I kinda do think i should just kill myself high key, it releases people from me

Ngl, i just dont understand people

I have never felt like a human being lmao

i am quite an insecure and depressive person, but lexi does make me feel so happy, im glad i have someone like her in my life

After discussing very deep socio-philosophical matters i would suck her shit into another dimension rn lowkey

After discussing very deep socio-philosophical matters i would suck her shit into another dimension rn lowkey

I'd also love to get a fursuit head it'd be so cool i can just be a silly lil furry gal

I spent like 3-5 minutes there trying to spell prerogative right, i had to check again there now in spite of this, i think i may be stupid

Listen, the only thing free use in this household, is my attention and effort in making sure you have a wonderful time with plenty of yummy food and good energy :) And also my fucking ass low-key stg

I hope people end up liking the lil story and characters i make for this novel, i like them a lot so far and i like to think im pouring a lot of myself into it

Ever since i was a young little ginger boy, ive always wanted to grow into vixy from fox in the hound and be a mother to several little fox pups, is this tradwife maxxing???

Tsingtao and Corona are pretty peak refreshing and inoffensive beers i loke them a lot

Girls are into instant loss but will be a brat and fight tooth and nail the whole time pick a struggle omg

I would love to pause time for me but especially my gf lately and just live in a cute little pocket dimension where we dont have to do anything but chill out together with no outside obligations, just for a little while at least

Writing about angsty furry girls again lately, this time with ambiguously gay coded furry dad mentors and it is not as wholesome sounding as all that but it's going well i think with UtSS, but you won't get to read what ive been doing until i write enough to feel satisfied with it.

Too tired to exist lately

As a kid i got so upset with germs as a concept i washed my hands obsessively to the point where i damaged the skin on my hands and they were super dry and cracked for ages and i would hold my hand up to my chest raptor style and not touch anything i think this means im completely normal

Yeah sure arf arf collar me under the table mommy anyway, im wondering if i should wait to play Fear & Hunger 2 until it's next update it's meant to be a big one that changes a lot, but maybe im missing out on not just hopping straight into it already idk

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LIKE it's just workin out for me IDEK

tbh lately all the recent music i've released or am working on is all just resampled from this track, it's been keeping me going lately lmfao

Mh shoulders are up there for things that make me feel clocky and dysphoric and bad i should rip my upper body off

The inherent sex appeal in fucking up a big rotessiere chicken with your hands and devouring it with your partner is an unbeatable bonding experience

I write characters that i pour my heart into and then i just think about how much i need to kill them viscerally to torment them i need to yearn for them i need to make people grieve and love them if i kill a part of me will i learn to love through the loss?

We watched dofus book 1 and i loved it sm, such a pretty movie and very cute. I wish i had watched it a longgg time ago i had it in the back burner for ages. It's a shame it bombed so hard

the dick fandom is dying let the world know if you're a real dickhead chat

I got these all over both arms now the damage has been delt

I know what it feels like to be a mother with a screaming child who just wants to sleep, cause there and chirping birds coming through my vent that are so loud rn i got an annoying headache i feel violent

The bites got harder and spread to both arms (so far) may post results maybe idk im personally invested in documenting my bite marks

A fox has been here and she enjoys eating me

They're gonna fill me with so much air tonight im gonna have a big round tummy and im gonna float away into the heavens like a big balloon it's true i dont want this help

Eternal slumber to the girl with the unsettled heart. Respite in dreams to the girl whose mind haunts her soul. Im eeeeepy

Immigration stuff and job stuff is so stressful, i have a lot of work i need to lock into

I feel embarrassingly stunted sometimes compared to many people. I consciously know i shouldn't care and that you can't change the past, but it hasn't made handling my feelings on it any easier. I also feel I knew i would never be satisfied anyway, had reasons, but makes me wanna throw up a little

$100 feet pic, never used: $70 relisted price

I look like i have something in my mouth in this

Manifested Vie with oils

Im pretty chopped but it's ok life goes on or something

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Irregularly I'll just be stunlocked by noises and everything sounds so loud and grating i start getting extremely agitated and anxious i dunno why

Ive been so sad about our local asian market closing down. Big stores keep trying to scam me by paying like 100kr for 250ml of sesame oil. The old asian market had like 500ml for 60kr. So fucking upset im shaking, gonna throw up

I dont know how to make friends in the slightest as a foreigner in the bergen area, it's hard out here being an antisocial 25 year old smh

Another oil painting

Trying out oils

These shorts really cinch me up something different

Im a big lover. The most hopeless romantic you'd ever meet

High key get pissed tf off when Google docs calls my prose something to be corrected. Fuck you, i dont want my writing to be a modern standard, that's my internal dialogue it sounds like that, it sounds a little archaic and dramatic and i like it take ur blue lines away grrrr

I could only begin to feel optimistic about a fromsoft movie if i heard fromsoft had some input on it at least, otherwise im hopeful they make something good but not particularly convinced

Im realising i think i may need to finally invest in a true personal space for myself. I got used to not feeling like my living space was permanent with uni so i got used to not investing too much in it- but i want my own comfy space again

I should cloister myself away from everything social media for a week i have life stuff and projects i want to make progress on