its whatever

digital artwork from 2012. i think might have been the year i bought my first wacom tablet (wacom intuos) #art #digitalart #oldart

its not that i dont pick up on subtext, its that i dont know how to respond to it due to a combination of cptsd and neurodiversity. so, unfortunately, im a pretty easy target for abusive people

incomplete painting from 2011. absolutely no idea what happened to it, maybe i painted over it? charcoal and vine charcoal to lay out the sketch, and most likely oil paint for color #painting

back in 2012, i very briefly attempted to make a web comic of FF6's storyline but i didn't make too many pages. #ff6 #ffvi #fancomic

thats an indie game that hasnt been released yet but i think it would be fun if there was a mod that allowed you to replace the models so that you can make the gears from x*nogears dance... like an interactive mmd or something

I just finished and had a blast with the demo to Steel Century Groove (@slothgloss.bsky.social).. it's a mecha rhythm game where you compete against others Pokemon-style, but with dancing! What other demos should I try?? #indiegame #gamedev

4th edition lol

i still have the shivan dragon card lol (...that i may or may not have stolen from my brother 💀)

12/8 #scryfallrandom is in my opinion the most iconic and frankly important card in the history of magic, and responsible for the game's massive growth and adoption at the dawn of the game (even if they spelled my name wrong)

If a piece of media is lauded as exemplary, i think its fine to delve deeply into it, even if interpretations made might not be flattering

Well, what i write isnt written with any intentional malice, just simply sharing thoughts openly to a void

Of all cardio exercises, i think using the rowing machine is the most fun (and easy on the knees)

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theyre very well made 😐

...but i really like them 😐

I want to keep posting about my incredible love for bart and sig, but im kneecapped by the concern that it would just look like creepy sycophantry when its just extremely unfiltered enthusiasm 💀... this is the curse of being perceived

Ah, faris is fire elemental too. Lots of cool characters have fire powers: ace from one piece, iori and kyo from kof. My OC when i was a kid was a girl with purple-hair, fire-element, dragon heritage, sprouts angel wings (escaflowne), her blood turns into a sword (from x/1999 maybe??, not csm lol)

Look at this picture of faris riding syldra's head... shes so teeny hehe 😆

faris and syldra. happy 33rd, ff5! #FF5 #FF5_33周年 #FF5_33rd_anniversary

Hakozaki Elements #23 features some funny fan letters, asking notably for an Anime Version of the game, and even an official card game. Nice fanarts and a lovely patchwork "Where's waldo?" one.

... I really got hit by a sigurd-shaped truck, and while i was lying on the ground bleeding, it came back to run me over again 💀

Happy 33rd anniversary ff5! Faris, purple-haired pirate captain who dresses as a man and has a pet (sea) dragon 💪

www.youtube.com/watch?v=TJiW... ff5 music stream

Cowpybara

Though, now with the knowledge that im being perceived, im not sure how to behave on here 😫

I dont have any weird delusions about personal relationships with celebrity figures or anything like that (only fictional characters 💀), but it is very touching to be acknowledged, even if its just politeness

My eyes hurt from crying again 🫩...

thank you

NOT GONNA LIE, its been kind of lonely in the fandom, so this is really unexpected (im crying again 😐)

x.com/sorayatokyo/... 😭😭😭😭😭😭 she's seen my account ... 😭😭😭😭😭

Sig is chris hemsworth 😭😭😭😭😭😭

I can't imagine what sort of twisted fuck would want to play Hamlet when he LITERALLY kills his dad. Didn't Shakespeare know that patricide happens in real life? Pretty problematic.

I want to make a movie where Santa has claws and he uses his claws to claw things and santa's claws allow him to save the world with his santa claws, I would call this movie "crab santa"

it seemed to him that he himself was a word spoken by the sunlight.

basically just getting hit with a fucking truck out of nowhere

yeah... my focus is just gone 💀 ... ive been killed... by a beautiful pirate man

Capyrate

anyway... function to my prefrontal cortex has been restored after it was absolutely obliterated by surprise!sigurd 💀

My eyes hurt from crying. Lol. Im a normal person, i swear 😒

His laser whip sorta looks like a lightsaber... i guess thats what its supposed to be

After 27 years, sigurd gets a costume update hehe

Siggy siggy siggy siggy 😭

Sig siggy siggy sig sig sig 😭

the timing was just perfect i guess. literally minutes prior, i was dealing with some stuff for my brother, and this and that, and then i see this. so maybe thats why i cried. just something really unexpected and nice, so it hit a little harder than it should have normally

sorry! im not parasocial or anything weird like that but this literally made me cry 😭... extremely unexpected sigurd art ...

wtf

this actually made me cry a little lol

dawg