It would be nice to not be in pain

can people seriously spend two hours in a social setting and then not spend the next 24 wanting to cry about it?

この鼻は伸びてそのうちあなたに届きます。がんぼるぞい。 translation: My nose will grow soon and one day it will reach you.

this is how I wanna draw men (Venus in Furs, 1870)

I need polls so I can start a new doodle series about Ferdinand getting rented out to all the f/f endcards who need a sperm donor

#thedarkivistwrites Dororitza /and/ ferdibert! The more I think about it, the more it compels me. Thank you for the suggestion ❤️‍🔥

3-player felching

WE WON! After 42 days of striking we have a tentative agreement in hand that protects our existing 4 day work week, establishes a minimum salary, and adds protections against AI replacing jobs at our workplace!

Once again thinking about Hubert and Jeritza having a strange, indecipherable form of sibling level drama

Neurodivergent friendship is a funny thing. You can find your people and have amazing connections with them, but be too overwhelmed with life to stay in touch, but miss them dearly and feel lonely, but be too burnt out to even send a text. 😩

maybe it is time to draw cock perhaps even balls

Dorothea and Constance could make such chaotic exes

medically mandated prostate massage

brb, gotta let my neurologist know I'm still sick in the head

a few finishing touches to go, but almost there

anyways, this is how medical malpractice kink can win-

excuse me, doctor, can someone please tell me how many more appointments and tests and years of not living my life I need to budget for before you can figure out what the hell is wrong with me?

So many people have asked me why I don’t try and be a full time writer/creative and the blunt answer is always that I am a single-by-choice woman who needs health insurance and a steady paycheck for her mortgage. A full time job is the only way. I just sacrifice sleep and free time to write.

unfortunately, I want to do all of the things all of the time, but sometimes I can't even do one of the things

On Hiatus

We're helping Mutsumi Natsuo-sensei spread the Yuri love! ♥️ Both "My Date is a Total Ike woman" and "Boyish²" will soon be available for sale online via the Manga Mavericks Store AND sold by us at conventions in the US next year! Stay tuned for when order pages go live!

inspiration and motivation haven't been overlapping much lately, but I AM making progress dissemvling a bunch of torn jeans so I can salvage the material

チャーハン

Last chance sale for remaining stock! I drew the Queen of Swords :) fatfolkstarot.bigcartel.com

anyways, I've spent the last two weeks diplomatically handling a passive-aggressive customer who refused to acknowledge anything I actually said in favor of writing another 3 to 10 paragraphs every day about how the problem is obvious and she looks forward to me resolving it.

I try not to complain, but everytime I see a post about "why do people obsess over THOSE characters who are BORING like MY blorbo who is COMPELLING and IGNORED BY EVERYONE" I have to chew off one of my fingers to avoid making a scene

For this week's WIP Wednesday... an official announcement! Me and Blue @smolowl.bsky.social are working on a zine, "A Little Bird Told Me..." 🐥 It is about a Ferdibert AU where they are birds (Ferdibirds if you will) featuring short stories with illustrations 🕊️

I think Dorothea and Constance should have some dubcon science experiment yuri

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forcefem this, forcefem that where's my magic accidental ranma 1/2 fem

I painted ur dog

I love fics about a disaster not-quite-couple fucking nasty at/during/after someone else's wedding because they suck at processing emotions

my primary shipping criteria might just be "can their relationship be described by a Depeche Mode song"

Kinktober 15

this is Hubert in my fics like 90% of time

I sometimes think I should get better at complimenting people, but then I remember that I really am just difficult to impress

smth smth where I am emotionally

adventures in reading vintage erotica really gives me a lot of empathy for the stuff men internalized about their own love/desire/needs being inextricably linked with causing harm or loss to the very people they wanted

#ferdibert archiveofourown.org/works/55551970

corruption kink: competitive edition wait, nevermind, that's just Grease

making my neurologists fight for my love (they can't agree whether I have epilepsy, narcolepsy, both, or some secret third thing)

dark fairytale ferdibert fic for mermay! archiveofourown.org/works/55925827

corruption kink but it's Hubert jerking off to thoughts of Ferdinand making him his own obedient vassal

Kinktober 14 aka "Pearls from the Deep, but if there were more boobs"

I love you clothed sex, I love you torn stocking and missing buttons, I love you lipstick marks on rumpled collars, I love you "someone will hear us", I love you gloves that stay on, I love you frantic desire that absolutely cannot wait another moment 💕

秋ですね。がんぼるぞい。 translation: It's autumn.

Kinktober 14 aka "Pearls from the Deep, but if there were more boobs"

progress is happening