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over 1 year ago
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someone buy me a dispo right MEOWWWW!!!
about 2 months ago
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so anyways 2026 is gonna be my year !! ill come up w a plan later tdy i am wayyyy too fucking tired to atm ..
about 2 months ago
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hiiii so i gained some weight and husband pointed it out and i am actually so disgusted now i think i will kms !!
about 2 months ago
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feeling so # homicidal LOLLLL
4 months ago
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i dont want to die but i feel like everyone would be better off without me
5 months ago
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me when .. me when i cannot react normally (SOMEBODY SEDATE ME)
6 months ago
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i need to learn how to cook yall
7 months ago
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guys so i gained weight and i might fucking kms I FEEL SO SHIT RAHHH
7 months ago
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β§ββΊ neyla β§ββΊ
7 months ago
how many more years can i get away with saying βthis is my last year being fatβ? like this is getting ridiculous, the first time i said that was like 7 years agoπ«© i just look like a fool atp
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bam bam
8 months ago
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TW// SH
8 months ago
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i accidentally just one swiped beans π
8 months ago
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π¦γ΅γ€γ’γ³ π¦
8 months ago
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i finally did it, i had the abortion unfortunately now i feel extremely suicidal and want to stab myself :p
9 months ago
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okay well maybe i should just kms ! have my cake and eat it too π
9 months ago
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back on that ED shit πΊ (currently at 810 cals) im using Lose It! to track my calories :3c currently on a plan to lose 1 1/2 lbs per week i want to go harder but i also know that if i do i will start binge eating again π (limit is 1k) also hoping to workout again cause i want to lose more hehe
9 months ago
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i feel so social but i got no friends π―
9 months ago
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maybe i am just meant to suffer
9 months ago
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sometimes i forget my bpd affects anyone but me until i explode or feel way too much and take it out on those around me me and my lover go to couples counseling and our therapist told me that i push him away out of a fear of being abandoned or rejected and fail to trust him the way he deserves
9 months ago
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today the kms meter is average
9 months ago
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everytime i do anything i always end up wanting to kill myself just a little more. i am just so tired of feeling like a failure and a shit person .
9 months ago
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i wish we never got this fucking dog
10 months ago
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oh my god im gonna start fucking tweaking WHAT ARE YOU ONNNNNNN BRUH
10 months ago
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guys i am losing all desire to live i rlly need to see someone before i go insane
10 months ago
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i need to see a therapist again cause i feel so deeply suicidal
10 months ago
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everything hurts my emotionally fragile heart i wish i was just fucking normal or that i could just remove my emotions entirely ... what is the point of having the ability to feel empty if my brain DOESNT FUCKING USE IT RAH
10 months ago
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i feel like shiiiiiiiit ππ
10 months ago
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alsoooo lowkey on the verge of relapsing in my ex (idk why i just feel like it's gonna creep up on me) .. so thats cool π
10 months ago
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okayyyyy so life update !! i am pregnant (planning on getting an abortion) i have a job now (at a crystal shop!!) we got a dog :3 this week is going to be busy, i can just tell already
10 months ago
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π«₯ feels like a chore
11 months ago
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why would you say that, way to kill any passion i had
11 months ago
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okay fuck me i guess βΊοΈπ« thats fine its fine its cool
11 months ago
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im going to skin myself /hj
11 months ago
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i hate being so jealous can i just please be fucking normal IM ON MY MEDS!! I AM LISTENING TO A DOCUMENTARY AND DRAWING !! WHYY IS MY MIND SO AGAINST MEEEE !!!!!! RAHHHH I FUCKING HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE
11 months ago
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Crystal Candyπ
12 months ago
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alicentβs lady in waiting
11 months ago
who up reminiscing on the childhood they coulda had πΉπΉπΉ
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i love my husband but i am watching him play the sims and the outfits he chose for his sim are .. interesting .....
12 months ago
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i feel so stuck and so unproductive but so put down all the time i just feel so frustrated maybe i made a mistake maybe i should've been alone
12 months ago
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sooooo its been a while :p i ended up moving with my husband to VA so thats been cool!! ive only been here like a week (2 this saturday) and its been nice :3 i feel so many good and bad things tho? idk its definitely just been interesting
12 months ago
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i e being so unstable these meds need to be upped istg
about 1 year ago
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guys i fucking hate having such obsessive issues i feel fucking crazy i deadass might relapse like so fucking honestly
about 1 year ago
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yesterday was such a good day and today has been so awful ive been anxious and on the verge of crying and throwing up why do i somehow make small issues so massive i fucking hate everything about myself
about 1 year ago
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guys life had been so stressful yesterday was so good and today is just awful ive been crying half of today
about 1 year ago
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saving this thread for me later (whenever i actually get back into a honeymoon era # binging)
add a skeleton here at some point
about 1 year ago
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ive gained weight im killing myself :p
about 1 year ago
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why do i always fuck up i hate everything
about 1 year ago
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i need to lose weight i need to change i need to lose it god fucking kill me
about 1 year ago
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im so fucking angry i hate him i hate feeling why do i feel so angry nothing happened this is so unwarranted someone put me out of my misery why can i never just be happy GOD SOMEONE KILL ME !!!!!
about 1 year ago
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i just realized why am i literally 5 followers away from 300 π§π½ββοΈ
about 1 year ago
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