made shepherd's pie again today and i gotta say, i made it so meaty tasting im impressed, im craving it so bad again it's yummy, if friends ever come over just know im making the best goddamn shepherd's pie for you fyi

subtle confession but im always into people being older than me even if it's just a little bit

Sometimes it's actually a vibe to wear your old m sized boy t shirts because goddamn this t shirt makes my boobs look impressive godbless hrt

Im writing more this year I think, hopefully people will enjoy it, but a new chapter for Until the Songbird Sings is in the works ^^

I just literally can't do anything sometimes and it's unbearable but how it is

Happy new year everyone :3

The misery porn when someone vents something guys saying "same fr" sucks as a response to that just gotta say

I don't think moralising at someone has ever genuinly changed someone's opinion, yet that is the go-to thing to do

Some architecture in Northern Ireland

I've always wanted to try to draw one of these #MyArt #DigitalArt #Rat #Bat

I dont mean to- i dont mean to like alarm you but there's this real cutie patootie looking in this direction rn like right over here and- oh it's just the cutie patootie reading this oh ok

Trip with Vie (2022)

Im a really big worrywort and a bit of an overly paranoid dweeb, but it is hard to reel in a lot of my anxieties and fears about how im perceived, i hate that my intrusive thoughts can always be on my mind for whole weeks or days

I have such a need to be small and less conscious

People dont know that when im sick i get an absolutely feral libido and my mental illness gets worse as well intriguing correlation

Been told i look like a mum in this fit so now i gotta come up with a babygirl outfit, equalibrium is important

Still think about people who've used and manipulated me lowkey i hate you

I hate having to pee in public, gendered bathrooms make me feel so awkward

They were meant to put me in a slutty reindeer Christmas outfit and hogtie me in shibari-like patterns and Christmas bows then gag me and place me under the christmas tree with a little tag with my gfs name on it on my cute antlers and then they would wrap a harness up alongside me but they didnt

"hey i made this machine that generates debilitating mental illness and diarrhea for everyone ever from here on out and i cant stop it now" is essentially what AI has always been to me

Damn i didnt know you swung that way, respect, must be hard being ambidextrous but i really respect your lifestyle choices

I forget home can look very pretty sometimes, Ireland got some views

Santa baby, im just saying i think we should see other people, it was fun, what we had while it lasted, but tbh you're just not my type and i was in a bad headspace when you came down the chimney that night i hope you understand, i was vulnerable. No no im not saying you took advantage of the situat

They using AI generated images un slop documentaries now, actually adds up sadly

Merry christmas to all and to all a merry chrimbo

this dog is so me :3 @hercollie.bsky.social

I need way too much affection rn

I wish i felt attractive at all these days

I always have to contend with my hair but have a goofy mirror selfie in our hotel room ig (featuring my new cardigan :3)

ig to pass i would probably need ffs, cause ive been dressing pretty fem lately and it still hasnt been enough to at least be ambiguous to people. Also having "miss" before my name and still getting "they'd" at Specsavers lmao idk i think ill always be clocky, being back in Ireland making me feel it

New glasses sound exciting but also according to my optician my eyesight has actually improved somehow which can apparently happen, wild. Im like -0.25 on both eyes

My impression of NI so far is like Castles Laissez faire shops Hills Cheaper takeout Alcohol sales at all hours Driving on the left side of the road Chatty people Noisier

Got so many cute outfits now, i feel so powerful. Also getting called dear again does feel gender affirming even if some people just call everyone dear here but we got extra chips so i choose to believe they liked us

Adjusting the gf to my traditional NI palette; goujon and chips and a super chip. Also got WKD and Four Loko ig too

People should get off my gfs ass a bit maybe instead of making a huge deal out of a joke she made i think you'd appear more well adjusted

This is the hill where they raised me, by place that they trained me, Proleek faughart

Ive successfully dragged my gf into Northern Ireland and ive never been more apologetic

Doesn't rly matter which country or culture you're in — if you play things out loud on your phone on a bus, I'm gonna assume you're an insane person that won't hesitate to assault someone completely unprovoked

Preflight jitters going on rn doesnt help im not gonna sleep all night but we got this

This was gonna be a part of a post where i would have said, "i could be ur mommy or ur babygirl" or something along those lines but the world isnt prepared for that (the second pic is too much for me)

I should really work out and wear more clothes

Stressing ever so slightly about making sure my gf has as smooth of a time traveling to Northern Ireland as possible

I should have a muzzle and the fact i dont is unfair

amazingly embarrassing that getting talked to like a small fluffy mammal works pondering what this implies in my psyche

wth she lookin at

I got two pics of me that i feel like could be funny to make a bit out of but both of them are me in my undies so if you guys pay like 200 norwegian yen then maybe, that aint free anymore

I do think the internet has gradually shown a lack of tact in conversation. Like convos now seem to pivot into being too serious and like honestly a little too self centred imo, just on a grander scheme ive noticed

*breathes on you asthmatically* consider the pawbsability of how a breathplay kink could have developed at a formative age for asthmatics *coughs and breathes so hard it's like i got kicked in the chest* i need to mmffng

Waking up tummy sore and tired

New desire to draw so i can draw my gfs oc pregnant