Sobriety was a mistake it would have been so much easier if I'd just died in my apartment that night

LMAO I haven't even begun to crash out

I'm fucking done with all of you

Had a moment not long ago where I bared myself a bit to someone only for the message to be left on read. I went silent with them for a few days, and then the conversation just rolled on like it never happened. It definitely put some thoughts in my mind.

Why did no one tell me how much rats poop

Pause squatting 440 and not hiding what I believe

I have been made aware I am now considered one of the "big guys" at my gym

This might be the best gym photo I've ever taken lol

So we all fully understand that the stories about Elon getting kicked out of babyfur groups for being too creepy are ABSOLUTELY true right

For my money no one has ever been cooler than Ryan Dunn in a top hat riding a penny-farthing

*munch munch crunch munch*

Interesting....

Cornflower and Columbine

A tough life lesson is understanding how often "I want you to get better" doesn't mean "I want you to be free of the pain you're in" but rather "I don't want to have to deal with you while you're like this."

Everything that inspired my writing has been rotted and the messages I wanted to convey through them don't have a place anymore. Not that anyone would have read it regardless, but I could have at least enjoyed the creation. It's all dead and dry.

Just deleting all my old writing folders. Lost fucking cause. Poof.

I should just shut everything down and go live off in the woods somewhere and hope when the nukes drop one of them is close enough that I don't even see the flash

40 years swallowing my feelings and masking my emotions so I don't upset people means when I start losing the ability to do that I'm the asshole.

Just too fucking heavy today. 2nd was easy at least.

I really just fucking hate everything

I've withdrawn so much from nearly every social connection I've got and I just do not have the strength in me to maintain those lines.

If you don't understand why she gave him her Nobel Prize I think you need to pause, breathe, and take about 30 minutes to imagine what this whole situation looks like from her perspective. She's doing the only thing she can to try and fix a horrific situation.

Lil Wayne is a linguistic genius and I will die on this hill, listen to Bloody Mary or Big Bad Wolf if you doubt me

It feels weird to say that 495 felt like 135 but

The face of "that was easier than I expected"

Aminals

Can't fit in the character limit, but this has been on my mind a lot.

I'm not afraid anymore. Fear requires hope, and the last of mine died.

Nothing can stop me now, because I don't care anymore

Took the day off work. Went to the gym. Started having a panic attack, threw up in the parking lot. I can't do this anymore.

I really didn't expect to live in an era where World War 3 and Civil War 2 are racing to see which one kicks off first

Add this to the "this is why I refused to cheer this shit on" file

Not enough room to say all this in the character limit but

2026 goal: whenever you see a post you want to dunk on, spend a few minutes scrolling the person's profile. Get to know them a little. I've done this before and it's really illuminating, plus hopefully encourages us to all see each other as humans, not just text on a screen.

To everyone who argued I should be supportive of Trump deposing Maduro because it would mean the opposition leader gets installed, who did not understand why I refused to trust Trump to do anything beneficial: www.thedailybeast.com/president-do...

HORSES is a very weird game

Think I'm just gonna get high as a motherfucker, look at porn, and hope a comet hits the earth before I wake up.

Once you accept that the ends justify the means, there will never be any means too extreme nor ends too minor.

One big perspective change I've had is: I used to believe everyone innately wants to think of themselves as a good person I am now positive that there is a significant percentage of people who are utterly uninterested in that question

A Venezuelan friend just got his BSky account suspended for three days for "violating community guidelines" with regards to the invasion of his own damn country. That's not on.

Not touching any of the shit today. Nuh uh.

2019: 185lb 2026: 250lb Abs are gone but I'm benching more than what I used to fail on deadlifts so I'm calling that a victory.

This one still gets me misty

Little mouse I made out of polymer clay and some fabric ❄️ Happy holidays yall!

Slav squat clown cat

Man, I miss LiveJournal. It was nice being able to write out entire thoughts instead of having to SparkNotes myself.

Sometimes we do arms here

2026 is gonna be our year

Boy do I love spending 8 hours flowcharting and spreadsheeting heirships for mineral ownership WHY CAN'T I JUST GET PAID TO BE LARGE

Oh YouTube is being funny with its suggestions today