this show is relentlessly gay and at the same time is only maybe 30% as gay as Interview with a Vampire

girl who pronounces lmao like le meow

you should make characters influenced by my own ... it'd be so epic ... hell yeah

50 secs of petting vibri

My two favorite pictures of myself from last year

I love those sweaters/flannels/etc that use non-matching fabrics, they're so fun! Sketch for the lovely @completelyworst.bsky.social ~!! Thank you so so much! ❤️

She's really just beautiful to the point it feels inhuman

also it's my one year HRT anniversary today, so, yay for that, I suppose.

when it's cold outside

I need to stop apologizing for things that are pivotal to who I am. Not out of arrogance, but out of self respect

kind of darkly funny that "gender studies" is the stereotypical "useless degree" because gender studies will help you understand a large and important chunk of the current psychosis in american life

I'm not one to serious post but At 19 I learned I was trans, and since then I've overcome three suicide attempts, chronic alcoholism, obsessive self harm, and chain smoking I'm 30 now. It's 2026. I wasn't supposed to still be here, all things considered. Let's see if there's a reason I am.

BPD sucks man

Got back in the gym this morning for the first time in about a month. I dropped the weights by ten pounds across the board to account for the time off and I was still screaming and pissing and crying by the end, but it was leg day so that's to be expected. It's good to be back 💪🏻

gonna play my ethereal wolf songs tomorrow in a chapel with other queer animals impactraves.org/events/dream...

I need to have a melancholy cigarette with somebody I share an unspoken bond with while we both wistfully look off into the night, preferably on a hotel balcony somewhere

the little "mrrrrph" sound cats make when they jump from a high place reskeet if u agree

I love that there's a month out of the year designed for joy that just ends up constantly being the most miserable 30 days imaginable

Fuck male socialization. When I cry now, I embrace it, because I know there's things, and more importantly, people, worth crying over.

I think one of the hardest things I've had to unlearn is that the type of connection I yearn for isn't something I need to be embarrassed about. No, I'm not weird for wanting to form close bonds with people and getting to know them intimately.

The best game narrative of the year will always be the lesbian visual novel that only 20 people have played

sorry. a bunch of really stupid guys with a bunch of money who think they're smart got in a group chat together and started sharing facebook memes and now the government has decided curing cancer is not only not a priority, it's actually bad

Introvert

She's gonna kick your butt 🔪

I finally forced @schnauzerface.bsky.social to watch KPDH and now I finally have somebody I can shout my Opinions at. I'm gonna be insufferable.

the world has changed

all ships are women. spaceships are transgender women

Puppy

It's amazing how much my brain tries to invalidate who I am and what I feel due to my age. Part of me things I should've changed who I was as I've gotten older, but I've just become more me, and I think that's okay.

merry chrimsas

Nature Begins Reclaiming Chuck Grassley

Technology was so basic in the past. A toilet was a hole. A shoe was just a smaller hole. Everything was holes

Honestly dude, AVGN isn't even in the top 200 angriest gamers I ever heard at this point.

BPD is really funny because you can go to bed thinking your whole world is over and then wake up feeling like you're literally the dumbest fucker on the planet for being so emotional

This morning was my first real day back in the gym since Furpoc. I'm trying a new routine that's meant to be feminizing, I'll report back in six to twelve months to let you know how it's going. The worst part is that none of my friends have Garmin so they can't see my very funny workout names.

If their top ten artists don't include one that has 50K or less listeners on Spotify you're well within your rights to see that as a red flag

The beautiful thing about Trauma is the moment you feel genuine passion/love for something or someone again, your brain immediately acts like everything is extremely wrong and makes every warning sign and anxiety flash up all at once

It seems genuinely pathetic but the way my brain works and the mental issues I have, the probably best way I have to show people how much I care about them is if I actually just remember to talk to them every day

Am now 30 Three decades... And I only feel like I've actually lived for one. My 30's are going to be the best decade of my life. I know it.

Okay I'll admit calling myself old at 30 is a bit silly, honestly my 30's are going to be the best decade of my life bar fucking none (But also I had a back surgery already so fuck it I can call myself a bit of an unc as a treat)

gotta say it's pretty ridiculous being governed by people who take testosterone supplements and boner pills but don't want anyone else to have gender affirming care

You have to survive. There are graves to piss on that haven't been dug yet.