I've been a swiftie since 2006. I held out hope through her social media blackout. I've been loyal to this fandom through it all. The haters can reach until their arms break but they can't convince me Taylor isn't a good fucking person. they can stay miserable and hateful and I'll stay a swiftie.

Need to tone it, but #breakdownbleachjob went pretty well.

me when I wake up

I have several scary appointments this week, my anxiety is literally swimming with sharks level... I'm gonna go bleach my hair about it.

The loaf of a spoiled cat ❤️‍🔥

Can we talk to the prophecy people and get Towsend back?

Baby let the game begin 🏈

I haven't left my bed in over a week. I can't get my heart rate settled Morning is a panic inducing , like waiting for the other shoe to drop. It dropped today. Mom's brain tumor is back. I can't breathe and every second is just my brain screaming. What an perfect time for the doc to pull meds.

So.... This may be it. Been hovering 84\40 for the last few days. I have never been this tired. I'm scared, I'm sad.

I just need to sit down with my best friend Taylor Swift and listen to Halseys The Great Impersonator and I think that would fix everything.

Fuck it since this day can't get much worse... Anyone know why know at my old ass age am I UNABLE TO SLEEP AT NIGHT BECAUSE OF GHOSTS? I know there isn't anything there but literally terrified all night awake anyway. If this is a tumor it's the most pathetically Jess way for me to find it.

Haven't been able to feel my face in 3 days. Been stuck in this fucking panic attack for 7 hours. Rational enough to know exactly what tools to help and use those tools, irrational enough for none of them to work. So I'm going going back back to Vancouver. Shirt for semi related tax.

Pain level 8. Ocd level 8. Storm level 8. Temperature 8° I am not enjoying myself.

Tryna strike a chord and it's probably A minorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Not hearing beautiful ghosts on a grainy Livestream is the loml. ... so I'll dance with beautiful ghosts...

Spoke with a member of Congress in person today. They said CALL. Especially R reps, said many are spooked and are waiting to hear from constituents how far is too far.

Noah Kahan backs Chappell Roan against former music exec. Jeff Rabhan and pledges to match her $25,000 donation to aid struggling artists: “I’m inspired by you. Happy to help get the ball rolling. Money where my mouth is!”

I'm happy for Beyonce, Cowboy Carter was and is a phenomenal album. It's honestly the album that gets the most play in my house right behind TTPD.

Should someone call in a welfare check for Drake? 🤣😭🤣

it should be noted, that after a strangely quiet awards season, the women at the #Grammys have spoken out without fear or retribution remember this

Here I go SOBBING AGAIN

Award shows should double as charity events for the rest of forever

“Record labels need to treat their artists as valuable employees with a livable wage and health insurance and protection. Labels, we got you — but do you got us?” — Chappell Roan demanding labels to do better during her #GRAMMYs acceptance speech.

I have legitimately sobbed this entire Grammys show, the performances, Chappell BEYONCE THE QUINCY TRIBUTE I can't it's too much, I need a nap and a drink and I'm so happy I can hear my heartbeat

Oh I am sobbing.

Oh I hope we get Beyonce live streams like we did the Eras tour! I will plan my entire life around getting to hear Daughter and Blackbird and Alligator Tears and I Hands II Heaven EVERY SINGLE PERFORMANCE. 😭🫶🏻

This is what the government did with 120K+ Japanese Americans in 1942. I know. I was there in those camps.

Happy Black History Month, and yeah, we're still doing that.

This feels very important and very glossed over.

Words and how they're used is VERY IMPORTANT and it worries me that it's being phrased as 'Plane collides with Helicopter" because that's NOT what happened. The helo collided with the plane. It hit the plane not the other way around. Don't let things get twisted in memory.

My day today

Finally home where it belongs

Alright naw, time to change out of my Chiefs hoodie just in case I do have to go to emergency tonight. 🙃

The Eras Tour never stressed me out that badly, but that joy at the win really helps. 😭🤣

My bestie 😭😭😭

Was the fact that I had the bridge to The Alchemy playing at exactly 6:40 because I wasn't there for the game start the reason we won? No. Was it The Holy Football Trinity of The Alchemy, So High School, Blank Space and pulling into my driveway exactly 13 minutes after the game started? Yes. 🙃

That game almost killed me. 😭🙃

I will fucking die on this couch before I go to my emergency room during this game. 😭

Starting The Pitt. I really freaking missed him. 😭

The void won't even answer my calls anymore

Every human deserves the right to live in a body that truly feels like home to them. Every human deserves the right to love whoever they love. Reproductive healthcare is healthcare. These are simple truths.

Aren't stims usually something your body is used to doing? A self soothing thing? Mine are... So which ever way you slice it it's still a shit sandwich.

Id say America was nice while it lasted but it wasn't so let's get the fuck up and fight. Take the time to be sad but get back up and fight.

Everything changed overnight and I feel so stupid and I'm fucking scared. I'm gonna fight my fucking ass off but I'm really fucking scared. Trust no one. 🫶🏼

Made the mistake of scrolling FB and I wonder how many people was trumps thing yesterday the last straw because I'm about there I can't do 4 more years of this much hate. I nearly didn't survive the last time.

Little bit of joy today

I don't think I ever showed you guys my shoes