I finally made myself a logo. Been streaming for years and never had one. 😂 Might offer logo comms. Idk yet.

When your best friend says you were just called a fake monster fucker and so you have to hop into the VC to defend yourself. I will not stand for this slander! I'm just a monster fucker with standards. 😤

Also, happy Autoimmune Awareness Month! My infusion is this Monday and I'm lookin forward to it so my immune system will stfu. #autoimmuneawareness #ankylosingspondylitis

Finally working on this again. Missed workin on models. It's so much fun and really gets my brain goin.

Guise, Imma start work on my 4.0 outfit. I told myself I wouldn't switch over until I could get a Live2D, but I'm too fuckin excited. I need to change clothes. These are getting stinky. Do you know what it's like to wear the same clothes for over a year!?!?

I finally read my papers from this visit and turns out that I'll only be on this treatment for 2 months and won't know if I can stay on it until.....September??? It just doesn't make sense to me. Why let me be doing better for 2 months just to make me feel like shit again for 5?

HIATUS OFFICIALLY OVER ✨ - DEBUTING FIRST EVER MODEL! Gonna chat for a bit first. Then we'll be switching over to Backrooms Cleanup Crew w/ @strawberriemoos.bsky.social & @kandigram.bsky.social. 🔴 LIVE NOW: [ www.twitch.tv/xackeryy ] [ #Vtuber | #ENVtuber | #vsky ] [ #live | #twitch | #streamer ]

Art stream tn.<3 7pm EST!! 🖤🖤🖤

Had a very important appointment with my GI specialist today. Gonna be starting a new treatment that's really gonna change a bunch of things in my life. We're starting IV fluid therapy 3x a week, with two of those being at home. So I apologize if there's any extra noise in my streams. 🙏🏻

Coming back to streaming again! This time with fancy schedules and a few other surprises~ 💙 🔹Backrooms Cleanup Crew w/ @strawberriemoos.bsky.social & @kandigram.bsky.social 🔹Dark Souls II: SoFS / Art & Chatting 🔹The Spirit and the Mouse 🎨: @naxxremise.bsky.social [ www.twitch.tv/xackeryy ]

I just saw how close I am to getting verified on VGen. Just need: - 4 more followers - 1 more review - $100 in 30 days If you can, help a girl out. I really wanna get verified this year. 💗 vgen.co/KandiGram

I finally got the pain meds my doctor and I have been fighting for for months. Old insurance wanted me to be on the immediate release for 90/120 days....when they'd been paying for it every month since 2022. But new insurance approved the extended, so I'll be feeling much better.

I no longer do paper drawing anymore, but look at this old stuff from 2018 that I did in one of my partner's sketchbook! This is before my full design was fleshed out, which is why I have traditional bangs instead of sideswept. But the buns? The buns are forever.

I have been busy modding the Sims and testing the mods. I plan to stream Sims at some point because I'm currently on that kick. Added is a picture of yesterday's test Sim.

Happy V-Day~ And what better way to post about it than with human @strawberriemoos.bsky.social~ 💗 Thank you for commissioning me, hon! And being patient as well. Wanna commission me too? Check out my VGen: vgen.co/KandiGram

First infusion since we moved Portia and access went way smoother! I'm so happy to be getting this since my last one was in November. 🩷 Now I won't be taking pain meds like they're tic tacs. :3 But I will be out for the next 48 hours. Already sleepy.

Completely forgot to post that I was streaming. 🤪 But I had so much fun streaming with wonderful people for @xackeryy.bsky.social's birthday. It was also the longest stream I've ever done thanks to being in bed. Hopefully I can do more long streams in the future. 🩷

First stream back from over extended holiday hiatus will be tomorrow at 6PM EST. We will be celebrating my birthday which was on the 3rd of this month. Hope you are able to stop by! 🎉💙 [ www.twitch.tv/xackeryy ]

Congrats again to @skywatcher887.bsky.social for winning the giveaway~! Thank you for being so patient, I really appreciate it. ;w; 💗 I hope you like it~

THIS IS FINALLY DONE. HOLY SMOKES. I FEEL SO BAD IT TOOK SO LONG. Worked really late until it was finished, so I'll post it in the morning.

