Lew and I have been watching TNG and whenever something cool happens (often) I'll slap Lewis' leg like "are you seeing this?! An actual set!" And I don't know how he puts up with me. One day I'll slap his leg cause the plots are connecting and he'll just grab my hand and be like Jen please just stop

I was so enraptured with the dating life of Hugh Morris I didn't notice they didn't show the music hall, which I'm hoping is just saved for a later showcase

I've bummed myself out so instead here's the dancing triangle I try to emulate when I dance. Happy weekend folks

Found out the whole "woman hospitalised by smart fridge ad" thing was just a Reddit post that picked up steam, which is awesome, glad that hypothetical Carol didn't have a breakdown, but also gutted it means we're not talking about how modern life really sucks shit if you're mentally ill.

I just backed ABIDE on @kickstarter.com www.kickstarter.com/projects/637... I did a little wretch at the fingernail bit in the trailer, amazing work. I've never been so excited to, and yet dreaded, potentially play a game. Here's hoping they meet their goal!

Opened up bluesky this morning, was like "oh that's depressing" so closed it and opened a game on Steam about an unsolved child missing case, taking a break cause it was depressing and came back here. Starting to question if it's not the stimuli, it's just the depression.

Vibes have taken a hit after I was struggling to finish putting together the gunpla I got yesterday so gonna put that out of mind, try to dismiss the feeling I've ruined the weekend now and get caught up in my head to the extent that it actually ruins this rather nice weekend

I know this is nothing in the face of everything but had a moment after the new mario trailer where I wondered out loud why I've bothered to stay alive so far. Don't get me wrong everything else atm is absolutely awful but I can't believe it's gotten so much worse (the films and life in general)

One of my things recently has been going "Cope and seethe" with the same cadence as "jump and wave" from Follow the Leader, the party classic. That's the shape of sick and twisted I am.

@sonicyoda.neocities.org does it ever bother you that Bleeding Love isn't a HIM song but based on the name and subject it should be

Saw this and thought of you

Just remembered Go-go dancing was a thing. We should bring that back that looks so fun

Love that you can't be too ugly for god but I particularly like "Job went bankrupt" like he just invested badly. I feel like he had a lot more going on tbf.

Found out that despite regional differences, SingStar Legends for PS2 has a couple of songs that's on all versions for 9 different regions. One of these is Imagine by John Lennon. Fuck me what a downer. No wonder the series got shitcanned. Also Finland swapped Elvis for Lordi, fair fucks to them.

Sorted out my t-shirts cause I've run out of space in the drawers and didn't realise I'm a pop culture t-shirt person, which is depressing because people I've met probably figured it out before me. Only saving grace is there's no shirts that say about how sarcastic or clever I am (they'd be a lie)

Yeah you could say I'm a Gamer 😎

Excuse me?? It's literally bedtime

Hey Jack!

Can't stop about cutting my hair off and it's like that bit from Akira but I'm haunted by memories of my baby butch days. I'm in my thirties now I can't be her anymore

Show: Garfield and Friends Language: Cantonese

Watching an old retropals vod and someone in chat mentioned Sabrina Online and I just felt like a sleeper agent who's been activated.

Ma's TV keeps getting adverts about looking at indecent images of children and firstly I hope that's not targeted and secondly I'm guessing that's a recent thing cause I've never seen that before.

Ma keeps inviting the Major in despite her insisting that he is NOT her cat and she CAN'T keep him since she has three cats already but look at him!! Her mate's coming over who recently lost her cat and I wouldn't suggest replacing her but he needs a home and he's so polite

Passively watching Pluribus: wow this is just like Trapped In The Closet

Lew's got the Jet Set Radio run queued up to watch in a bit and as far as I'm concerned this is just what it's like

Sharing a game this Saturday, trying to repurchase my childhood and unfortunately a lot of the games we had are pretty expensive now, but looking forward to actually playing this as opposed to hiding while my brother plays

Was at cex and the people working there kept telling a customer that the PS2 doesn't play PS1 games

Real one spotted in the Steam reviews

Credits rolling on Thank Goodness You're Here! and what a charming game, was beaming the entire time. Found I was getting confused on where to go in places, but tbf I'm like that as soon as I get out of London anyway.

Yeah alright for you two

Last session of counselling today and we left it after 20 minutes. Literally ran out of shite to talk about so I peaced out lmao

Happy new year, hoping 2026 is kinder to us all x

We were talking resolutions and I'm thinking I'm gonna hit it hard with the healthy eating and this is gonna be the year I quit smoking, meanwhile Lew's like "my resolution is to survive 🙂" and I'm like steady on superman

in a thread about the trumps someone wondered aloud what barron was up to and i said he had formed a star trek themed ska band called "beam me up ska-tee" that was currently touring and someone got mad at me for wasting their time trying to fact check this then blocked me

I compared first party game companies to homebrewers porting games for free and some strangers assumed I had no idea what the difference was like I haven't been along for the ride for a dozen sonic fangame events.

Back home so gonna have a little cry at Lew's family spoiling me absolutely rotten this Christmas

Was over at Lew's folks for after Christmas catch-up and his aunt asked if I got anything nice so I asked if she remembered the show MASH from the 70s cause Lew got me some of the trading cards for it

Merry Christmas everyone! Gonna be playing mother today, in that I'm gonna bitch about this place being a mess and insisting we can't do presents until we have some floorspace

Unpacked my bag over at ma's and pulled out the massive present I got for her and she was proper flabbergasted, she was like "I thought you got me just some chocolate or something" and I did. But I also got her a little turntable to play her singles and she's gonna shit when she opens it.

Decided to treat myself this Christmas with joining the infinite review patreon for the podcasts which means I'm now trying not to laugh on the bus and probably looking like I'm having an aneurysm. Can't believe you can hear the lads discuss paralysed Jesus for less than a meal deal what a world

Picking out DVDs to take to my ma's and it's funny that everyone argues about what consistutes a Christmas film no one ever shoves this one on their festive watchlists

Watching an iceberg vid on gaming secrets and they were saying about the Sonic CD Fun is Infinite screen and the spooky music is US only, and I said out loud to myself about how it's because it's playing the boss theme and the US one is just like that and now I'm reconsidering dating a sonic fan

Love this song but every so often I'll get kinda sad when listening to it, this morning was a new low when I got choked up thinking about it. Not as bad as that time I couldn't sleep cause I had Good Luck, Babe stuck in my head and it kept making me cry.

Wrapped my present for my ma and decided to listen to Christmas songs to try and get in the season but unfortunately I remembered the season sucks. Just trying to focus on having a few days of drinking and watching shite TV and cuddling cats and not yknow the shit bits.

Yeah you could say I'm a gamer 😎

Great Grandma, You always know just what to say!

Low key highlight of the weekend was showing Lewis a professor Layton puzzle and inputting every single wrong answer that he said and watching him get more and more flustered with every failure 🥰