Also, happy Autoimmune Awareness Month! My infusion is this Monday and I'm lookin forward to it so my immune system will stfu. #autoimmuneawareness #ankylosingspondylitis

HIATUS OFFICIALLY OVER ✨ - DEBUTING FIRST EVER MODEL! Gonna chat for a bit first. Then we'll be switching over to Backrooms Cleanup Crew w/ @strawberriemoos.bsky.social & @kandigram.bsky.social. 🔴 LIVE NOW: [ www.twitch.tv/xackeryy ] [ #Vtuber | #ENVtuber | #vsky ] [ #live | #twitch | #streamer ]

Will probably start stream a little early to chat and show off model. So be on look out for that. Collab starts at 4pm EST.

Reason #1 why you should stop by my stream tomorrow. [ www.twitch.tv/xackeryy ]

Coming back to streaming again! This time with fancy schedules and a few other surprises~ 💙 🔹Backrooms Cleanup Crew w/ @strawberriemoos.bsky.social & @kandigram.bsky.social 🔹Dark Souls II: SoFS / Art & Chatting 🔹The Spirit and the Mouse 🎨: @naxxremise.bsky.social [ www.twitch.tv/xackeryy ]

Who knew getting some dick could make you feel so good?

LIVE NOW CELEBRATING BIRTHDAY (LATE)!!! 🎉 Starting with some chatting, then will switch to modded REPO! 🔴 LIVE NOW: [ www.twitch.tv/xackeryy ] [ #Vtuber | #ENVtuber | #vsky ] [ #live | #twitch | #streamer ]

One thing that is starting to bother me is that some future admin is going to get flack and pushback for all the money they will have to spend to fix the bullshit the current admin is wasting money changing with no accountability.

GODDAMN IT! But surely this will take you more than a day right~ Behold BOOBS! AND YOUR FINAL CHALLENGE~ GOOD LUCK HEROES CAN YOU TOPPLE ME~ (again needs to be this post) #Vtuber #ENVtuber #demon #modelreveal

I did the thing #ironlung #markiplier

All these right wing fuckwads seem to be forgetting that "perception is reality". If people are repeatedly calling you a fascist and a 🪢💤, then you need to stop acting like one instead of trying so hard to convince people you aren't.

Guise, my book comes out today with Barnes&Noble and Amazon. Lookit my baby. I started this thing 11 years ago.

I didn't realize we were living in the Team America World Police universe. Makes sense though since I often feel like a puppet for the man. 😭

Here's the main scene from my most recent D&D session where my party fought The Krampus and his boggle minions. #dnd #oneshot

Happy Birthday Josh!

I'm bothered by the increased frequency of me thinking "ig2kms" after even small stressors.

Melania Trump didn't qualify for an EB-1 visa and was paid for modeling in the U.S. in 1996 while on a tourist visa, which doesn't allow employment. Working on this visa is fraud and also disqualifies her. She also lied about work history on her immigration application,which is NATURALIZATION FRAUD.

...since MTG is resigning, now would be a great time to assess the pensions of all former government representatives...what y'all think???

“THE NON-ARTIST FIXATION ON HYPERREALISM AS THE PINNACLE OF ART IS CLEARLY PART OF THE REASON SO MANY ADULTS THINK THEY CANNOT DRAW OR CONSIDER THEMSELVES TO BE FAILURES, KAWAII, FOLK ART, DOODLES, OR OTHER EASIER ENTRY POINTS ARE CONSIDERED CHILDISH, WHICH IS WHY JAPANESE DRAWING BOOKS ARE BETTER…”

NEW: Epstein survivors release the most powerful PSA I have ever seen. Make this go viral so every member of the House of Representatives sees it.

Idk bout yall, but I did horribly on my 2025 #resolutions. I know there is still time left in the year, but I'm not sure if we makin any of these unfinished goals. Maybe I could get closer to my follower goal here if I do a Christmas raffle. But I am unsure about Twitch.

People thought I forgot. I didn't. :) 100 ❤️ & 50 🔃 and her shirt goes off. #NDArt #Fioart

Draw n' Chill + Maybe some DS2 Later! 💙✨ I know it's been a minute since I have streamed more regularly, but hopefully we can get back into the groove of things. Thanks for being patient w/ me. 🔴 LIVE NOW: [ www.twitch.tv/xackeryy ] [ #Vtuber | #ENVtuber | #vsky ] [ #live | #twitch | #streamer ]

In the Maritime Sailor's Cathedral The church bell chimed 'til it rang twenty-seven times For each man on the Edmond Fitzgerald ... Superior, they said, never gives up her dead When the gales of November come early

Beshear: Let me be clear. The president has both the funding and the authority to fund snap during a shutdown. In fact, every other president in every other shutdown has done so. People going hungry in this instance is a choice that this president has made.

With all the stuff I keep seeing about various groups suing the various perts of the current administration, it is really starting to dilute the power of the term law suit. I guess I just fear that it's just paper and words by people opposing Trump that ultimately don't do anything of substance.

"Don't you love me?" ~💙⛓️ 👤- @xackeryy.bsky.social Thank you so much! #vgencomm #vgen #commission #yandere #halloweenych

What if getting sent to your dungeon is how I really feel?