Happy birthday to this wonderful boi, @xackeryy.bsky.social! I love you, hon. <3

I want to be able to stream, but my infusion has been rescheduled for a third time and I'm in too much pain to stream. I need this infusion, bros. Hopefully it actually happens next week.

@ironmouse.vshojo.com merch came in~ My collection grows.

Don't get me wrong, I love Portia. I love how she's given me vein access as I only have one vein that still cooperates. I love how she makes it so I can be hands free. She's amazing and a marvel of medical advancements. But jfc, being able to now feel her tube is fuggin gross.

I'm hoping to get back to streaming some time this week. Surgery recovery has gone way better than expected. Especially since last time it took me 2 weeks to do anything myself.

@xackeryy.bsky.social brought me my favorite food and now we're watchin both Twister movies for our 3 year anniversary. 🩷 Happy anniversary, hon.

@carthasranavir.bsky.social just came up and showed me the ad for Mouse merch at Hot Topic. Then showed me that he's already ordered one shirt and we're gonna hunt for the other tomorrow. I love my husband.

Guise, my book comes out today with Barnes&Noble and Amazon. Lookit my baby. I started this thing 11 years ago.

I'm alive and owie.

Ah shit, here we go again. I get taken back for port revision here in an hour. Don't want to do this recovery again, but gotta.

Streaming goals of 2026 ✨Stream more ✨Finish LoZ: OoT ✨Start modded Skyrim, where I don't know the mods Unattainable goal: get on Speak of the Devil to raise awareness for Ankylosing Spondylitis if Mouse brings it back.

Thank y'all who stopped by! This stream taught me that I could definitely stream longer than 2 hours when doing it from bed so long as I have proper sleep and eat beforehand. I look forward to longer streams and hangin out with y'all in the future. 🩷

Can't get back to sleep, so this is what we're doing. First stream from bed~ Gonna pull on some horse girls and do some art. www.twitch.tv/kandigram/

Today I found out why PT hasn't helped and why walking/sitting sucks. Won't post the screenshot of my MRI, but let's just say.... Don't gotta be a radiology tech to figure out what's wrong. It's a little obvious.

Tried to fluster @strawberriemoos.bsky.social and it backfired and she flustered me even more. This isn't fair.

Happy new year, everyone. Hopefully this year goes well for you. 🩷 I'll be trying to stream at least once before surgery on the 9th.

Guise, I always forget when my Affiliate Anniversary is. Shit was last month. It's the 1st of November. How do I keep forgetting it?? Anyways, it's been 4 years now. How in the...

Happy holidays, everyone! Due to living in the weather enigma known as the Midwest, I had to turn the AC on.

Hip sent me to the ER at 3am because it decided to go off the deep end and be in 10/10 pain and not let me put weight on it. They helped me as much as the could and then we went to the ortho walk in clinic after getting some sleep. MRI is on the 2nd and we'll go from there. 👌🏻

Stuff has been ordered for some of the bed set up so I can at least draw from bed and so my bed actually works again (the head is adjustable). So we're one step closer. 🩷 But until they get in, I can at least game from bed.

I've been regressing in PT. We've had to trim down the number of exercises that I do in the Tank because my hip just can't handle it anymore. I have been referred out to Ortho and will be trying to get a bed set up going so I can stream more and for longer.

Bros, I fear I'm cooked. We're moving Portia on the 9th of next month and it seems like I'm waltzing into hip surgery as well. PT isn't helping as much as we'd hoped. I don't know what I'm gonna do.

Ya boi is gonna be a part of SocksVtuberAgency's Merry Mix. This Saturday 12/13 starting at 6pm. It was a blast being part of the choir for the caroling portion. Feel free to swing by and give the other talents some love! #vtuber #MerryMix

"One episode and then I'll go to sleep" I tell myself. And then that one episode ends on a cliff hanger of a main character unaliving themselves. Two. Two episodes and then I'll go to sleep.

chat here is the deal..... i will post thigh pics for $100 and i will make video of me crushing a watermelon with my thighs for $200. you have 1 week of streams starting today! have fuuuuuuuuuuuuun

I was too tired yesterday to show y'all my new tattoo. But lookit how preeeetty!

Once again... ✨hear me out✨

Me a couple times a day after figuring out randomly that sour helps my nausea.

Body might be too tired to even sit at my desk. So I don't think stream is happening today, sadly.

Might stream some LoZ tomorrow. We'll see. :3