school schedule finally means I must part ways with my employer.

tbqh, I’m just impressed that America managed to ignore 9/11 for one year… and to think it’s for That Fucking Guy.

It really does feel like 9/11 in that all the worst people are on TV telling you how the solution is to persecute minorities

Democrats flying the flag half staff for a far right influencer while refusing to call out the genocide...but you need to vote for them anyway to save humanity from fascism

Never has it been more obvious that the right lives on a completely different plane of reality. That kool-aid must taste even better than boot.

Liberal politicians if you are so disturbed just pretend Charlie Kirk was a Palestinian child and you’ll get over it in no time

Apropos of nothing, just going to throw this out there: we don’t have to mourn a n@zi. We especially don’t have to *performatively* mourn a n@zi. And if you’re genuinely mourning a n@zi, then I have questions.

Finally… an act of divine retribution. Perhaps there is a moral arc to this universe after all. Thoughts and prayers. Where he’s going, he’ll need them.

I'm going to need science to explain why my autoinjectors for sumatriptan hurt so damn much and why I can't just give the injection manually

My godson still visits frequently

i need everyone to get more gay and transgender right now

Married wangxian's biggest (and ongoing) fight is that whenever they have a project to do around the house, LWJ wants to hire a skilled professional and WWX wants to DIY it.

Apropos of nothing, thinking of the student I saw the other day whose water bottle had a rainbow sticker of an AR-15 that said “defend equal rights”

I really can’t overemphasize just how tired I am of not passing. I honestly don’t hold it against people for misgendering me—I get it, I don’t remotely look the part—but jfc why is it that the only pharmaceutical I’m not wildly sensitive to is testosterone

uterus stayed another coup attempt and took me out for the day. Convinced I only survived this full-time because it occurred randomly every 4-8 months and I wasn’t hemorrhaging legal limits of blood donation any more often than that

“It’s not my fault spice hurts me,” I say as all my sinuses are cleared by a single samosa. “Spice receptor density is greatest in Western European populations and least in South Asia.” I lay in agony as I am forced to take breaks from the mildest option off a menu in Chinese

And the full picture ✨ because as it turns out, I still draw.

"after dark" 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲: a stranger visits lan wangji's bedroom one night. and then every night after. 𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴: explicit 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱𝘀: ~3.5k fic by jalpari: archiveofourown.org/works/68592391 art by @skyvales.bsky.social : archiveofourown.org/works/69559391 for #TopxianBottomjiBreedingBang

Not me learning nine years into this that I could've been going much higher on my T dose this whole time

Every time, without fail, I am gobsmacked by how much easier everything is when I’m not in severe and constant pain. I’m actually catching up on things. Who knows what I’ll do next

these are olddd but I still really like them #mdzs #wangxian

My mother reminded me that when I was much younger, I used to line up my dinosaur toys by geologic period. The fact I had no friends and now have an OCD diagnosis makes a lot of sense, but how I escaped an autism evaluation is beyond me.

good news: cluster headaches significantly decreased meh news: this is almost certainly because I haven’t worked recently better news: no longer being on meds that made me stupid, sick, and tired means that it is finally the summer of new brain.

Pretty sure this website just made a pass at me. I just wanted to look at stl files

I’ve been busy with finals and now moving back, but now that I’m also burdened with knowing that I will have day-ruining cluster headaches every time I work because ~stress~, I am now lowkey terrified of it and approach the prospect of future shifts with immense dread. 😀

All that back and forth for him to ask “if I’m still willing to work remotely.” My brother in Christ, there is no reason to call, leave no message, wait a week, ask why you haven’t heard back, then call a day later than you said instead of making this a text.