IT'S SO CLOSE I CAN'T WAIT

I'm going to be on my work trip soon and I am nervous. But it will be okay, cause I'm awesome.

In my coaching meeting the other day my supervisor clocked me with my tism and I wasn't mad because the way she did it was hilarious and told me to make sure I don't not take care of myself for a job.

Hey.👋 Release your tongue from the roof of your mouth. Relax your jaw. Relax your shoulders and neck. Breathe awhile.

I haven't been on the internet in a while. Coming soon streams on days of two at least once a month! Game to be determined lmao

do not give into thoughts like “nothing matters”, it’s not true. everything matters as long as we are all alive

When people think you're choosing sides but you're actually just choosing to stop accepting disrespect. It wasn't an option until you made it one. Get bent.

I am tired but maybe I can work out a schedule soooon. I MISS IT

Sometimes I dono to my friends stuff anonymously so I don't get the little rewards cause it's more worth it to me to support them than to recieve a treat for it.

I finally did my worst fucking nightmare.

I got myself two pocket watches. From my self I do my best as, to my real name. My name feels like it doesn't fit sometimes. But both of them are me. I just want to feel about my real self how I do with the self I get acknowledged for most. But this is one of the watches. (Not with my name name)

I asked for an email, I get a 5 minute (so far) lecture about the word of god.

Quick correction! Something annoying happened so I cannot fulfill my original slot in the UWT raid train so instead…I will be closing it out🥳That’s right, the Thriftstore Diner is now the last stop. We beat our original goal, let’s see if we can beat the stretch tomorrow🩷Stay tuned!

sometimes I worry when people see the rollercoaster I ride they don't like me anymore.

Y'all! We have almost reach 50% of our group goal and it's only been the first 48 hours!! Currently at about 2.3K! Here is the schedule for today and tomorrow! If you're looking for somewhere to hang out, looking for somewhere to raid - please feel free to visit the friends!

onichien is now Live! Watch them at www.twitch.tv/oniii_v

Bwahahaha bumble butt

What's that! A surprise update! You heard right folks! I'll be partying it up with yall tomorrow morning! Let's get some info spread and money donated to this worthy cause!

My baguette was not dusty and hard soggy. They did not listen or read the bible, it sucks tremendously.

Customers!✨July 12 from 6-9 PM ET I’ll be a part of the United We Triumph raid train to raise funds for Americans for Immigrant Justice! We have some cute incentives and milestones while we play Grizzlyman, a thriller visual novel from Argentinian dev team, @lcbgamestudio.bsky.social✨See you then🩷

hi hi hi! Tomorrow we begin the charity raid train, United We Triumph! I'll be participating alongside many other iconic streamers to help raise funds for immigrant justice. 🧡 c u on Tuesday, July 8th 3 pm PST/5 pm CST/6 pm EST 🗓️ huge shout out to @ivymileena.bsky.social for putting this together!

Fuck Trump Fuck the 4th of July Fuck Fireworks 🖕🏼

Hiii everyone! I'll be participating in @ivymileena.bsky.social's charity raid train - United We Triumph! This is my FIRST EVER charity stream so please come through 💙 I'll be playing a scary horror co-op game w/ the amazing @thatbuss.bsky.social, @taffybutt.bsky.social, & @renndidit.com !!! 💙

I made my poster! Tune in if you can! I am still researching what I wanna do for some stuff. But please support how you can! It is so important.

Lets gooooo

We're full!! Thank you to everyone who signed up! Here's our schedule for the first day on Sunday!! Catch us for the beginning of the train!

Sooo Imma do my best and help people see this and get the message. Follow @ivymileena.bsky.social for better scheduling details. It's important to learn, so if you don't know and want to, check out the streams. Learn people stories. See it is important. Because it is.

Wow I made it 31 levels in reality. That was unexpected how much growth I've done. I have so much to keep learning! Thank you to everyone I've met along the way.

I have a lot of internal conflict for several different things and I'm unsure how to even start navigating them. Jump in or be reserved?

I'M SO HAPPY THIS THEM IS THRIVINGGGGGGGGGG!!!! I am so lucky to have mey them and found space to vibe there too! Come to the dinner yall! No milkshakes only serving looooks

With my anxious energy today I decided to wear weights. It seems to help? But I am just fast brain and bored.

Calling all friends willing to spread the word! We have to do what we can to spread awareness and help the world as we can. This is a free action to do and maybe get some donations! I'm excited to be part of this (also nervous) but change starts with us!

Let's get one thing clear. I wasn't safraid of them. I was afraid of what i could become because of what they did to me.

The day I've had fuck.

Thank you for all the love on stream today!🥰As promised, the 300 Customer Special poster✨It’ll be my last stream before vacation and I’m so so excited✨See y’all then❤️

I put on sunblock twice and still got sunburnt doing my yard work.

My coach admitted we are the best class he has taught for our department! Heck yea my questions helped!

Blueeee

Gets your hom essentials here!

Was off ADHD meds for one and a half days. Broke the back off of my chair because it was a hazard how it was already broken so logically ripping it off was the solution.

Thanks to my lively lovely girlfriend, yesterday we were in the pride parade. My ex spouse was there (didn't see me), I got and gave a bunch of stuff. I only kept 3 things that I was given cause pride is about making everyone seen. I did give two people their choice sticker for their mobility tools!

I'm exhausted but at least it's Fridayyy

I feel like an idiot

Dreams getting rough. I fight so hard to keep people but when I let them make their decision.

I moved almost all my stuff into the room I'll be in from now on. I just have to see about the stuff in the closet. I'll put my bed together after the other mattress arrives for the attic.

I am trying and starting to find a new balance. Fingers crossed.

Putting money in my house to more seriously start moving away. This is both exciting and scary. (Yes I'm in training at work right now, no I'm not not paying attention.)

My eyes are autumn, ever changing, I am fluid in ways to bring things to surface. I can find balance, and will be seen again. People had to emergency move in, there is SO much. But for like the 2nd time ever, I feel like I can be part of a family.

I CAN'T BE THERE TO WITTNESS PLEASE WATCH THIS HAUNTINGLY BEAUTIFUL THEM! THE HANSOME PHANTOM OF TWITCH! THE ODDITIES IN THE TREASURE! Please peeps. Seeeeee this awesome them.