✨ RAFFLE TIME ✨ Be following and drop your png down below! I’m feeling like doing some Halloween chibis tonight! It’s been awhile since I made any dinkers! Give me an idea of what you want your Halloween outfit to be! I’ll design the outfit for you! This is skeb like!! 🎃

Carved pumpkins today with some of the cule and friends. Plan to carve another soon. This one was a shared pumpkin between @rowandeliah.bsky.social and I. We think we did a pretty good job, but wish we had room for a certain phrase, iykyk. Reference in thread. 🎃✨️

I probably won't ever be 100% passing. That's fine... But if I can get a bigot telling me "you'll never be a woman" or being absolutely fucking confused when they look at me, then I did enough. That's a win in my book. (12/12)

Transitioning, I imagine, is hard in general for people. Obviously worth it tho. For me... its grueling. Sometimes I question if it's worth the pain. But I really fucking want this. I just need to bear with it long enough for certain permanent changes. Then I can stop T. (11/12)

My voice lowering & bottom growth is basically nonexistent. It'll be a full year sometime in the last week of Nov. Reminder that being on T actually is physically hard on my body b/c of my POTS. I struggle a lot. I'm safe, but I feel like I am dying due to the interaction w/ my disability. (10/12)

. . . I know I had a similar-ish vent/rant a few months ago on this. I still haven't made any progress towards fully expressing myself more. My confidence is at an all time low. It doesn't help that I am medically transitioning and I STILL feel like I have barely anything to show for it. (9/12)

I should just put on the skirt, play with the make up, love my tits when they don't make me feel dysphoric af. Might as well try to enjoy them before I chop them off. I hate that the voices tell me that I won't be accepted as transmasc if I don't 100% present hard masc 24/7. (8/12)

I also wish I could stop listening to the bad voices in my head saying that I MUST dress a certain way. I must overcompisate my mascness in so many ways b/c I'm not passing. It never gets me gendered correctly in public anyways. (7/12)

I feel more complex than that. My feelings of my gender vibe mostly with man, less with women, but also not really either. But I also don't exactly consider myself nonbinary. I think I just wish people would stop perceiving me in general. Don't assume anything about me. (6/12)

But also like, I like being trans specifically. If that makes sense. I like being a tboy. This is my personal experience. I feel like sometimes... the people around me don't fully get how I feel. Many people who are trans, still view the world in a binary and follow it in a way. (5/12)

I'm me. I'm Xackery. I'm just a little guy. A pretty, sometimes handsome, but usually soft cute dudebro. Sure I have the thoughts. "I wish I was born cis." Usually only when in regards to not having to put so much work into feeling comfy. I wish I had a dick as well yk. (4/12)

I hate when I get thrown into the men's side of stuff sometimes in a way that removes my queerness, or any sapphic stuff about me. Or in ways that removes my transness. Yes I like to be one of the guys, but not in a way that feels so... binary. So cis. (3/12)

I grew up as a woman & although I REALLY don't vibe w/ being a woman, there is an aspect of it in my roots. She will always be a part of me. I vibe w/ being a bro. A homie. A dude. But like when I hear man, or overly manly terms, I think ugh. I don't want to be like the one's who opress me. (2/12)

[ VENT 🧵 ] Sometimes I feel like I need to force myself in this weird little box that's labeled man. When in reality I don't identify w/ the term "man" 100%. I label myself as transmasc & I prefer he/him. But I am in touch with my femininity, I like to feel pretty over handsome sometimes. (1/12)

I mentioned not wanting to be perceived and yes, that's true... But the real enemy here is myself. I hold myself back constantly and I am so tired of it. I wish I could just let myself be me. (8/8)

I feel so stagnant with things. I wish I could move past it and just quit worrying about how other's view me. I used to be so much more confident and unbothered. I've been so beaten down by society, trauma shit, and medical stuff. I just feel tired of existing at this point. (7/8)

I'd argue confidence is important for either side tbh. I don't play into either that much, even in a chatting bit way b/c I'm afraid of being stuck as one thing and one thing only. It's made me shutdown irl as well. Not allowing myself to show certain sides afraid it will be taken too far. (6/8)

As said, I don't display my dom side much online. Tbh I would also argue I don't truly display my sub side either. I have a lot of anxiety of crossing boundaries, fucking up, and in general I'm just very insecure rn in life due to other factors. I dont have the confidence built. (5/8)

Idk if this is just my autisim at play, hating getting perceived constantly. Not wanting to be placed into a box forever. I'm not sure what it is. I just wish other's understood how I feel... (4/8)

I hate that the way I act gets labeled as bottom & sub in ppls brains. Yes, I can be those things, but they aren't the whole picture. It makes me want to shutdown norm me just so I can stop getting told "I can't see you as this other thing." If you've said this, plz know I'm not mad @ you. (3/8)

I don't have the confidence to publicly be dommy often if at all. But just b/c that is the case, doesn't mean it is a role I can't play. Tbh w/ you, I more often don't fall into any of the boxes lately and more tow this hard to explain asexual line. Even my sex life rn is nonexistent. (2/8)

[ VENT 🧵 ] To add onto the perceiving aspect here. I think I get uncomfy when ppl put me into a dom/sub or top/bottom boxes. But like specifically assuming I have one box based on how I act. Usually being bottom & sub. Tbh w/ you, this subject is a sore spot for me & I am insecure about it. (1/8)