Can you tell when I started getting sick

God Jul!!

The feeling you get from fever dreams is so abstract but so lucid and surreal at the same time. Feels like borderline hallucinations when you're half awake sweating your arse off at 2 am

Fever dreams on christmas eve

Cant believe im sick during christmas in northern ireland

I might be catching something, typical getting sick when travelling

It really sucks hating the way you look — like how do you even function with that

Am so focken overstimulated

Y'know what, if irish people keep telling me I sound english I probably sound more english than american

This is the least christmassy christmas I've ever felt

Blossom is the best powerpuff girl

They really love vinegar here

My thighs are chafing so bad, it's so ugly and gross looking and makes me feel like shite, ugh

Also I can't access my DMs on bluesky cus it's age restricted LMAO

Stepped into the UK and now have to verify my age to see a boob, only to aee my own every day

My parents say my accent sounds american while irish people say I sound english, so where tf does that leave me

My impression of NI so far is like Castles Laissez faire shops Hills Cheaper takeout Alcohol sales at all hours Driving on the left side of the road Chatty people Noisier

At some point you get tired of being edgy and just want to have a nice time

Choke Me (2022)

The godam chippy and goujon

Quaint little northern irish coffee shop

I'm gonna miss drawing for a while

Lfgg this looks good af

Just casually skipped a whole nights sleep — was awake from 07:00 on a wednesday to 22:00 on a thursday

Now that I'm Northern Ireland, I need to try every weird snack and beverage there is

The culture shock of going outside of Norway to literally any other country is how now you have +400% chance of random encounters with strangers who will just chat you up

Damn, irish people talk very fast

Doesn't rly matter which country or culture you're in — if you play things out loud on your phone on a bus, I'm gonna assume you're an insane person that won't hesitate to assault someone completely unprovoked

One of the first thing I heard when I arrived in Ireland was kids saying '67' out loud, idk if this is an omen or no

Now I'm in Dublin — ms Worldwide

Currently in Oslo, can't wait to get out

At the airport and security fucking hates me apparently

Idk if I want to live in a world where my work coach knows what brainrot and 67 is before I even mention any of it. I miss when stuff online stayed online

Worked out today so I could compensate for energy drink with sugar in it

happy birthday final fantasy 13

this video has become very important to me

The hair straightener I've used since high school finally broke. It's done me a great service

'you should be sending one job application a day every week until you get a job' Jjjuust fuck off, why would I have to give my entire life to something so soul-crushing just to get the chance to get a shite salary and work for some old pricks

Perspective exercises is what any sane person would do when they have art block

Feel like I need to get away from everything and everyone sometimes

There needs to be scheduling apps that allow for flexible tasks. There are some things you just can't put into a set timeslot, but still things you want to be prepared to happen or initiate

I swear, whenever I'm overstimulated, my level of diction reverts to the complexity to that of a 9 year old

Suddenly have to pee a lot — I hope that's not anything I need to worry about

Just had to give all my personal information to the UK government for a visa tovisit NI, that feels very odd

I need to lose weight, I need to work out more, I need to meal prep something nutritious, I need to get enough sleep, I need to draw more, I need to learn more, I need to talk to people more, I need more money, I need to stop drinking, I need to set boundaries, I need to communicate better

First time trying csp didn't go too well. I think it probably just takes a long time to adjust as most of the time is sprnt trying to make the workflow as frictionless as possible

Maybe trying out clip studio paint would fix my art block

doodling a bunch of weapons

if I can't draw anything else, I can always draw swords

Wow, cant draw for shit today