With that I think we're closing bsky for the night, goodnight.

A somewhat heavy and... vulnerable thing for us to write. Be careful about reading it. Getting this out there now, we've been bouncing back and forth on writing something like this for a few months now given the situation and everything. We would've added alt text but, alt text's character limit.

Bsky always with the auto self-harm tag for scarification work and bloodplay cowards

Some of the scars given to us are raised today, probably from the cold... wish we had more of them though,

dollthing that's too filled with mental things to talk to ones it finds interesting and cute the curse

new video game genre: badventure you go on a quest but everything is horrible all the time you step outside and immediately into a puddle, your shoes are now soaking wet for the first day of your trip, and there's a rock in one of them birds steal your food

(with uncontrollable love and affection): faggot

Got some unfortunate news on Val's end with work She's still looking, especially now, but we could use all the help we can get, we really need to find something by the end of March

we're at the point of just blatantly stating the reasonings and worst aspects of our mental state and responses it's been a year and it's only February

Thought about keeping this a secret until we did a thing about it but given the state of our life and everything we figured we'd share Our puppy, and now, our wife We really hope things work out so we're around to see the future we've dreamed of with her (And get her a proper fitting ring)

reminds me of when I played DQ1 on one of those FC to SFC adapters, except Bomberman is far more harmonious here

someone do the retroachievements terraria sets with us yes, all of them please it'll be fun

#lancerRPG Maid to battle

girls talk about us being scary and cool but when they get a chance to take us down a peg it's dead silent, maybe we're still scary even when we're compromised,

you know what girls and blood are cool on their own but put together they're way cooler but what if it's girls and our blood

alcohol,

i don't care about american football but i do care about patriots fans being sad

I married a deity here It helps remove all of my fear I think it's a god And sure, it's quite odd But everyone just calls me "queer"

Having a wide skillset and enjoying applying skills in said skillset for certain entities while also being paranoid of failing constantly is pretty cool our main source of pride is also a large source of fear and insecurity

It's time to sit in the corner of the bar with our old fashioned and look A Way

thinking about how trying to explain to others the concept of 'we don't think, thoughts are things that constantly happen to us and we wish we could make them stop for a little bit' usually ends with people not understanding or being concerned

we tell one of our partners we're tired of losing people a few weeks ago life responds with 'what if you lost the one family member that was a positive influence on you and was genuinely a good part of the world, not even just for you' posting about this, idk, we're done/tired and want to scream

Hey all, gonna post my GFM again on here. I've got a full time job again, but hours are shaky currently and my partner and I are still looking to move house within the next 2 months. If anyone could provide us with financial support, or spread the link, I'd appreciate it. <3 gofund.me/2b7a92e0e

we looked at bsky for the first time today in like almost 24 hours and we've decided we're done with the internet for tonight

Code vein 2 update: we continue to play this game extremely wrong we're going reverse of the intended boss order

It's kind of amusing that one of the first weapons we found, that's also been our main weapon the entire game in code vein 2, is two floating swords held by broken porcelain hands

Just had someone ask if we're going into work while we're wearing uh black pants, black dress shirt, black coat, sunglasses, fully obscured face, black boots, black gloves

i have this urge to get into a fight with a girl to the point where we're both covered in each others blood and then we make out or something and i don't know what's gotten into us today

Sometimes we want a different wristwatch but then we just end up putting on the white glint watch and don't feel like it anymore

Why do we end up having random deep conversations with strangers we meet for like 20 minutes and they leave having hope for the future How is this our thing

zeon soldier, laughing: hey, char - i went to the dicksucking factory and- char aznable, immediately: and i was employee of the month every goddamn month. zeon soldier: char: you think you can suck a dick as good as me, soldier? zeon soldier: no sir. char: that's right.

Sitting here vaguely debating if we could work up the Brain Shit to sing In Chains at karaoke one of these days because haha

going up the stairs earlier and saying seattle and then our brain just gave us seadderall

We're on the fence about being social tomorrow between feeling like our being is completely exposed and being in a state of extremely fragile right now Sleepless nights, fleeting small smiles that quickly fade to sighs and held back tears

Showed partner Constantine for the first time yesterday and we rewatched The Crow today

lying awake at 0630 thinking about how our body is resistant to most medications, deathly allergic to others, or they just Work Wrong and, idk we've been trying to just... vent less lately, we guess, but doing therapy and psych stuff for 13 years and having the 'we're out of options' well,

"I asked chat gpt" yeah well I asked Jeeves and he said you're a lil bich

puppy and puppet are just two letters and some intensive modifications apart

I sang illusion last night and cried and got told I did excellent by a lot of people

Open up wartales for the first time in forever and now we're sitting here thinking about how a band of mercenaries can be completely fine having a giant wolf that eats corpses for a captain

the only sleep we've had in the past 24 was briefly going into our puppy's room and falling asleep listening to her pulse for like 3 hours after she woke up 😵‍💫

going to get a partner to watch 86 and violet evergarden and just see how that makes her feel

It took a while to figure out what to even put on here and it's all probably way too specific

Maybe we should make malice bingo

Is tonight the night where we sing Illusion is that what's going to happen to us maybe, maybe not, we'll find out if it's breaking time

What if we don't go out later today...

It's been a couple of weeks since we reposted this and... it's the new year now. Val and us are still trying to get things handled to where we can move in the next few months, and any help or spreading the word of this is greatly appreciated.

We sang more and we were told we have a really good singing voice..... still nervous about, doing this infront of a crowd instead of, just one person, and the emotional ties to the song

Someone is trying to get us to sing a song at karaoke that she knows will break our guard in front of everyone and we're admittedly considering doing it