just received an ad for këtamine, thx Dr House i caustically luv u

peace of mind elusive impossible my doctor's internet pass word

For my younger viewers, a book is something we used to have before the internet. It's like a blog for people with attention spans. #Colbert

adblocker but for thoughts and billboards

same same except vegan cookies & dogs, respectively

peace of mind elusive impossible my doctor's internet pass word

nothing but respect for my doctor

Waxahatchee, “Right Back To It”, live on “Colbert” a while back. So great as always. Can’t wait to see her again tonight at The Beacon. youtube.com/watch?v=DDTw...

everything's the blues and the blues run the game

the main reason i'm regretting my large tattoos procured in winter-times

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oh nothing just continually processing childhood shit but anyway i think Love can only be defined as unconditional and if you have even one condition you shouldn't be allowed to call it "love"

nothing but respect for my presldent m.youtube.com/watch?v=VKk2...

in case you need some whimsy before delving into the horrors, two robins woke me up as they're cleaning out my gutters full of leaves and using them to fortify their nests across the yard 🧡

Announcement: every tv show created after 1990 is Twin-Peaks-derivative 🦉

well i needed a new knitting show, started watching x-files, and other than Scully being kidnapped four times per episode, The Man From Another Place just appeared, so i am properly terrified/ \deifirret

orchestral misery? yes please m.youtube.com/watch?v=oMI8...

Presenting THE INTERNET WILL DIE, AND SO WILL YOU, out in September from @herebelow.bsky.social, a new imprint doing awesome things. Here's the cover, a lil' excerpt, and the tagline of the press: "Books for the subversive work of being human." herebelowbooks.com/978080288542...

sorry i'm late the live 14-minute version of 'cortez the killer' was on college radio and i'm required by law to listen til the end

oh just talking about lament w/ dearest friends & sent one of them a poem i wrote & she compared it to denise levertov so i will try to accept maybe being in the same orbit as her if you want to be reminded of continual world horrors, here's "Advent 1966" gadflypoetry.wordpress.com/2012/08/20/a...

An app that changes the word "believe" to "suspect" in all your correspondences

just received an ad for këtamine, thx Dr House i caustically luv u

@retsoor.bsky.social 🙏

i've given up listening to white male pastors for lent ♾️

a *few* good men? in this economy?

so happy to be required to do this work training goodbye forever "technology is agnostic" "let me teach you about semantics. that may be a foreign term" "you can create what's called a 'template' which means you can use it again" "that white space looks really nice"

turns out if you pin seams first they actually look even and you don't have to rip them out four different times #knitteringexceptmakeitcrochetseam #timetofrog

"you're a truth beacon in a shitstorm" me to @stephaniedrury.bsky.social ♥️💔♥️

"accountability is meaningless unless it's for everybody" my spiritual director, Stephen Colbert

still have all the heart colors firmly in freq 1-7, followed by prayer hands and Colbert @retsoor.bsky.social

when you assume suffering creates art because you're only attracted to art that expresses suffering

"anyone with a greater capacity for love than I is a valuable teacher" toni cade bambara, 'what it is i think i'm doing anyhow' [we are who we've always been] www.are.na/block/12940090

#MEN listen to your leader xoxo from my own Brain Thunder session #Colbert @colbertlateshow.bsky.social m.youtube.com/watch?v=PDkW...

also #dreamt was in my childhood home but current neighbors dogs who bark at the essence of air were there. they ran into my basement and ate all my laundry (oh how i miss having a basement) my brain is broken send help

dreamt: @retsoor.bsky.social started a new band named VHS Cassette which i immediately deemed a far superior name to "tv on the radio" & he was going to tour w REM reunion (!) and my sister stole my phone so i couldn't find tour dates & she made me eat a lot of gum & recite the jokes on the wrappers

i'm giving up "giv- ing up listening to Ell- iott Smith" for Lent #lament #haiku

i have given up giving things up for Lent a- men i've given up

There is a light that never goes out...the sun! #cheeringupTheSmiths

why can't i ever meet people i really like at places i hang out all the time, like my room?

if it was god's plan to make this winter feel like we're all living inside that Counting Crows song "A Long December" well done sir

anyway i miss my friends and i miss my musicians and life is fragile and tell everyone you love them all of the time and three friends' babies were borned this month and i met two of them this week and they are perfect sublime joy-beings of holy light

not to mention my subconsc lower self-worth? dreamt: a friend asked what snack food describes me best & i said "an unpopped popcorn kernel" wtf @ my brain is broken dot net

the amount of books i've read about grief - easily in the hundreds, yet no one has ever so starkly and helpfully described what it's like to feel this devastation at such a young age death kills the innocence of youth

my niece wrote that in an elegiac song and i can't stop crying as my deep griefs are lining up to be lightened

life is fragile wish we'd learn before we let go and notice every day a little more the soft steady beating of their hearts I wish my apathy could die in place of you death kills the innocence of youth

honk if you heard a song nobody wrote

must the evil one steal all his ideas from "Stephen Colbert"? finding this has also reignited my ire toward whomever evil deleted the TCR archives

was there ever a more perfect description of & meditation on having a panic attack m.youtube.com/watch?v=lOPU...

twenty-twenty-five Year of Transcendent Fire Walk #InfiniteJest #sponsoredtime #YTFW #DavidLynch