it's pfp day where you post your pfp. again. everyone look at the picture you've seen 9,933 times. obey. an all-white fit for a great sweaty night of dancing at a goth club. probably my all-time favorite look thus far in life

it's pfp day where you post your pfp. again. everyone look at the picture you've seen 9,933 times. obey. an all-white fit for a great sweaty night of dancing at a goth club. probably my all-time favorite look thus far in life

i guess i wake up at 4:30am now. that's just who i am. doesn't matter if my alarm is set for 5 or 6 or if I'm up until 10pm. I'm a 4:30am girlie now, like my grandma before me

"we're just going to keep working even when the bombs start falling, huh?" everyone asks, going about their work, knowing the machine must be stopped but resigned to the fact it won't be stopped today, every day

i just know there's some frat ass war hawk in the admin who thinks "board of peace" is a clever pun and is real proud of himself for suggesting it, lips smacking and drooling thick ropes of spit like a cartoon wolf

not me loudly ugly sobbing and wailing at 8am listening to john mayer's eulogy for bob weir 😭

the fit that shook a couple of security goons:

the fit that shook a couple of security goons:

weird feeling to be stared at intently by the scruffy, tattooed security detail of a former Republican presidential hopeful and current Ohio governor contender. they must really like queer goth baddies with bright purple hair

it's too cold to leave the house but here i am. outside the house. at work

have to admit i do look cute in a holy goof kind of way today though

have to admit i do look cute in a holy goof kind of way today though

doing my first interview as the boss of my department and why am *I* nervous? get a grip Lydia

it's a great day to listen to a Grateful Dead live show! if you're new to the concept and kind of scared because you've heard all they do is plink plink long meandering jams (false!) I highly recommend Europe '72— a wonderful live recording from a great era with some light studio overdubbing

rip bob weir god fucking damn

just saw a commercial for chat gpt where the damn thing takes something like six paragraphs of a star wars crawl to tell some guy how to do pull ups. and this was apparently a selling point

i had to let an employee go for the first time ever and even knowing it was a good decision for the rest of the team it is AWFUL

it is once again, as always, a good day to listen to the album Penis Envy by Crass

slightly diminish a band root in the early stages of oxidisation

tiktok was like hey watch this opening from a show you watched in kindergarten and i was like yeah sure and then about five seconds in i had a very sudden realization about, uh, something from my childhood

counting down the days until my love and i run away for a long weekend at the cabin down in the hills we fell so deeply in love with this past autumn (104)

the rot is in our culture the rot is in the invisible systems and in the visible systems the rot is all pervasive the rot does not heal with time the rot is not curable by any previously tested therapy the rot has roots older than our nation the rot is not permanent the rot can be excised

yesterday i wore all black and listened to grateful dead on the way to work. today i wore this hippie finery and listened to old school industrial music to work. in all things, fluidity

i kept trying and failing to get into Stalker 2 over and over again because it seems like it should be exactly up my alley but then i tried Project Silverfish and WOW. highly recommended if you like to sneak around weird anomalies vacuuming up loot and trying not to get shot

i have shat something like seven times in the last thirteen hours, half of that pure liquid. enough already

another day, another ridiculous hot girl fit

imagine opening a treasure chest on the ninth level of the dungeon and it's just me in there in a little fetal position ball and i've been living off indica gummies for a thousand years and just farting my brains out in there

dick from a girl encountered on a roll of one on a six-sided die checked after every two ten-minute turns of dungeon exploration

inside you there are two lydias

the rot is in our culture the rot is in the invisible systems and in the visible systems the rot is all pervasive the rot does not heal with time the rot is not curable by any previously tested therapy the rot has roots older than our nation the rot is not permanent the rot can be excised

this shit about Minneapolis got me retching at work. literally sickening

yesterday i wore all black and listened to grateful dead on the way to work. today i wore this hippie finery and listened to old school industrial music to work. in all things, fluidity

i like the warm weather of False Spring but the migraines.... no thank 👎

went to bed reading a biography on jerry garcia dressed in patchwork and a cardigan straight out of fraggle rock listened to 80s industrial the entire way to work i contain multitudes (I'm annoying as hell)

and LOVE LIKE BLOOD and LOVE LIKE BLOOD

even if LLMs were energy neutral and trained entirely on free use data and entirely morally sound it would still be a real dweeb move to use it to search the web. like come on. learn how to use the fucking internet

whatever you think of the clash, can we agree that the sentiment "i'm so bored with the u.s.a." is evergreen

i think it's cool that 1) today's children love the song "duvet" by boa and 2) have never heard of serial experiments lain. i think it's neat to watch the culture acknowledge what a bop that song is regardless of context

it's "funny" when st*phen m*ller talks about "might makes right" when i am beyond certain that he would be out cold if a fourth grader slapped him

maybe we shouldn't have invented a police state so vast every single person on earth lived at its mercy but what do i know

new hair btw

i have never once in my life wanted to die but i do from time to time wish i could take a 2 or 4 month dreamless nap

desperately need platforms to add the option "i don't want to see this ai slop in my feed for any reason you fucking assholes" when they ask why you are hiding an ad

no YOU signed up for a free trial of YouTube premium so you could watch a bootleg recording of Hadestown on Broadway with your gay wife first thing upon waking up in the new year

new hair btw

it had been a couple years since the last time i got my face lasered and i kind of forgot how much i enjoy it. both the pain and the smell of burning hair

sometimes i remember to post my outfits on tiktok. usually from the employee bathroom at work

literally yesterday i had to burst the bubble of a 20 year old at work when i was talking about graduating HS before social media existed and she said "wait... aren't we like basically the same age?"

sometimes i remember to post my outfits on tiktok. usually from the employee bathroom at work